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How your life can change

By Toni Girl

My name is Kelly and I just turned 21 and my life is way different then I thought it would be, I have always been small I am only 5’4″ tall and weigh 125 so I really look more like a little kid. It also made it hard growing up as all the girls seemed to like the big football type boys. The only good thing about this is it allowed me to concentrate on my studies so I always got good grades.

I was 19 when I moved to Southern California and I found a small house in an older rundown neighborhood. Several of the houses were vacant but the house next door which had a young lady named Jill who lived there and she was beautiful and about the same age as me so I tried everything I could do to get to know her and it did work as we did become friends but I wanted more. We both worked at a local burger king as when you are young and just starting out it is hard to find a good paying job. We started carpooling to work to save money and this allowed me to get to know her better. We also started having dinner together always as friends though.

Jill was a pretty private person the only thing I knew for sure was she was not dating anyone. One night I was at her home for dinner and we were talking when I noticed something under her chair and reached down to pick it up and I am not sure who was more shocked as I pulled out a pair of handcuffs. I could see in Jill’s eyes she was embarrassed and scared so I made a joke about wondering what it would be like to be handcuffed which put her more at ease. We ended up talking for hours and Jill finally opened up to me. She had a thing for bondage and she would handcuff herself sometimes but she said it wasn’t the same as she could always unlock the cuffs. I felt we made a little connection that night.

Now I had never really thought about bondage but thought this was a chance to get closer to Jill and although it wasn’t something I really wanted to do I wasn’t against it either, I guess I was pretty neutral about it so the next night I was over their I talked with her and told her I was curious about bondage and would also like to try it. So after talking to her she pulled out a box that had all kinds of bondage things in it from paddles, leather straps, gags, ropes and several more pairs of handcuffs. I was in shock about all the things she had and that is when she asked me if I would handcuff her and I agreed. Now I was thinking this would be simple but she quickly put the ball gag in her mouth, put some cuffs on her ankles and then handed me a pair of handcuffs and the keys and turned around and put her hands behind her and I locked her up. I could see she was a little excited so I went ahead and left her on the bed and went out and cooked dinner which took about 45 minutes.

When dinner was ready I went back to the bedroom and she looked like she was really enjoying herself so I picked her up and carried her to the table. I then took the gag out of her mouth and she asked me what I was doing and I just smiled and told her I wasn’t ready to release her and that I would be feeding her tonight. Now I could see she was a little shocked, excited and maybe a little scared as she realized she was locked up till I released her. It was an incredible night.

The next night Jill came to my house for dinner we had a nice dinner and then Jill told me it was my turn and she pulled out some of her bondage stuff. The first thing was something made of leather with a collar which she put around my neck and it had a piece that went down my back. She then pulled my arms up behind my back and strapped them in behind my back. I was totally under her control now as there was no way I could get out by myself. I wondered what was next as she pulled me close and gave me a big kiss. This is the first kiss we have shared although I had dreamed about it. She then put the ball gag in my mouth and I was hers for the night. Now as I said I had never really thought about bondage before but it was quite the feeling, fear, excitement and helplessness. For the next couple hours I stayed this way and had to rely on her for help including going to the bathroom which was scary as I said we were just friends so she had never seen me naked but she pulled my pants down and helped me go and as there was nothing I could do I couldn’t even speak to her so I was a little shocked when she didn’t pull my pants back up so now I was naked from the waist down and I must admit I was a little excited which Jill noticed and she would play with me from time to time which made me all the more excited. After a couple hours she had me stand up and she pulled out a paddle and started to spank me, not real hard but enough to cause me a little discomfort and strangely enough I got real excited again at which point she pushed me down on the bed, pulled up her skirt and went down on me. It was the most incredible experience I have ever had and it didn’t take long and I was done. I couldn’t move and she just laid on top of me for a while.

Well this went on for the next couple weeks one night I would be her slave and the next she would be mine. As time went on we settled into a pattern and O was spending more of the time as her slave and I really enjoyed it. It seemed to happen so slowly that I didn’t even notice things were changing, it is funny how you miss the little things. Now we both had weekends off so the way it would work is Jill would be my slave on Wednesday and Thursday nights and from Friday to Wednesday I was her slave and since we had weekends off from Friday night till Monday morning I was her slave nonstop and we both loved it. After about a month we both knew we were in love.

Friday night we got home and Jill quickly striped me naked and bound my arms behind me and put the gag in my mouth, smiling at me she told me that as her slave now she wanted to mark me kind of put her brand on me which scared me a little as I was helpless at this point. She pulled out a bottle of bright red nail polish and told me she was going to paint my toes and when I hesitated she quickly grabbed the paddle and gave me a spanking that was just a little harder than the times before and told me it was not my place to refuse her and that no one would see my toes so I sat down and soon I had bright red toe nails. Later that night she again went down on me and it was another incredible love making session. I never knew it could be this way. At night she released me and we went to bed.

The next day when we got up I we took a shower together, she lathered me up and I did the same to her and then we washed off and my skin never felt softer that was because all my body hair not that I had much was gone. As I was getting dressed she handed me a pair of her pink panties and told me she wanted me to wear them as no one would see them and I didn’t even hesitate I just put them on. They felt different but in a good way as their soft feel against my smooth skin was incredible. So from this point I wore her panties every day and always had my toe nails polished and she was right no one could tell. It also gave me that feeling that I was still under her control even while at work and also when it was my turn to tie her up.

We had an incredible relationship and I learned I loved bondage. Well we did this for a few weeks and it was so much fun. It was Friday night and Jill had me strip down to just my pink panties and she started to bind my arms behind my back when she stopped and looked at my chest. She smiled and told me I had little man boobs extra fat on my chest and we needed to fix that so she pulled out a pink bra that matched my panties and put it on me. It was a little tight and actually pushed the fat up giving me small boobs. She then secured my arms behind my back for the evening. The bra felt a little strange but also exciting and I couldn’t help but look down to see my small boobs and the cleavage that was there. After a couple hours Jill started playing with me and as usual it didn’t take long to get me hard, she knew how to push all the right buttons on me. That night she had me wear the bra to bed along with one of her teddies.

Saturday morning we got up and we were going to Disney Land for the day and as we got dressed Jill handed me a pink bra to go with my panties and said it would be fun and so sexy if I wore it today. Now it was a little on the cool side and I was wearing a sweat shirt so I figured why not so now I was wearing pink panties and bra along with having bright red nail polish on my toes. Now I also must say that over the last couple I have not had time to get a haircut so my hair is down almost to my shoulder. I also didn’t look that close to see that even with the sweat shirt you could still see little boobs sticking out.

Well we got to Disney land and went in and we had so much fun and went on so many rides. At lunch we found a little café to eat a and the waiter came over and ask how we were doing by saying How are you ladies dong today which caught me off guard but then being so small and the long hair I could see where he made the mistake but before I could correct him Jill spoke up and told him yes we were having a wonderful girls day out. The rest of the day went by so fast and a couple times men would hold doors open for not only Jill but also me and I just went with it.

That night when we got home Jill was all over me, she didn’t even take time to bind my arms or anything. It was one of the most magical nights I have ever had. On Sunday morning we got up and we were going back to Disney land as we had bought a 2 day pass. Jill had set out a pair of white pantie’s and a pink bra which I put on but I did question why they were different colors at which point she smiled and told me I was not to question her choice and she then had me bend over and gave me a spanking, not in a mean way but it did get my attention. Jill just smiled at me and handed me a pair of her white Capri’s and a pink top as today it was sunny and would be in the 80’s and told me as everyone had thought I was a girl yesterday we were going to do it right today. I knew not to challenge her as I had become submissive to her by now so I put them on. I will admit you could really see my little boobs and the cleavage and of course the bra.

Jill then had me sit down at her vanity and used a curling iron on my hair to give it some curls and actually made it into quit a feminine style. I looked into the mirror and I could see how people had mistaken me for a girl yesterday. As I was doing this Jill started to put the same red nail polish on my fingers which really made my hands look different. She then did a quick makeup job mascara, eye shadow and a rose lipstick and she did the same to her face. She then handed me a pair of her open toed sandals which I put on and they showed my toes off well. I looked in the mirror and there was no way you could tell I was not a girl. With that we were on our way. It wasn’t till I was in the car and we had been gone from the house for a few minutes when it hit me what I was doing today and I got scared. Jill just smiled and told me to relax as I would be fine besides there was nothing I could do about it now which was true. We had a great day and everyone we met saw nothing more than two young ladies out for a fun day at Disney Land. We even had a couple men hit on us which really made me feel uneasy. Jill even hot pictures of me that day.

Monday morning came and I was so worried that someone would notice some trace of makeup I missed but Jill helped me get it all off although my hair still had a bit of a curl to it. I put on my panties and bra and off we went to work. I am sure my little boobs were noticeable but no one said anything so this became our lives bondage every night and on the weekends I would become a girl for the weekend. It all happened so slowly that I never even really realized what had happened.

Well a year later we both turned 21 and Jill had got an offer from a casino in Las Vegas to be a cocktail waitress which would mean way more money than working at Burger King so we talked it over and decided to move there and I would try and find a job also. We both gave our two week notice. And started to plan our move. Jill talked to me and told me she thought I should be a girl for a week or two while we moved and got settled and before I started to look for work. Now I know I should have hated this idea but there was a little thrill of excitement about doing this so I agreed. Our last day of work was a Friday and we were going to make the drive to Las Vegas Saturday afternoon. The hotel she was going to be working at had given her a room for 5 days to help till she could find an apartment.

So Saturday morning we got up and got ready. Jill gave me a cute little short skirt and top to wear and she only did a light makeup and we were off. We didn’t leave town though we went to a local beauty parlor and we both got pedicures and acrylic nails in bright red and then we also had them do our makeup and hair. We both looked like we had just stepped out of a fashion magazine. Then we were off. We got to Las Vegas about 6 pm and checked into the hotel room. .

On Sunday we drove around looking at apartment buildings and getting an idea where we could live and what we could afford. Then we went back to the hotel and did a little gambling. It was so much fun and I even forgot that I wasn’t really a girl as I didn’t have that fear of running into someone I knew. On Monday Jill went to her orientation and I hung out in the casino. Jill was going to start work on Wednesday so we decided on Tuesday we really needed to find a place to live so we scheduled a couple appointments at a few apartment buildings the casino had recommended. They were all nice but the third one we went to was great. Nice big apartment. Clean well kept up with a swimming pool and weight room and the rent was only $700 a month which was in our budget. While we were there Jill ran into a couple of the girls she had met at orientation. So we all talked for a while as the apartment manager did a check on us and then we got our keys. The other two girls also decided to rent an apartment here. Once all the paper work was done we went back to the hotel for dinner. It would take a couple days for our stuff to be delivered so we would stay there for the full five days.

While Jill worked I was cleaning the apartment and getting it ready for our stuff to move in. I also met a few more of the neighbors who also worked at the same casino. Seems a lot of the employees live here. Well we only had to sleep on the floor a few nights before our stuff arrived and what I was really looking forward to was our bondage stuff as it had been over a week since either of us had been bound.

Jill finally got a night off and I was ready, she secured my arms behind my back and put the gag in my mouth and then gave me a spanking. I can’t tell you how much I had missed this. She then got a real serious look on her face and smiled. She asked me if I really enjoyed being submissive to her and doing what she wanted. With the gag all I could do is nod yes as I really did enjoy it. She told me she was glad as I was going to be under her control and she would take care of me which made me happy. She then smiled again and told me she had the best and most secure bondage figured out for me and hoped I would love it. I again nodded yes as I was sure I would.

That is when she told me something I had not thought of or counted on. Since we had moved to Las Vegas I had been living as a girl full time. All our neighbors new me as female, so did the apartment manager who had rented the apartment to two girls, there was no way I could go back to being a man. I was now going to live as a girl as long as we lived in the apartment which we had signed a two year lease. I was trapped. I could feel the fear inside me and I wanted to scream but the ball gag prevented me from doing that. Jill just smiled and told me to sit and think about it for a while and then she went into the other room. I was helpless as I sat there waiting. I had never been so scared in all my life.

Jill came back two hours later and took the gag out of my mouth and told me that I knew she was right I had to stay female for the foreseeable future. I knew she was right as there really was no way out. I was now in a permanent bondage as a girl. Jill made it easier on me by telling me she loved me and would never leave me and so we started our life together.

I get my nails done every other week and I love the long nails, Jill even got me a job at the casino with her and yes I am also a cocktail waitress and with tips we are both making good money. It took me a while to figure out that the more I flirt with the men the better the tips. I am still uneasy about this but the money is good.

Being unemployed leads to a surprise   Leave a comment

Being unemployed leads to a surprise

By Toni Girl

Well it all started about a year ago. I was living in a small neighborhood of older homes as they were the only ones I could afford on the amount of money I made as I only had a high school education. I had the smallest house on the block only 900 sq feet but it had a big unfinished basement. You see I live in the mid west and most homes here have basements for when the bad weather hits. I had great hopes of fixing it up though and turning it into my special room you see I am a crossdresser and although I would never go outside I love to dress up at home. I am actually pretty good at it as I am short for a man 5’6″ and very thin and wear my hair long just for this reason. Well because of my little hobby I kept to myself even my neighbors I shied always from. I mean I knew them nut didn’t really socialize with them. By the way my name is Kelly.

My one neighbor was beautiful long blonde hair and looked like a model and best of all she was single, her name was Sarah. She had just got hired as a flight attendant for an airline just about the time I got laid off from my job, seems my boss had a gambling problem and went bankrupt. Occasionally we would talk and she told me about her new job and of course I told her about my unemployment, luckily for the unemployment as that would allow me to survive for about a year so I was going to enjoy a little time with my crossdressing.

Well she finished her training and got on a regular schedule and as soon as she did that she called me over one day to ask me a favor, seems she would be gone for 2 to 3 days at a time and wanted to know if I would keep an eye on her house and water her plants which I agreed to and she gave me a key and showed me her plants and how much water they needed. She also told me the basement was just storage and really cluttered so no need to go down there. I would say we had become friends which was so nice as I really didn’t have many because of my crossdressing.

Well as she started to travel I would go over and check on her place and water her plants. It had been a couple weeks and I don’t know why but suddenly the thought popped in my mind and maybe it was seeing her beautiful dress on her bed but I realized we were pretty close to the same size. I held it up to me, now I am about an inch taller than her but as I am really skinny and she has a really nice figure I was sure it would fit but I couldn’t so I put it down. Later that day I couldn’t get the thought out of my mind and so that night I went back over to her house and tried it on. It fit perfectly well if I had brought my silicon breast with me and had a little more hip.

I knew it was wrong but I couldn’t stop myself and so now every time she left I would go play dress up at her house which was wonderful as she had so many more cloths then I do and the shoes looked like a department store. I often wondered why such a beautiful woman would be single but then my mind went back to her cloths.

I had been doing this for a few months a couple times a week when she was gone, I even tried a little of her makeup but this was too risky so I would bring my own over and by now is was completely transforming myself while I was at her house it was the perfect life. One day I was walking around her house all dressed up in a red dress and heels and as I went in the kitchen I noticed the door to the basement wasn’t shut tight and I don’t know why but I opened it and looked downstairs. From what I could see it looked pretty clean and so I went down to check it out. it was divided in half and there was a sofa and big screen TV on the one end and very nice and about half way down was a solid wood door so I went down to take a look.

When I opened the door I was in shock, it looked like a medieval dungeon. There were 2 jail cells on one side of the room, on the far wall were chains hooked to the wall and all kinds of leather straps, paddles and other things I had no idea what they did. I was fascinated so I started looking around. The jail cells the locks didn’t seem to work which was kind of fun as I went in one and closed the door and pretended I was being held captive. I looked in the next cell and it had an old wooden stockade, it was hug, there was a place to lock your feet and then you bent over and put your head and hands in to lock them so I went to that cell to check it out and just like the other one the lock on the cell didn’t work. I looked at the stockade and where you put your feet were held in place by flipping a latch down and then you could paddle lock it but you could also just put the lock through so it wouldn’t release and you didn’t have to actually lock the lock.

The part you put your head and hands in hinged down and it looked like there was a place to put a wooden peg in to hold it shut so it would take someone else to lock you into this. I don’t know why but this excited me even though I had never thought about bondage. I pulled the cell door shut and put my feet in and slid the lock through careful not to lock it. I put my head and hand in and let the top come down and them pretended that I was a prisoner and forced to dress this way. I had found a whole new excitement to my cross-dressing.

Over the next month this became my normal routine. I even started to use one of her ball gags so I could scream it was amazing how well the ball gags worked as I could only get a muffled scream out no matter how loud I tried. I doubt if anyone in the upstairs would have heard me.

Needless to say I really wasn’t looking hard for a job as when Sarah was gone I was at her house almost nonstop. I had even got in the habit of just putting on her bras, panties and heels and doing my makeup and then going down to the dungeon. I thought a couple times about asking her about the dungeon but could never figure out a way to bring it up. As it would be so much more fun to actually be locked up by someone else but then again I love the crossdressing part. I even looked at the locks on the cells to see what it would take to fix them but it looked like they were made this way. There was no locking mechanism in the door just a hole where it would be and no place to put a key. I loved Sarah’s trips. She would leave in the morning and do a flight to Hawaii which was a 10 hour flight as she would fly from where we lived in Oklahoma to LA have an hour or so layover and then on to Hawaii. She would spend the night and then do the reverse so she would get home the next evening about 6. This gave me the one hole day, that night and the next morning to play and by mid afternoon I was always done and cleaned up to make sure by the time she got home things were back perfect.

Well about 3 months ago Sarah left on a Monday morning and I started normal fun. I had such a normal routine down. I would go over to her place and do my hair and makeup, put on one of her bra, panties and 4″ heels and then go down and spend a few hours playing prisoner, I loved the stockade. This would take me into mid afternoon at which time I would go up and touch up my makeup and put on one of her beautiful dresses. I would then fix myself dinner; I would bring my own food and then sit around and watch TV, play on my laptop and have a fun evening. about 11 I would put all her cloths back just as I found them and put my cloths back on and go home most of the time I didn’t take the makeup off as I just had to walk next door to my house and I could cut through the yard and it was dark out. the next day I would go back over and do the same thing play in the dungeon till maybe 3 or so you see with a computer you can tack flights by flight numbers so I could see where Sarah’s flight was and I knew once she left LA she had about a 3 hour flight home and then it would take her about an hour to get home from the airport. Today her flight left LA at 2:30 and so she should be home about 6:30 so I was going to play in the dungeon till 4 and that would give me time to change back and make sure everything was right when she got home

So Tuesday morning I got dressed and went to the dungeon and played till noon then went up and made myself a sandwich and checked on Sarah’s flight it was right on time. it was about 2 when I went back down to the dungeon and I was wearing her hot pink bra and panties and her 4″ pink shoes I looked hot all made up. I went into the cell, shut the door and grabbed a ball gag and put it in my mouth. Next I put my feet in the stockade and put the lock through again being careful not to lock it. next I put my head and hands in and let the top come down and again I was trapped well not really but I could imagine. I would pretend to struggle and on these days it was always more exciting as I knew Sarah would be home in a few hours and I could pretend I was stuck and she would find me. It was about 4 and I heard a little humming sound which I figured was the heater coming on, funny I had never heard that before well it didn’t matter as I was having fun. I was watching my laptop on the floor as I always kept an eye on Sarah’s flight. It was half way home now from LA so I knew I had about 2 hours or less to change back and make sure everything was in there proper place and I had washed off all traces of my makeup and was back at home. I pushed the top of the stockade up to get out and it didn’t move, I pushed again and nothing. Something was wrong, the stockade couldn’t be locked by me alone so I knew I just had to push again and still nothing.

I was scared now as something was really wrong, I was trapped. Wait this can’t happen I just need to calm down as I had checked this and it didn’t lock, someone would have to put the wooden peg in and I could see that had not happened but no matter how hard I tried the top would not go up and release me. I was stuck. I calmed down to think what to do as I glanced at my laptop on the floor. Sarah’s plane was getting closer what was I going to do. she would get home and find me in her dungeon after she had told me not to come down here, she would also find me wearing her stuff and dressed as a girl in full makeup. This was bad wait what if she doesn’t come down here, with the gag in I could scream all I wanted and upstairs she would never hear me. I could be trapped here. I don’t even know if she comes downstairs or uses this stuff. I was really scared and the more I struggled but nothing worked I was trapped and as bad as it was my only hope was that Sarah would find me and set me free of course that would mean an end to our friendship. All I could do is wait. Sarah’s plane landed and I knew it wouldn’t be long.

Time passed so slowly as I waited it was after 7 now and I would have thought Sarah would be home by now but then again I really couldn’t hear if she was upstairs and I tried screaming but it was such a low muffled sound. Suddenly the door to the room opened and in walked Sarah and she was wearing a really nice black dress and heels and her makeup was looking perfect. She looked beautiful as I have never really seen her all made up. She walked over to the cell door and pulled on it and it didn’t open and she just smiled at me. What was going on. She looked at me and smiled again and then started to speak. “well what do we have here a new prisoner?” with the gag I could not speak. She went and got her laptop computer and walked back over to the cell door. She pushed a couple keys on the keyboard and then pulled the door open and walked in.

She looked at me, “well you are in a little trouble aren’t you?” I tried to lift the top and it still would move or release me. Sarah took something off the wall behind me, “well you have been a naught little girl wearing my cloths without asking me first”, and I felt her spank me with a leather paddle. Not really hard but it got my attention as I knew there was nothing I could do I was stuck. Sarah walked back in front of me and looked at me, “well what am I going to do with you” she asked and again I could say nothing because of the gag.

Sarah smiled again, “well you need to be punished so I guess I will have to spank you”. Smiling she looked at me and said, “when you think you have been punished enough and have learned your lesson please say I am sorry Mistress Sarah”. And as she walked back around behind me I tried to scream as I knew with the gag I could not say anything.

I felt the first swat and the sound was way worse than the pain but then the next one was a little harder. I tried to scream I am sorry mistress Sarah but all that came out was muffled sounds. Sarah spanked me again and again and the pain was getting to me. It was not unbearable but with each swat it hurt more and I could feel the tears rolling down my face. They were not a brutal attack but more designed to get my attention. I lost count but guess she spanked me 20 times or so before stopping and walking back in front of me, “well have you learned your lesson” she asked? I couldn’t speak but did the best to nod my head yes.

She set the paddle down and released my feet and then pushed a couple keys on her laptop and the humming sound stopped and I could push the top up which I did. As soon as I stood up I took the gag out and started to apologize about everything, wearing her cloths, playing in her dungeon I was still crying. Sarah put her finger to my lip to shut me up, “Listen to me Kelly, tonight you are my slave and you will do what I say and refer to me as Mistress Sarah, do you understand”? I said yes. “now I want you to go upstairs to my room and get that red dress you wore last week and the red heels and put it on and touch up your makeup while I get dinner on the table I stopped and picked us up some Chinese food on the way home”.

I went upstairs and did as she said still scared and worried what would happen. I came downstairs to find her sitting at the table with the food spread out and a bottle of wine open so I sat down. I started to apologize but she again stopped me, “be quiet, tonight you will address me as Mistress Sarah remember, now you were a naughty girl for taking my things without asking first and for that you have been punished. You will not do that again without asking me do you understand”? I said yes mistress Sarah. “Good now we are going to have some fun”.

She then started talking about her family, seems her parents had been killed a couple years back in a car wreck and left her their house. she told me how they love bondage and had built the dungeon downstairs to play in and would take turns. She also enjoyed it but had changed the locks to a magnetic lock she could control with her computer so she could lock herself up and set a timer. If the computer stopped or the power went off the locks would release so it was safe. Turns out she had used her computer from LA to turn the locks one when I was in it.

I asked her how she knew and she said it was little things, first she had noticed some lipstick on one of her ball gags but it was when she found an eye shadow in her bathroom that wasn’t hers she got curious and as the dungeon is controlled by her computer including cameras both downstairs and upstairs she had started checking in on her house while she was away and had been watching me dress and pretend to lock myself up. She was mad at first but then thought this might turn out good as we both liked the dungeon. I know had someone who knew about my dressing and seemed okay with it. we had a nice dinner and talked and I always remembered to addresser her as Mistress Sarah.

After dinner we got up and she smiled at me, “now may slave we are going down to the dungeon and we are going to play with some of the other toys which you have to have someone to lock you in”. I was a little nervous when she came over and gave me a kiss on the cheek. “Tonight you are my slave and I am your mistress but tomorrow it is my turn to have you lock me up and spank me”. This caught me off guard but made me feel so much better as I knew we were going to be really good friends and who knows where it will lead.

That is how it all started who knows where it will lead.

A new way of life   Leave a comment

A new way of life

By Elizabeth James

Well I grew up in Las Vegas and although it is a fabulous place to visit and yes live if you don’t work for a Casino life can be hard. My name is Kelly and I have lived here all my life but being only 18 and not a lot of options for employment at least not that paid well. Add to the fact I was very small for my age only 5’4″ tall and weighed less than most 14 year olds so finding a job was hard. Mostly I did odd jobs for whatever money I could get for what I needed. It really wasn’t till my mom died in a car wreck she was hit by a drunk driver that things got hard. You see my mom had me when she was only 16 so she was only 34 when she died which no one really plans on so she had nothing set aside, no life insurance other than the $10,000 from the casino she worked at. Now I had to support myself which means I would need rent money, food and all the other bills that come along with living on your own. When you are young you really never understand how much things cost.

I was downtown one night at the Freemont Experience and yes I was thinking of begging which is against the law in Las Vegas when I noticed some people dressed up in costumes and tourists were giving them money to get pictures with them and I thought what a idea so I went home and dug out some of my old costumes. Yes as I really haven’t grown since 4th grade they all still fit me. I had all the super heroes, Superman, Batman, Thor, Green Lantern and several others. So I was ready.

The next night I put on my Superman costume and went back downtown and started walking around. It wasn’t long before I ran into some other people in costumes and I tried to talk to them to find out more about doing this. That’s when my first problem started. There was another guy dressed as Superman and he was not at all happy to see me in the same costume and he was a lot bigger than me. He started to yell at me, for a minute I was scared. that’s how I met Jill she was dressed as Cat Woman and she came over to my aid and told them to leave me alone which they did but not without warning me about wearing the same costume as them. Jill was so nice and we got to talking and she told me all about how this works downtown. Seems you can dress up and get pictures with people but you can’t charge them or ask them for money. If they give you a tip for getting their picture taken with you that is fine, this is something I didn’t know as I was planning to ask for money.

The evening went all right and I did get some tips but not much as it seems that a 5’4″ scrawny Superman is not on the top of the list for pictures. It was about 3 am when Jill and I decided we had been there long enough and she asked if I wanted to grab a bite to eat so we went to one of the all night coffee shops in a casino. I had been down there for 6 hours and had made about $50 which wasn’t bad as it was tax free I guess. Then Jill counted her money and she had over $100, I was shocked. I asked her and she told me it was all how you approached people and of course how awesome you looked. I knew I had to work on being more outgoing if this was going to work and of course get a better costume. Over the next couple weeks I tried different costumes and some were better but not by much. I think my best night I made about $80 while Jill was still getting over a $100 every night. Jill and I became friends during that time and we would get together during the day as I was still living at the apartment my mom had rented which had a pool although I wasn’t sure how long I could afford the $1,000 a month rent.

Jill suggested that maybe come the first of the month I move in with her as she had an extra bedroom and we could split her rent which was just a little less. I liked the idea as it would save me some money and also I really didn’t like living on my own. It was September 10th so I gave my notice and told them I would be out by the first. Jill and I became really good friends and we spent time together every day. A few night later we were downtown working on a Friday night and it was so busy, people everywhere and of course so many people in costume. The night was almost half over and I don’t think I had even made $20 yet and Jill was even having a slow night. I think every Superhero there has ever been was downtown and many more than one. I told Jill I needed to find a new costume or I wasn’t going to survive when she told me she was also thinking of changing her costume as we had seen 2 other Cat Woman that night.

The next day we were talking and she said she had an awesome idea for a costume one she had not seen downtown and new she could make a lot of money it was just that it really took two people to make this costume idea work. I was intrigued and asked more; she told me she bet we could both make $200 a night or more which really got my attention. I told her I was interested but remember my size as that has really affected my tips she just smiled and said my size would not be an issue and would actually help the costume. She told me she would tell me all about it tomorrow after she went and got the costumes and figured out if it would work. We went back downtown that night in our costumes and did a little better than the night before. Jill kept saying I can’t believe no one else has thought of my idea yet, I haven’t seen one other person wear this costume. I tried to get her to let me in on it but she just kept saying it would be a surprise. We stopped about 2 am tonight as she said she had to be up early to go get the costume and I should be at her place by 6 to try on my costume, actually after the first it would also be my place.

I got to Jill’s apartment at 6 and she told me to come in as she was almost ready. Jill finally came out and she had on this awesome showgirl costume, 4″ spiked heels, skimpy red sequence bikini bottoms, and a skimpy red sequence bikini top and was carrying a big feathered head dress which she say down. Her makeup was perfect including bright red lipstick. She really looked like a showgirl from one of the big hotel casinos shows. I just stood there and stared at her as she was so beautiful. I had always liked Jill from the day we met but seeing her this way I was in love and I guess I wasn’t just thinking it because in heard Jill say thank you, which is when I realized I had said it out loud. She was going to get a lot of tips tonight. I was so taken by her costume that I hadn’t even asked about my costume.

Jill took me into what would be my room and there on the bed was a matching costume. That’s when it hit me she wanted me to dress the same way as her which was impossible. In would look stupid and no one would want a picture with me. She smiled and said let’s just try it and with that she gave me a kiss on my lips leaving red lipstick on my lips. In a moment of weakness I agreed so into the bathroom and Jill gave me a cream to put all over my body which removed what little body hair I had. Now we were ready to start.

Now it was time to get dressed and she explained what I needed to do, well what she was going to help me with as we didn’t think I could do it on my own. This included hiding my male part between my legs. Now this was the first time Jill had seen me without clothes so I was a little embarrassed. It started with an ice pack to shrink things down and then she used a special tape and folded and pushed and tucked and in the end I had a smooth front even without clothes. I asked her how she knew how to do this and she told me she had gone and talked to a local drag queen to find out how to make me look female. Well it worked and I could even go to the bathroom if needed but I would be sitting down. I pulled on the bikini bottoms and they fit perfectly. Next we started on the top. She attached these little silicone jell like breasts to the outside of my chest, yes I had some flab on my chest which people call baby fat. Once the glue had dried she pulled it to the center and attached the little clip between them and I had small breast. I was amazed. Next came the bikini top which was tight and pulled them even more to the center increasing my breast size to almost a C cup. I was amazed but we were not done yet. She took out another item she called a silicone breast enhancer and stuffed them into the outside of the bikini top further pushing things in and up. I was now as big as her and looked just as good and realistic.

Standing next to her I had the body of a young girl and felt almost naked. Now she started on my hair which was a little long, down to my shoulders. Some curlers, hair spray and soon I had a very femeini6 hair style just maybe a little short but with the headdress it would look fine. Now it was time for my makeup. Now I have never worn makeup or even thought about dressing this way but I was kind of enjoying this. She put all kinds of makeup on my face, blush, mascara, eye shadow and finally the same red lipstick. The last thing was to paint my finger nails red and I was ready. I looked totally like a girl, not just a girl but a beautiful showgirl. I could not believe how I looked. It was finished with the same 4″ spiked heels and a little perfume. We stood in front of the mirror and we looked almost like sisters accept for the fact I had brown hair and Jill had longer Blonde hair. It was almost 9 so it was time to leave. I was so in a trance and couldn’t believe how I looked that I really didn’t think about it till we were outside getting into her car when a couple guys walked by and started hitting on us. I got scared and got in the car.

I told Jill I had changed my mind and wanted to go back inside the apartment and change. Jill calmed me down and talked me into going downtown and against my better judgment I did. We got downtown and started walking down the Freemont Experience. I was so scared as I felt like I was naked. I don’t know how woman can walk around with so little clothes on even though I love seeing them that way. We had only been there 15 minutes when several men came up and wanted pictures with us. We must have taken 20 pictures with them as a group one at a time, both of us together and alone. When it was done the 6 of them each gave us $10 each so we had made $60 in such a little time. Now that was incredible but I was still scared and uncomfortable having men put their arms around me.

We were a hit that night we took so many pictures and no one recognized us or thought we were anything other than 2 girls. As the night went by I relaxed and actually had a lot of fun. I even started to flirt with the people as I found that really helped with the tips. By 3 am I was ready to call it a night as I was really tired and my feet were hurting, I don’t know how woman wear such high heels all the time. Jill just said they get use to them. We dropped off our headdress in the car and then went to get something to eat. I was amazed as we got stopped 3 times just walking to the casino coffee shop for pictures. We drew a little attention in the coffee shop but no one said anything. We each counted our money and we each had almost $400. It was a really good night and I was so happy as I finally made a lot of money. I told Jill we were going to make a fortune doing this; she just smiled at me and said so that means you are willing to dress this way again? This caught me off guard as I had not fully thought through what I had said. I thought for a moment, it is no different than an actor playing a part in a movie. I told her yes I would as the money was too good to pass up. She said that was great but we could do better than so I should come by her place in the morning.

The next morning I got to her apartment and she took me in and helped me get ready again, the tucking and putting on the breast went a little faster this time and soon I looked just like a girl again. Jill handed me a hot pink bikini and told me to put it on. I asked her why and she said I was to pale and needed a tan. The next thing I knew we were both down by her pool laying out in the sun and yes we even went into the pool. It was all going well till a couple of her neighbors came over to talk to us. Jill introduced me and we all talked for a while, one of the ladies asked if we were sisters which caught me off guard although we did kind of look alike as Jill had done my makeup and hair like hers although my hair was shorter and brown. I looked at Jill not knowing what to say when Jill just smiled and said yes. I smiled at the thought that they thought I was her sister. We all spent the day at the pool and I got a nice tan.

Later Jill and I got back into our showgirl outfits and left for downtown again and I was a lot more relaxed going tonight as it went so well last night plus the day at the pool. We got downtown and immediately we had people who wanted pictures with us and not just men. We had another awesome night and I was really enjoying it as we were once again the stars downtown. We again made about $400. We had really figured out how to work it. Jill asked me to come over again the next day in the early afternoon.

The next day I got to Jill’s about 1 and Jill helped me get ready again but this time she gave me a short skirt and top to wear and we were off. Now this was different as we were just out as 2 girls and I didn’t see the reason. Dressing as a showgirl was to make money and the time at the pool was needed for a tan but what was this about. We stopped at a beauty salon. I asked her why and she just smiled, I was thinking about yesterday when they thought we were sister and I just wanted to see if we could make us look a little more alike. I thought for a moment and it sounded like a fun idea but I really didn’t think it through. I was shown to a seat and the lady trimmed my hair in the same style as Jill’s although it was shorter, then she put a cream in my hair. That’s when I realized she was dying my hair blonde to match Jill’s I was going to say something but at this point it was really too late. A half hour later I had beautiful blonde hair. Next we got a manicure and pedicure but it was more than just that. They gave me a beautiful set of acrylic nails that were now as long as Jill’s, about ½ long and bright red. We really did look like sisters. It was a fun day and now it was time to get ready and go back downtown. We had another great night and made lots of money.

The next few days went by fast and soon it was the end of the month and time for me to move in with Jill which brought another problem I had not thought of. All of Jill’s neighbors already knew me but as Jill’s sister. How could I move in with her as my male self? I brought this up to Jill and she thought for a moment. She got a smile on her face and told me I would just have to move in as her Sister. I looked at her and told her I couldn’t live full time like this and she just smiled and said you really have been for a while. You get up and come over here and become a girl till you go to bed each night you will just be getting ready a little earlier. Think about it we will get up and lay out by the pool during the day and then go downtown in the evening to make money it will be fine. I thought for a moment and she really was right and so I moved in with her as her sister and so starts my new way of life.

A big step forward   Leave a comment

A big step forward

By Elizabeth James

Well let me start off by telling you all a little about me, my name is David and I am 20 years old and live in Las Vegas which is not that great if you are under 21. I have always been small for a man 5’4″ tall and weigh about 115 so growing up I was always teased as I look like a little kid. I hated it and always wanted to grow bigger that is till I was 17 and discovered girls clothes. Yes it turns out I am a crossdresser. I just love dressing up with the makeup, hair, dresses and heels and I actually grew my light brown hair out past my shoulder and wear it in a pony tail so when I dress I can use my own hair. I actually make a fairly passable girl although my makeup skills suck and my collection of makeup and clothing is small.

Well my parents were killed in a car wreck when I was 18 so I have been living off of the insurance money, I have a small apartment and dress at home and have never gone out as my clothing are all second hand stuff and really don’t look that great. I had only been in the apartment about 2 weeks when I met Jill she lived right across the hall from me. She is gorgeous, 22 years old 5’5″ and long blonde hair. Just the kind of girl I would love to date and if I thought she would go out with me I would try to stop dressing but she could have any guy she wanted. She works at the Paris hotel casino as a cocktail waitress. We would talk and built up a friendship. About a year ago she was going on vacation and asked me to water her plants and look after her apartment and gave me a key.

So while she was gone I went over and watered her plants and I don’t know why but the second time I went over I just had to look in her closet and she had so many beautiful things and as we are about the same size I tried on one of her dresses. Now I know this was wrong but I couldn’t help myself. The whole week she was gone I spent most of my time over there and tried on a lot of her stuff and wished I could have such beautiful clothing.

I couldn’t stop thinking of her clothes and wondered when she was going on vacation again. It was about 2 months later when I couldn’t control myself and as she worked the late shift at the casino I went over to her apartment when she went to work and tried on a couple of her dresses and I was in heaven. I started doing this moiré and more to the point I was going over there almost every night when she went to work. I saw no harm in it even though I knew she would be mad if she found out but her stuff was so much more beautiful than the things I had bought at goodwill.

Well everything was going great till about a month ago, Jill invited me over to her apartment for dinner and to ask me a favor. I was hoping she was going on vacation again as I would have way more time and not have to worry she would come home early. Well I got to her place and she invited me in, the food she was preparing smelt so wonderful and we sat down at the table to talk. Jill Smiled at me in a way I have never seen before and said “I want to show you something David” and she turned her computer towards me. She looked me in the eyes, “I forgot to turn my computer off a few weeks back and my web cam caught something I can’t explain.” I looked in terror as I saw myself in her bedroom trying on her red dress. She smiled again, “I started leaving my computer on and have many videos of you trying on my clothes.” I was really scared and just started to apologize knowing we were done as friends. She looked at me again, “I am mad at you but not because you were trying on my clothes but because you did it without asking.” I looked up as she smiled, “Please tell me why you did this?” I told her about my crossdressing and how the clothes I have are all second had and don’t look good and I just couldn’t control myself when I saw all her beautiful clothes.

She smiled at me and gave me a hug, “I guess if you like to wear pretty clothes that is okay and I don’t mind you barrowing some of my stuff but you must ask first okay?” I shook my head yes and thanked her. Now was the biggest shock as she smiled at me, “we have about an hour till dinner is ready so why don’t we go pick out some nice dresses to wear.” Now I was so excited and scared at the same time, I really wanted to but I have never let anyone see me dressed but than again she had several videos on her computer so I said yes. This time though instead of just the dress Jill gave me a bra, panties nylons and heels to go with it. In about 15 minutes I was standing there in a beautiful red dress and heels and Jill had on this really cute black dress and yes she even had some breast forms so I really looked good. We still had time so she had me sit down and her vanity and she quickly combed out my hair and put some rollers in it, “if we are going to do this David we might as well do it right.” Once my hair was up she started on my face with makeup and she was way better at doing makeup than me. My eyes looked perfect and she finished it off with a red lipstick. I looked in the mirror and could not believe it. I looked totally like a girl, even Jill commented on it, “wow David no one would ever know you were a guy.” We had a wonderful dinner and then sat around and talked. We became really close that night, not just best friends but there was a bond between us as she knew my deepest darkest secret and was okay with it. We did this a couple more times on her nights off and had a blast.

It was about a month later when I was over to her apartment and we were all dressed up, we both had on these really cute black cocktail dresses and 4″ heels and makeup done perfectly when she smiled at me, “you look so awesome tonight it is a shame to stay home. Now I have never gone out dressed even though I often thought about it but with Jill’s support we left and went down to her car and off to dinner at the Paris Hotel casino where she works. We had a wonderful dinner and then went to the casino. Now as I said I am not 21 yet so I was scared but no one questioned me. It wasn’t till Jill ran into a couple of her co-workers that when I got scared. She just smiled and introduced me as Julie her friend from High school. With that I was accepted as just another pretty girl. The 4 of us hung out together the rest of the night and no one had the slightest clue I wasn’t a girl.

We stayed out till the wee hours of the morning before heading home. I asked Jill who Julie was and all she said was a friend from High school that she and lost touch with. We got in the habit of going out on a regular basis and I met some more of her friends and in every case I was accepted, my small size was really a blessing now plus Jill and I grew closer more like sisters. One night when we were out with her friends they told me I should apply for a job at the Paris Hotel Casino as they are always looking for people. I just smiled and said I would think about it as I knew there was no way I could.

Now I was spending two nights a week as Julie as I always went out with Jill on her nights off and Jill had taught me how to do my makeup so if I wanted I could dress on my own which I did on occasion. It was Saturday morning and Jill wanted me to get dressed up to go out which was new as we always went out in the evening but I was willing as I had become so comfortable as I passed so well. We left and went to a local shopping center and there was a beauty salon there that Jill went to. Now I was a little nervous about this as I am still a guy in a dress but she told me it would be fine. She just wanted them to fix my hair up in a little more feminine style which sense I wore it in a pony tail as a guy I figured why not. Jill told the lady what she wanted and I just sat there. It was a wonderful experience as they shampoo your hair and massage your scalp. It was very relaxing. She trimmed the back and cut my bangs and then put a cream in my hair. After a few minutes she rinsed the cream out and more conditioner and rinse and then she started with curlers and wrapped my hair up.

While my hair was drying we both went to the manicure tables and Jill talked me into getting acrylic, “you can always take them off in a day or two if you don’t like them” she said. It really was a fun experience and after about an hour I had long beautiful red nails, they were about a ½ inch long just like Jill’s. It was back to have the rollers removed from my hair and a mass of curls fell down but something was different. My hair was now blonde. I wanted to scream but didn’t as I didn’t want to cause a scene. We left the salon and when we got into the car I was ready to yell at Jill and she knew it so before I could speak she spoke up< “don’t be mad David but the other night I got thinking about you needing a job and I figured why couldn’t you work where I do, I could give you a good reference.”

I just looked at her, “Jill I am a guy to get a job I will have to give them my real name, they are not going to hire a man who dresses as a girl.” Jill got quiet and then started telling me about Julie her best friend from high school. It turns out after high school she got mixed up with some guy and ended up on the street. Any way it got so bad she had joined a cult and in doing so had moved away and was going by a different name as the cult likes them to forget everything from their past life. It was a really sad story. That’s when Jill told me I could just use her name to get the job and work as her since all her friends already knew me that way. Now I was about to say no but this idea did sound a little exciting, I could live as someone else for a while. I told her I would think about it so we went out shopping for the day and out with her friends for the evening.

Now the next day I got up and looked at myself in the mirror. With my new blonde curly hair and nails there was no way I could go around as a guy so I put on a nice skirt and did my makeup and went over to see what Jill was up to. She was so happy to see me all dressed up. We went out and had a nice lunch and did some shopping before she went to work. Now I have gone with her before when she had to go to work and came home by myself but this was the first time I was doing it as Julie, I had never been out as Julie on my own so I was a little scared. But I really did look feminine and the worst thing was some whistles from men I passed which on your own is a little intimidating.

Over the next few days I went out more and more on my own and was getting pretty use to it. It was Sunday night when Jill and I went to meet her friends; well I guess they are mine too now. We went out to have a nice dinner and while we were talking I asked if they thought they had any job openings that I could do. Jill looked at me and got such a big smile on her face and gave me a hug. She told me we would go down to the employment office first thing tomorrow morning and she would help me put in an application. It was a fun night and we all had a blast but Jill said we should not stay out as late so we could be there first thing in the morning.

The next day I got up and got all dressed and went over to Jill’s. She had me take my top off including my bra. She had what she called a barely there bra. What it really is are two silicon breast shapes and what woman do is attach them to the outside of their breast and then pull them together to increase their cup size. I really wasn’t sure what this would do for me. She attached it to the outside of my chest where I had a little bit of flab. Once it was attached and had set for a bit she pulled it together in the middle and put on a tight bra. I was amazed, I had breast and cleavage. They were not huge but a nice C cup size. Jill gave me a new top that really showed my new breast off and off we went. Now I was a little self conscious as I felt a little naked.

We got to the Casino’s employment office and it turns out if you come in with a current employee you go to a different office, seems they give preference to friends of employees. Now I was introduced to a lady named Sara, she was in charge of all hiring. She asked me some questions and had me fill out an application which Jill helped me with as I really didn’t know all the answers to Julie’s life such as birthday and such. Turns out I was now 22 just like Jill. Sara came back and asked me some more questions and had me stand up and turn around. She was really looking at me and I just knew she had figured out I was a man.

She left again and Jill smiled, “she likes what she see I think you may get a cocktail waitress job like me. They only hire really cute girls for that. The money is okay but the tips are great.” Now I was still having a hard time thinking of me working as a girl but now I was picturing myself as a cocktail waitress in one of those tight skimpy outfits. Could I really pull it off? Sara came back and smiled. “I think we have an open cocktail position that would be perfect for you if you are interested. It is the same shift as Jill’s so she would be training you.” Wow I was offered a job. Should I take it could I pull it off? Jill nudged me and I said yes I would love that, thank you. Sara handed me some paper work to sign I read it and it was authorizing them to do a background check on me or rather Julie. I signed the paper work and the 3 of us walked from her office to the front desk, Sara handed the paper work to the receptionist and then looked at the Security guard, “This is Julie a new hire here is her authorization for a background check.” He looked at me, “everything looks good step up to the line.” I did as he asked and he took a couple pictures and showed them to me. I got to pick out the one for my employee ID badge. Then he had me stand at the counter and he took my figure prints which caught me off guard. Now I have no criminal record and have never had any contact with the police so I knew my figure prints weren’t on record any place so I was okay there. He looked at me, “here is your temporary ID you will get you regular one when you pass your background check and the Gaming commission files your paper work and gives you clearance to work in a casino.” That’s when it hit me it was not the problem of my figure prints being on file before it was the fact they were now going to be on file and for a woman named Julie. Officially in the eyes of the State of Nevada, and the gaming commission I was a woman and it was now in their computers that way. I may be stuck now living as a girl.

Jill and I left and she was so happy that in the car she gave me a big kiss which was the first time we had kissed and it caught me off guard. My first night was tonight to start my training and apparently my new life. What will happen next, will I be found out, will it all work out okay, can I ever go back or am I now stuck as a girl full time, have I gone too far? Only time will tell.

The Makeup Trap   2 comments

Makeup trap

By Elizabeth James

Well I live with my mom (Julie Frost); she is a beautiful woman in her early thirties with long blonde hair. She could be a model she looks that good at 5’4″ tall and 108 lb she takes great care of herself. Long acrylic nails and her makeup always perfect. This is where I come in. you see it is just the two of us as my dad left us when I was really small. My name is David Frost and I am now 15 years old 5’3″ tall and 115 lb with long brown hair. I was always small for a boy but it didn’t seem to bother me that much. There is one other secret about me I had never told anyone. I love makeup which I know is strange for a boy.

It started when I was really little I would go into my mom’s room and watch her put her makeup on. I would talk to her as we have always been best friends plus I didn’t want her to notice how close I was watching her do her makeup. There was just something about makeup that I loved and I wished boys could wear it. As I got older I would go shopping with my mom when I knew she was going to the mall because I knew she would stop by the cosmetic counters at the department stores and I could look at all the different cosmetics as I stood there with her. I was always careful not to be too obvious as I checked out the makeup.

I guess I was about 10 or 11 when I first got the courage to try my mom’s lipstick one day when she was out talking to the neighbor. It was such a thrill to see my lips turn red. When I turned 14 mom thought I was old enough that I didn’t need to go to a baby sitter after school and I could come home and be by myself till she got home. This gave me almost three hours to play with her makeup and for the first time I tried more than just her lipstick. It opened up a whole new world to me, mascara, eye shadow and eye liner. I was in heaven and as I got better at putting on makeup I started to let my hair grow. I told my mom it was because all the boys in school were when in fact only a couple boys had long hair but my face looked so much better in makeup with my hair framing my face. I would pull it back in a pony tail except when I would play with mom’s makeup. By the time I was 15 my hair was down below my shoulders and I loved it and mom never had a clue.

It was a Thursday night in early April when my life started to get interesting. Mom and I had gone out for dinner and we had a great time. As I said we were more than just mother and son we were best friends. On the way home she stopped at Fred Meyer to pick up some groceries which was not what I called a fun shopping trip but I went in with her. We spent over 30 minutes getting groceries we needed and I was board then as we were headed for the check stand mom went down the cosmetic aisle to look at some makeup and I was right there. This night might not be such a waste after all as mom looked at all the different makeup I kept looking at the nail polish. As I said before my mom went to the salon every other week to get her nails done so she never bought nail polish and I really wanted to see what my nails would look like painted a red color. Mom finally found what she was looking for because I heard her say yes they have the new color lipstick she also picked up a new mascara. As she through them in the cart I saw the lipstick was a deep red and I liked the color. When we got home mom put all the groceries away and I helped.

The next morning I was in talking to mom as she did her makeup. She opened up the new mascara and put it on and then she took out the lipstick but instead of a regular tube I had always seen her use it was a tube that you pulled out a little wand and painted your lips. It looked so cool and I really wanted to try it. She smiled at me and asked how I like the color and it looked great on her but I didn’t say that I just told her she looked beautiful which she did and I didn’t want her to know I was thinking about the lipstick. She then took out another tube and put a clear gloss over the lipstick which gave it a shiny wet look that was perfect. With that we left and she drove me to school. All day long I couldn’t get the thought of that lipstick out of my mind so when I got home I went right up to her bedroom and their all her makeup was.

I put some foundation on my face and then some eye liner and eye shadow. I was pretty good at this sense I have had lots of practice. Next to come were her new mascara and then the new lipstick. I looked great and I even put on the gloss and took my hair out of its pony tail. I looked so cute. I went in and did my homework and then down stairs to watch TV. I just love the look and feel of makeup. I kept looking at myself in the mirror on the wall and every time I saw myself I was thrilled. I just couldn’t understand why boys can’t wear makeup. I heard the garage door open and knew I had to wash it off so as mom pulled the car in the garage I went into the downstairs bathroom and washed my face. Mom came in and said she was home. I answered I was in the bathroom and would be right out. As I rinsed the soap off my face I noticed the mascara and lipstick didn’t wash off. I got a little nervous and again put more soap on my face and rubbed. Mom knocked on the door, are you okay sweetie? Yes mom I replied I will be right out. I again rinsed the soap off but again the mascara and lipstick did not come off. I was scared now, what was I going to do. This had never happened before, the makeup always just washed off. Mom called again,

“David I brought dinner home come out and eat it before it gets cold”.

Yes mom I said I will be right out as panic gripped me. What was I going to do?

Are you okay dear she asked?

Yes mom I am fine I said still trying to figure out what to do.

Mom knocked on the door. Sweetie open up and come out now dinner is getting cold.

I knew there was nothing I could do so I opened the door as I tried to figure out what I was going to tell my mom when she saw my face. As I walked out mom smiled and gave me a hello kiss on the cheek and said let eat before dinner is cold and she turned and went over to the table and sat down. I stood there for a moment and wondered had she failed to notice the lipstick and mascara? Maybe the mascara but the lipstick was a deep red, even a blind person could have seen it. I walked over to the table and sat down across for her. Mom said her usual prayer and we started to eat as we did mom told me all about her day and I for a moment relaxed. It was about ten minutes later when mom had finished her story than she asked me how my day was.

Well sweetie how was your day, did you do anything fun?

I was panicked again as I tried to think what to say as she was looking right at my face and I am sure it was as red as my lips. What could a say. Well mom let me explain as I searched for the words. Mom could tell I was scared and finally spoke up.

Sweetie that color looks pretty on you, I knew it would when I bought it for you. My jaw fell open.

You bought it for me, why, how did you know?

Sweetheart, I was suddenly going through my makeup a lot faster. I knew someone else had to be using it and sense we are the only two here it wasn’t hard to figure out. I hope you don’t mind I bought water proof mascara and all day lip color so you wouldn’t be able to wash it off till I got home.

I looked at her and didn’t know what to say.

You see dear I don’t mind if you like to wear makeup or you want to borrow something of mine, I just wish you felt you could have come to me and told me. You are my son and I love you no matter what.

I was so relieved I got up and gave her a big hug, you mean I can wear your makeup whenever I want to I asked?

Yes dear, but there is one condition. No more secrets. If you want to borrow something please just ask. I can even give you some help with your makeup.

That’s great I said, but why would you want to help me I asked?

Mom smiled, dear I love you so very much but I have always wished I had a little girl that I could have done all those mother daughter things with so in a way this will help me too. Besides I may ask you for a favor someday too. We sat and ate or dinner and after wards we watched TV till bed time. When I went up for bed mom called me into her bedroom and showed me how to remove the mascara and lip stick. Then mom gave me a bottle of cleanser and a moisturizing cream.

Sweetheart she said, if you want to wear makeup though you need to take care of your skin. I bought these for you and you will need to use them every night and morning okay.

I gave her a big hug and kiss, Thank you mom for being so understanding. I wish I had told you sooner. Mom showed me how to take care of my skin and I went to bed and I was so happy. Mom had found out about my love of her makeup and she not only didn’t care but thought it was fine for me to put on makeup.

I slept so good that night dreaming of all the makeup I could wear now that mom new. I got up and went in and took my shower and washed my hair. When I got out I put on my moisturizer and started to dry my hair when I heard mom call me.

David, sweetheart can you come into my bedroom. I put my hair dryer down, put my robe on and went into her bedroom. Mom was standing by her vanity smiling at me.

Honey, would you like me to do your makeup for you today?

I was thrilled and said yes and again gave her a big good morning kiss. Let me go dry my hair and I will be right back.

Mom smiled again; will you let me do your hair this morning? It will make the makeup I put on look so much better.

I was so thrilled I said yes. She had me sit at her vanity table and started to comb out my wet hair and then she started to wrap them up in her curlers which were hot. I was amazed at how fast she wrapped up all my hair on my head. Then mom started on my face and as she did she talked to me about what she was doing. I think she was a little amazed at how much I already knew about makeup.

Sweetheart, how did you learn so much about makeup she asked?

I smiled, mom I have watched you every morning for years as you did your makeup. I loved watching you and the way you looked when you were all made up so beautiful. I think that is why I finally started putting makeup on. I think I wanted to look just like you. Now it was moms turn as she gave me a big hug and kiss.

Oh honey I love you so much, that is so sweet that you want to look like me. I looked at her and almost thought she was going to cry but she started again with my makeup. When she finished my face it was flawless and looked so beautiful. I thought I had gotten pretty good at putting makeup on but wow what my mom did was so much better.

Mom and I went down stairs and she made us breakfast. Some fresh fruits and she gave me a bowl of her cereal and we sat there and talked.

Honey, can you tell me how long you have liked makeup and how long you have been playing with it?

I smiled and for some reason I didn’t mind the question and just answered.

As long as I can remember mom I have loved watching you put on your makeup and the way it looked and wished I could wear it. Even when I was young when you would go outside to do yard work or talk to the neighbor or run to the store I would put on a little lipstick but that didn’t happen that much. This year when you let me come home after school instead of going to the after school activities club I found I had almost three hours every day and that is when I really started to experiment with your makeup.

Wow honey you really do love makeup don’t you.

I smiled again and said yes, it is so unfair that boys can’t wear makeup and look pretty. Mom gave me a hug and led me back up to her bedroom. We touched up our lipstick and then she sat me down and started to take out my curlers and brush out my hair. It took her about twenty minutes and some hair spray but when she was done she had managed to make my hair look a lot like hers except for the color and the fact her hair was longer. Mom and I stood in front of the mirror and from the neck up I looked just like her. I gave her a big hug and we went down stairs. I helped her clean the house and do the laundry. Mom loved having the help and I was just so happy being able to wear makeup all day I didn’t care what I was doing.

By the end of the weekend I was so happy and mom and I had so much fun I was sad it was ending. I had stayed in the house all weekend but I spent the whole weekend wearing makeup. On Monday morning when I was getting ready for school, all I could think about when I would get home and I am able to put on some makeup. As mom and I left mom handed me a lipstick. I looked at mom with a puzzled look on my face.

Go ahead dear she said, it is just a moisturizing lipstick no color so you can wear it all the time. I opened it up and put some on. My lips felt so great and it just gave my lips a little shine but was no more than if I had put on some chap stick. As mom dropped me off she gave me a little kiss.

Have a great day honey and I will see you tonight, and by the way this weekend I have a surprise for you.

I asked what it was but mom just smiled.

You will have to wait for the weekend dear.

The rest of the week went great. I would get home and do my makeup. Friday morning when mom dropped me off she smiled and kissed me goodbye.

Remember sweetie I have a surprise for you this weekend she said, I will see you tonight. All day at school I couldn’t stop thinking about what my surprise would be, maybe my own set of makeup I thought. When school was out I rushed right home and was surprised to find mom sitting on the couch waiting for me. It was only a little after 3 and mom was already home, she usually got home at 6. Mom smiled at me.

Come and sit by me and tell me how your day was dear. I sat beside her and looked at her not knowing what to say. Finally she spoke.

Well I guess you are wondering why I am home so early, I guess I was just too excited about my surprise for you. I couldn’t control the smile that came to my face as this was all I had been thinking about sense she told me she had a surprise for me.

She kissed me gentle on my cheek. Dear you know I love you more than life itself. I started to say something but she held her finger to my mouth. Remember last weekend when you were explaining about why you wanted to wear makeup? I nodded my head yes. You said that you loved the way I was so beautiful and wanted to look just like me? Again I nodded yes. I was thinking we could see how much like me we could get you to look if you are willing to give it a try?

I thought for a moment and really wanted to see if she could do better than last weekend when she did my hair. I smiled, yes that would be great but we looked so much alike last weekend when you did my hair can you really do a better job on my face. Mom smiled and gave me a big hug.

Oh yes dear we can do so much better and she took my hand and led me upstairs to her bedroom. As we walked in I noticed that her room was not as neat and there were two black dresses that lay on the bed along with two sets of black bras and panties and two beautiful pair of heels that must have been 4″ tall. I had always loved the way my mom looked in her black dress and heels. I think that is such a beautiful look for a woman but before I could say anything mom took me into the bathroom.

First we need to get you ready, you will need to wash your hair and condition it. Now take off your cloths dear as she turned to the counter to get something. I waited for her to leave but she turned around and looked at me.

Well come on honey we need to get you started.

I looked at her, mom I can’t get undressed with you in the room.

Mom smiled, sweetheart I am your mom I have seen you before now let’s get going so I can give you your surprise. I felt a little uneasy but did as she asked. Soon I stood there naked in front of my mom and could feel myself turn red as I wanted to hide. Mom seemed to pay no attention and started to spread a cream all over my body from my neck to my toes and although it was cold I felt a little better as at least I had something covering me up.

Now stand her for a few minutes while I go and get things ready she said and walked back into her bedroom. I could hear her moving around as I stood there in the middle of her bathroom waiting for whatever she was looking for.

Sweetheart I heard her say, you can take your shower and be sure and do a good job on your hair. As the water hit my skin it felt different, I washed and conditioned my hair as the water rinsed the cream off my body. As I started to dry my skin felt so soft and smooth and then I noticed my body hair was gone. Now I must confess that I really didn’t have much to start with and for the average person if they saw me before and after probably wouldn’t have noticed unless they really looked close but I could tell. I put my robe on and walked back into her room but before I could ask her about my hair she spoke.

Hurry honey she said, sit down so I can do your hair. I sat down and was amazed at how fast she had my hair up in curlers and then she put a cap over my head and I felt warm air blowing on my head. It startled me but she just smiled.

It’s my old hair dryer silly it will help speed up your hair drying. As the hair dryer hummed along she started on my face. I could tell she knew just the look she wanted as she really didn’t say much except for the occasional wow you are going to look fabulous tonight. When she was all done she had me sit next to her as she applied her makeup. I just sat there and watched as I still loved the way she did her makeup.

Once she had her makeup all done we both looked in the mirror and our faces were made up just the same from the perfect eyes right down to the deep red lipstick. Mom sat me down and started taking the curlers out of my hair and brushing it out. We had been at this for almost two hours as it was now 5:15. When she was all done we stood next to each other me in my robe and her in her skirt and blouse. She had done a great job and we looked so much a like I gave her a hug.

Mom walked over to the bed and picked up both dresses and showed them to me.

Honey which one of my dresses do you like the best she asked?

Now I must tell you my mom is a beautiful woman and she looked great in anything but when she put on her little black dresses she was what men called a fox. There really wasn’t much difference in the dresses as I had seen both on her. Both were short mid thigh and had small thin straps over the shoulder but one showed a little more cleavage then the other. Now being as she is my mother I picked the one that didn’t show as much cleavage as I didn’t want everyone looking at her. Mom smiled at me and winked.

What great taste you have dear as she came towards me. You will look beautiful in this dress. I smiled back at her as her words sunk in.

Me, wear that dress I asked with a look of fear and excitement both on my face. Up to this point all I had ever thought about was makeup. I had never thought about trying on her clothes or really looked at them other then how beautiful she looked in them.

Why yes dear I was hoping you would let me dress you up so we can see how much we look alike?

I was now really thinking about the dress and what I would look like. I know most boys would have run at this point but I did love makeup and if this made me look better than what’s wrong with it so I said yes. Mom came over and took me by the hand over to her bed.

Okay sweetheart lets loose the robe. Unlike in the bathroom I didn’t hesitate as I was thinking only about the dress. Mom had me step a pair of the black panties and then sit on the bed. She took a box off the dresser and came back over to me and sat on the bed.

She placed her hand on my knee and looked me in the eyes. I know how much you like my makeup and I would really love to see if you really look like me but if this is too much or you just don’t feel this is right for you please tell me and I will be okay with it. We can just play with the makeup you love. She was looking right at me.

I thought for a moment as I tried to get the words right. Mom I said, I have never thought about wearing your clothes or any girl clothes for that matter but I do love the way I look in makeup and if you think it is okay and will make me look better and won’t laugh at me or tell anyone I would like to see what I look like. I was thinking to myself what a great surprise she had given me.

Mom smiled, oh my dear she said. I love you no matter what and I would never laugh at you or betray your trust in me besides I love pretty things why shouldn’t you. I told you that you can tell me anything and borrow anything of mine including my clothes and she gave me a big hug. I felt so much better and now I really wanted to see what I would look like all made up and wearing the dress.

Now honey there is just one thing though she said. My clothes are made to fit a woman’s body not a man’s so we will need to add a little help to you okay. As I said yes she opened the box she held and there were two lifelike silicone breasts. I felt my throat choke up. You mean I get to wear those two I asked?

Why yes dear if you want to look like a young lady you need a little up top shall we say. She smiled, I tried to find an A cup as I thought that would be better for your age but they were out so I got the B cup so you will just look a little older and more developed than a girl your age would be now lie back on the bed. Mom placed them both on my chest and kept adjusting them till she had them right where she wanted them.

Dear hold them right there for a minute. Mom then took the one off my right side and then put it back down but it had a cold feel to it. She put my hand on it.

Dear hold it right there and don’t move it. She did the same to my left chest and soon I was holding that one also. She held up the bra and asked me if I liked it and I just nodded again.

Okay sweetie sit up which I did still trying to hold the breasts in place till mom could get the bra on me.

Honey she said smiling you must let go so you can put your arms through the bra straps. As I let go expecting the breast to fall they just hung there pulling on my chest. Mom could tell what I was thinking as she spoke up.

There fine honey just a little glue they will come off okay. I put my arms though the bra straps as I couldn’t get over the feel of my new breast. They felt so heavy but once the bra was on they felt better.

How are you doing dear she asked as she opened a package of stockings. I smiled as I looked at my chest. Fine I said.

These are stockings dear, not panty hose do you know the difference she asked? I just shook my head no. these are for when a girl wants to feel a little sexy or may need to take them off at some point without getting undressed. She slipped something around my waste she called a garter belt and then threaded the straps under my panties. Next she very carefully rolled one of the stockings up my leg. It was a light black color with a seam right up the back of the leg. She attached it to the straps from the garter belt and then did the other leg. She had me stand as she adjusted the stockings till she had the seam straight. I could not believe the feel of the stockings.

Mom had me stand and I stepped into the dress and she pulled it up my body what a great feeling as she zipped it up the back. With the bra and the tight dress it pushed my breast together and gave the most realistic cleavage. I could only think of one girl I knew in my classes at school that had breast as nice as mine. Did I just think I had nice breast, did I think of them as mine. Mom had me sit down and she started to put the shoes on my feet. I was so amazed at how light they felt. There was no weight to them unlike my normal shoes I wore. I was all done and mom helped me stand.

Now dear she said. These are your first heels and they are a little high. You need to remember to take small steps and try to keep your weight on the balls of your feet instead of your heels okay? I said yes mom as she helped me walk across the room and back.

That was very good sweetie, now walk back and forth across the room while I get ready. I started walking across the room and made it to the other side feeling pretty good as I turned to walk back I saw my mother, she had just taken off her bra and was putting on the black one standing there in just her panties. I think I was more embarrassed seeing her then when she saw me.

Mom looked at me and must have realized what was going through my mind. It’s okay dear, it’s just us two girls here and she finished putting on the bra. The comment made me feel better even though she referred to me as a girl

Did you just say us two girls I asked? Mom smiled.

Yes dear I mean you look so cute and like my daughter would. I meant it as a compliment. You look so lovely and well I thought you could be my daughter for the evening as a favor to me? I looked at her and could see it meant so much to her and this was such a great surprise and smile.

Okay mom I am your daughter for the night and without thinking I added what is my name. As soon as I said it I knew that sounded wrong. Mom smiled at me.

Oh sweetie, thank you. This will be so much fun, you have made my evening. Do you have a name you like dear she asked? I just looked at her.

I have never thought about it I said and again without thinking I said you pick. Mom came running across the room in just her bra and panties and gave me a big hug.

Dear when you were born had you been a girl we would have named you Rachel, do you like that name she asked?

I thought for a moment and smiled, it did have a nice sound so I said yes. Mom hugged me again.

My daughter Rachel, you are such a pretty girl. She then went back and put on the same garter belt I had on and the same stockings. I was amazed that she could get the seems of the stockings straight on her own stocking. Then she slipped her dress up and zipped it up again I couldn’t figure out how she did it by herself. She looked so beautiful. She took my hand and we stepped in front of the mirror and just looked at each other for a while. Neither one of us said a thing, the mirror said it all. Except for the hair color and the fact hers was longer we look alike. Mom finally broke the silence.

Oh dear just wait as she ran from the room. A few minute later she came back with her digital camera and had me stand by the wall. She set it on the table and then came running over to me even wearing her heels I was so amazed. We smiled and the flash went off. We looked at the picture and she took several more, some close ups of us together and then some of just me and even some of just her. She said she wanted a picture of her on her first night with her daughter.

The two of us walked down stairs arm in arm I had been unsure of this but I was now having a great time and it added so much to the way the makeup looked on me. I was as cute as any girl in my class maybe even more so. It was almost 6 pm by now and I gave my mom a big hug

Thank you so much mom I said.

She smiled for what dear she asked?

For my surprise mom I said, this has been so great and it may sound strange but I have really enjoyed tonight. It made the whole makeup thing and the way I look so much more special. I love you mom.

She gave me a big hug. Sweetie my dear this is not your surprise. I looked at her for a moment. This had been the best night of my life and this was not my surprise.

Sit down Rachel dear and as I did she showed me how to smooth by dress behind me as I sat. the last time we were shopping and I bought the lipstick I noticed you were looking at all the nail polish and as I have acrylics and go to the salon to get mine done I don’t have any nail polish here for you to use. I looked down at my hands, she was right. They looked so plain compared to the rest of me.

Without thinking again I said, yes I would love to paint my nails. Mom smiled

I know dear so I thought we would go and I will treat you to a manicure pedicure tonight, besides although my nails are fine I thought I would also get a pedicure and maybe change the color on my nails. Would you like that?

I was so excited that I said yes before I fully understood what I had said. Mom picked up her purse and then handed me one. I took the purse and then realized we would have to go outside. I froze right where I was.

Mom I can’t go out like this I am dressed like a girl.

Mom hugged me. Rachel dear you look beautiful. Better than most girls your age. No one will know anything other than what they see a mom out with her beautiful daughter. It will be fine and we will have so much fun. I had not even noticed but as we were talking she was gentle guiding me to the door. When we reached the door I looked at her.

Do you really believe it will be okay I asked? She smiled.

Sweetie it will be fine and I would never do anything I didn’t think would be safe for you. I gave her a hug and out the door we went. As I walked to the car I had this incredible feeling in my stomach. I got into the car and mom just stood there.

Rachel dear, that is no way for a young lady to get into a car. I looked at her and she smiled and had me get back out of the car and try again. After the third time mom smiled at me and told me that was much better. As she drove down the street I was watching the people in other cars as we went by. It only took ten minutes to get to the salon. As we walked in a very attractive blonde lady came up to us and gave my mom a hug. Hi Julie so nice to see you but your appointment isn’t till next Friday. Mom smiled.

Hi Tammy, do you have time to fit my daughter and I in for a pedicure and my daughter would also like a manicure I think she is old enough now to start taking care of her nails better. She smiled at me and looked at my hand.

Oh my you do need a manicure dear. She led mom and me over to a big seat. We took our shoes of and then mom helped me with my stockings. We sat down and put our feet into a warm bath of water. As Tammy did my mom’s feet another young girl came over and started to do my feet. She massaged and put lotion on my feet it was such an incredible feeling after that she trimmed my toe nails. When she was all done she asked what color I would like I looked at mom and smiled.

Can I have the same red color that my mom has on her finger nails. Mom smiled at me and the lady doing my nails went and got the nails polish and started to paint my toes. When she was done she led me over to another chair by a little table and started to work on my finger nails. As she worked on my fingers I just watched and was amazed at all the feelings I was having after all I was a boy dressed as a girl and getting a manicure. I looked over and mom was sitting talking to Tammy as the nail tech finished painting my nails the same dark red as moms fingers except my nails were shorter. I went over and sat next to mom and put my nails under the nail dryer and we all talked. When my finger nails were dry mom helped me put my stockings back on and my beautiful heels and we left. As we got to the car mom looked at me.

Honey she said, how did you like getting your nails done dear. Before I said anything I gave her a big hug.

Oh mom it was so much fun and I really loved it, thank you so much.

We got in the car and started home. I was still looking at my beautiful nails when I suddenly realized that mom was going into town instead of home. We pulled into a parking lot in front of a restaurant.

Are you hungry dear mom asked me? I was hungry as I hadn’t eaten sense lunch and didn’t even think about how I was dressed. We went in and had a lovely dinner and spent the time talking like a mother and daughter would and no one seemed to pay us any attention. When we got home I was on cloud nine and I was walking on clouds. Mom helped me take my makeup off and gave me a night gown to wear for bed. I slept so well that night as for the first time I dreamt I was dressed in beautiful dresses with my makeup perfect.

In the morning I got up and went down for breakfast and mom asked how I slept.

Oh mom I slept so well and I kissed her good morning. After breakfast mom watched as I put on my makeup and helped me get dressed. We spent the day shopping and having a great time. It was so much fun being out wearing my makeup and skirts.

We did the same thing on Sunday another girl’s day out. It had been the best weekend of my life and Sunday night I was sad that my weekend was over. Mom came into my bedroom and sat on the side of my bed.

Rachel Dear she said, I hope you enjoyed your weekend as much as I did?

I kissed her good night, oh mom it was so much fun thank you for such a wonderful weekend.

Mom smiled, I love you dear and I loved having a daughter for the weekend and I hope she will come back and spend time with me from time to time?

I smiled back oh mom she will defiantly be here from time to time and with that mom turned off my light and I went to sleep.

Over the next couple weeks I was Rachel on the weekends and mom and I had so much fun. During the week I would put my makeup on every day when I got home and if we were going out I would also be Rachel. By the last week of school I was spending almost all my free time as Rachel except when I was at school.

It was a Tuesday night when mom sat me down. Sweetheart we need to have a talk about Rachel. I got a scared feeling and wondered if mom had grown tired of my little hobby.

She smiled at me, Honey you know I love you, both David and Rachel. I felt better after she said that.

Mom smiled again, I need to talk to you both, David and Rachel. You see dear I have to go to LA for the summer to help with the new office my company is opening. I just looked at her. I will be there for two months the whole summer. They have a condo that they are letting me use. Now you have a choice to make. I just looked at her. Dear I will be working during the week while we are down there and you can’t just sit in the house. We can continue as we are with David during the week and Rachel on the weekend but it may be really hard on you. You can also be just David while we are down there. I looked at mom.

I know it would be hard I said as I could see where this was going. But I don’t want to give up being Rachel as I looked at mom afraid she was going to tell me I had to be David.

Sweetheart she smiled, you didn’t let me finish. There is one other choice; you could be Rachel for the whole time. I was about to say something when mom stopped me. Just wait dear she said, before you make up your mind if you do choose to be just Rachel for the summer I can help you but it will not be as easy as being Rachel on the weekend. I thought about it and I really liked the idea.

Mom I don’t need to think about it mom I want to be Rachel for the summer. I really want to.

Mom gave me a big hug. I want you to know it will not be all fun and there will be some problems but I will help. If you are willing it should be fun. Then she gave me a kiss I will enjoy having a daughter all the time during the summer. I smiled at her.

Mom I do want to be Rachel all summer thank you for letting me. Mom told me she would make all the arrangements for the summer. The next few weeks all I could think about was being Rachel all the time. Wearing makeup every day and pretty dresses my life was perfect.

My last day of school was Thursday and it was only a half day. I couldn’t wait to get home and start my summer as Rachel. When I got home mom was waiting for me.

Are you ready dear to be my daughter?

Yes mom I said with great enthusiasm.

Now dear I am just making sure so don’t think I am trying to talk you out of it. If we proceed from here on in you will be Rachel my daughter till we come back home. That means I will treat you like my daughter and you must act all the time as a girl. Are you ready for that? My love of makeup took over as all I could think about was all the makeup I would be able to wear.

Mom smiled at me but it was a smile I had not seen before as she took me upstairs to start my transformation. In my room were several boxes. When I looked in the first one it had a pair of very realistic breasts. Mom had me lay down and she glued the breasts on my chest. The feeling was strange as I stood up without a bra on. She gave me a kiss on the cheek and smiled from now on you will be my daughter.

Two Girlfriends   1 comment

Two Girlfriends

By Elizabeth James

My name is mike and I am 17 years old. I have never had much luck with girls as I am rather small for my age. I only stand 5″5″ tall and weigh about 130 LB. I have found most girls like guys who are tall so when I met Mary at the start of my junior year and she liked me I was so happy, my first girlfriend. Mary is beautiful with long blonde hair, long nails and the same height as me. She didn’t care about my size. Everything was great till Thanksgiving.

She was going out of town to spend it with her grandma while I stayed home and spent it with my mom and sister Jill. It’s just the three of us as my dad died when we were young but left us very well off so mom never had to work and took care of us. My mom is in her late 30’s bout looks like she is in her twenties and Jill who is the same age as me is very pretty in part to my mom’s help. They do all the girl things together including getting their nails done. The Friday after Thanksgiving I went to the mall to look around. As I was leaving the mall I noticed a girl standing by her car crying. She was beautiful, about 5″4″ tall with brown hair wearing a black skirt and white top with long red nails. I stopped to see what was wrong and her car wouldn’t start. I let her use my cell phone to call her dad and he said he would be there in about thirty minutes. I didn’t want to just leave her so I stayed and talked to her till her dad arrived. Turns out she is also 17 and a junior at Grant High across town. I liked her and could feel an attraction to her which made me feel a little guilt when I thought about Mary. Her dad thanked me for my help and I left. On the way home I couldn’t get her out of my mind.

That night after dinner my phone rang, I answered the phone expecting to hear Mary’s voice but I was wrong. Hi Mike this is Susie, the girl you helped today. I was caught off guard but managed to say hi. I want to thank you so much for helping me today. I smiled even though I knew she couldn’t see it through the phone, my pleasure I said. Then I heard, I thought if you weren’t doing anything I could take you out for dinner and a movie tomorrow to thank you. I know it’s sad but I never thought of Mary and said yes that sounds great. She said she would pick me up at 5 and thanked me again. As I hung up the phone I saw mom and Jill looking at me and all I heard was mom say, did you forget about your girlfriend? I suddenly realized what I had just done but played it down. She just wants to thank me as friend. Mom just gave me that look.

Saturday night Susie picked me up, she was wearing a very tight red dress and heels, her hair and makeup were perfectly done and she had on this incredible perfume. As we were leaving I saw mom look at me and whisper, just friends? I knew what she was thinking. At dinner Susie would touch my hand or arm whenever she could and every time I got a little chill. When we got to the movie Susie leaned up against me and smiled, I don’t know why I put my arm around her. I had such a great time I forgot about Mary. When we got back to my house I thought she would just drop me off but she parked and got out of the car. We stood in my drive for a few minutes talking then she closed her eyes and leaned towards me. I realized she wanted me to kiss her and I thought a little one wouldn’t hurt so I leaned in and gave her a kiss. As our lips met she wrapped her arms around me and gave me such a kiss. We broke for a moment and I looked at her but she kissed me again and this time I felt her tongue and I couldn’t stop. After about five minutes she got back in her car smiled, I had a great time Mike I will call you tomorrow.

I walked into the house and mom and Jill were standing there just looking at me. I knew what they were thinking but told them we were just friends. Jill smiled at me; I wish I had a friend that kissed me like that she said. Mom just smiled so you are going to tell Mary about her. I told her no there was no reason for Mary to find out and made them both promise not to say anything.

Well as time went on I found I had two girlfriends and it was not that hard to manage. As I said my dad had left us well off and I didn’t need to work but I told them each I had a job as a delivery person that way they couldn’t come to my place of work and when I was with Mary I told Susie I was working and did the same to Mary when I was going out with Susie. As Christmas came around I bought Mary the same perfume that Susie wore so they would not get suspicious, I saw that in a movie. Don’t get me wrong I did have a couple close calls but everything was fine, that is till Valentine’s Day. I told Susie I had to work late you know making deliveries and we would go out the next night and do something special. I thought I should spend it with Mary as we had been going out longer. We went out for a nice dinner and then took a drive up by the lake. Well one thing led to another and soon we had our clothes off and well you can figure out what happened. It was so incredible and afterwards Mary told me she loved me and I said the same to her (which I do love her) well we got dressed and I took her home. The next night I took Susie out and sense the night before went so well after dinner I took her up to the lake too.

Well things went the same way and again clothes were on the floor of the car. It was almost the same thing over. We made love and she told me how much she loved me and I felt the same and told her. We sat there and talked and I found it hard to believe I was in love with two women. As we got dressed Susie suddenly got a strange almost mad look on her face. She held up her hands and was holding up two pairs of pink panties. Hers ones and the pink ones Mary had on last night. She screamed at me what the hell are these mike, are you cheating on me? I couldn’t think of what to say then no dear I would never do that. You are the only girl I love. She smiled, then tell me who’s these are and don’t say your sisters because I know that would be a lie. I was searching for words and as if out of nowhere I heard my voice say, they are mine. Susie looked at me, yours? I just smiled and looked at her and she seemed calmer. Yes dear I know how it looks. She smiled at me, you like woman’s panties and let out a little giggle. I felt really embarrassed but nodded my head yes. She thought for a moment, I thought you were cheating on me. I said no I would never do that. She smiled; you better not because if you do you will not like what I do to you. She gave me a little kiss, so do you like the look or the feel of the panties. Her question caught me off guard and unable to pick I said both. She smiled again I think it’s cute, I bet you look lovely in them. She handed them to me and said, put them on for me so I can see. Unable to think I did as she said. She looked at me sitting there next to her in the hot pink panties. You do look cute dear, promise me you will always wear them and she gave me a big kiss and slipped her tongue into my mouth. When we broke I smiled. I can’t wear them all the time. Sure you can nobody will see them under your pants; I will even buy you some new pretty ones. She paused for a moment, unless they aren’t really yours she said? I smiled no they are mine and if you think I can get away with it I would love to wear them more and once again things were great. I drove her home and kissed her good night. She smiled, come by my house in the morning before work I have a surprise for you and be sure to have your panties on. I told her it would be early as I had to be to work (Mary’s house by 9 am) she said that was fine.

The next morning I got up and got dressed with my pink panties and went over to Susie’s house. She met me at the door and gave me a big kiss. She asked to see my panties so I pulled my pants down just far enough for her to see. She smiled they look even better in the light. She then took out a tape measure and measured my waist. I looked at her and she just smiled, I want to get you some pretty new panties and needed your size. She kissed me goodbye and said I better go before I was late. I drove over to Mary’s house.

Mary let me in and I asked her what she wanted to do today as it was Saturday. She smiled and said my parents are gone for the day as we sat on the couch. We can do anything you like. We started to kiss and things got hot. I started to touch her breasts when she slid her hands down my pants. I was feeling really good when she pulled her hand out and looked at me. I suddenly realized I had on the panties. Before I could say anything she asked me what you are wearing. All I could think to say was shorts. She looked at me again can I see them? I knew from the look on her face she wasn’t going to take no for an answer so I stood up and dropped my pants. She let out a laugh and I turned red. She smiled I wondered where my panties went. What made you put them on? I looked for what to say and all I could hear was Susie last night and said; I like the way they look and feel. She smiled; do they remind you of me she asked? I said yes and saw an out, it’s like you are a part of me I said. She smiled really big, how sweet Mike. You can keep them I will even give you a few more of mine so you can wear them all the time under your pants.

Mary took me by the hand and we went up to her bedroom. She went to her dresser and opened the drawer. She looked at me I have a couple panty sets that I just bought you can have if you like as she pulled out a bag. I said thank you that would be great. She handed them to me and then said oh I guess you will need this to and handed me a pink bra. I looked at her with a strange look. She smiled at me; silly these go together, the bra is no good without the panties that’s why they are called sets. I looked at the two pairs she had given me and sure enough there was a black panty and bra and a white panty and bra. I can’t wear a bra but before I finish she smiled nobody will see them under your clothes now take your shirt off. I did as she said and she slipped the bra and fastened it behind my back. My don’t you look cute she said. She took off her clothes and stood next to me in just her bra and panties. The bra felt funny to wear but there was something about it that made me feel nice. We spent the day together and had a great time and when I left I was wearing the bra and panty under my clothes.

When I got home mom was just putting dinner on the table. I sat down and Jill, mom and I ate. Mom told me again she didn’t think it was right to be seeing two girls at the same time without telling them. I said I know but I like them both please don’t say anything to them. Mom smiled, it’s not my place to tell them but you may wind up losing both. Jill smiled or worse, if my boyfriend did that to me I would do everything I could to make him pay. I know what you mean I said and they both just looked at me. When it was time to go to bed mom gave Jill a hug and a kiss then she turned to me and kissed me on the cheek and gave me a hug. I felt her hand start to pull away and then she slid it down my back. I wondered if she had felt the bra. Mom looked at me; Mike is there something you want to tell me. Jill was half way up the stairs when she heard mom and stopped to look. I smiled no why I asked? Mom again said I was wondering what you were wearing under your shirt dear? This got Jill’s attention and she came over to me. They both looked real close at my shirt as if they were trying to see through it when Jill reached over and touched my chest. She let out a yell; it feels like a bra mom. I knew I was turning red as I stammered for what to say. Mom just smiled again, Mike please take off your shirt. The look in her eyes told me a better do as she said so I slowly removed my shirt revealing the pink bra. Jill let out a laugh and mom just asked again, is there something you want to say? We sat back down and I explained about what had happened with the panties and how they both thought it was cute and wanted me to wear them. And then how Mary said the bras went with the panties and wanted me to wear a bra too. Jill smiled, how are you going to explain the bra to Susie she asked? I had not thought about that. Mom just smiled, I guess this is one of those things that pop up when you miss lead people. You need to tell them the truth dear. I can’t I like them both mom. Well dear then you are going to be wearing a bra and panty from now till you tell them. I looked down I know every time I go see them I will have to wear these things but it won’t be that bad. Mom smiled no dear if you won’t be honest with them then you will do what they ask and wear them all the time do I make myself clear. Tell them the truth or wear this stuff. You mean but before I could finish she said, yes you will wear these all the time till you tell them. Jill got a smile on her face but mom looked at her, Jill you will not say anything about this to anyone or tease your brother or I will find a punishment for you. Jill just nodded. I went upstairs and went to bed.

The next day I went over to Susie’s house and again her parents weren’t home. Susie let me in and said I have your present upstairs. I thought to myself I have one for you too as I felt the bra strap dig into my shoulder. As we walked upstairs I thought how I could tell her. She looked at me and handed me a box wrapped up with a bow. About this I said, I don’t think it is right for you to have to buy me panties. She smiled would you rather buy them, I can go with you. I smiled as she started to open my pants and saw the black panties. Wow dear you have a new pair did you go shopping. I thought that it and smiled yes I stopped last night and bought them. She gave me a kiss, you have great taste in panties they look great on you all you would need is a matching bra. I got a panic look on my face and looked down. She smiled do you want a bra too honey as she smiled. I just said nothing. Then she got a big grin on her face, you already bought a bra didn’t you she asked? I quietly said yes and took off my shirt. She gave me a big hug; you look adorable sweetie I made the right choice. I looked at her as she said open your box. As I opened it there inside were matching bra and panty sets. I thought to myself between the two of them I now had more then I could wear in a week.

Things went well for a couple weeks and I had gotten use to wearing the bra and panty every day. On Saturday I was over at Susie’s house and it was the first hot day of the year almost 90. Her parents went away for the day and left us alone. I asked her what she wanted to do. She smiled it is going to be hot today why don’t we go out and go swimming. It sounded like a great idea so I said I would run home and get my swim suit. Susie smiled that’s okay dear I have an extra one. She handed me a hot pink bikini and said this should fit you and she went into the other room to put her bikini. When she came back she looked hot. She was also wearing a hot pink bikini. She smiled why aren’t you dressed? I looked at her and said I can’t wear this it’s a bikini. I can’t wear a bikini Susie I said. Sweetie, it is no different than your bra and panty. Please for me you will be so cute and nobody will see you in the back yard. She kissed me full on the mouth so I went ahead and put it on. We spent the day swimming in the pool and lying in the sun. When it was time to go Susie helped me put my bra back on for some reason she liked helping me. I kissed her good buy and went home.

Mom asked me how my day went and I told her we had gone swimming. Mom had that worried look, what did you wear you didn’t go skinny dipping? I told her no Susie let me borrow and I paused one of her suits. Jill spoke up, was it a bikini I bet you would look great in one? I suddenly realized how stupid it sounded. Mom smiled, you did remember sun tan lotion didn’t you? I shook my head no. mom and Jill looked at each other as I tried to figure out what they were thinking. Mom told me to stand up and take off my shirt. I did as they have both seen me in the bra. Mom reached up and pulled on the cup of the bra and let out a little gasp. I was puzzled as she asked me to remove my bra which I did and noticed them staring at me. Mom had me look in the mirror; I was scared because I had the start of a really nice tan except where the bikini top was. Panic struck me as I thought how I can explain this to Mary. Even without the bikini to get a tan like this would have taken hours out in the sun with just the bra on. That night I had a hard time sleeping as tomorrow I would see Mary.

When I got to Mary’s house I was afraid and wondered if I could hide my tan. We were home alone and Mary asked what I wanted to do. I thought if I could get her to go swimming and loan me a swim suit then she might think I got my tan here but if she didn’t have a bikini I could wear then I would have put myself in a bad position. As I thought she spoke up, it will be hot today so we should stay inside unless you want to go swimming? I saw my chance, that could be fun by I didn’t bring a swim suit. She gave me a kiss Mike I am sure I can find something for you to wear. I looked at her well I would have to see what you have first. She gave me a smile, you have been wearing panties and a bra for weeks and you are worried about my swimsuit, I will give you your choice. She pulled out two bikinis, one red and the other pink and asked which I liked. The red one was almost the same as the one I wore yesterday so I took it and went into the bathroom and changed. We spent the day outside. When we got back inside I looked down and smiled, I think I may have got a little too much sun as I took the top off. Mary gave me a big hug, what lovely tan lines you have. I had pulled it off. I don’t know how I was doing it but I was still able to keep both Mary and Susie without them finding out about each other.

A couple nights later I took Susie out for dinner and then back up to the lake. We had not had sex sense that first night at Valentines and I was hoping we could recreate that night. I was right and things went great. As I dropped Susie off at her home I went around to help her out and she dropped her purse and it spilled on the floor board of my car and the ground. I helped her pick it up and walked her to her door. We had a very passionate kiss and I was on cloud nine as I got back into my car and drove home.

The next day I decided to try with Mary so I took her out to dinner and then suggested we take a ride up to the lake. Mary surprised me and said no. I looked at her as she said her parents were gone for the night and we could go back to her house. As we drove home she kept looking at the floor. When we got to her house she took her purse and picked something up off the floor board. I asked what it was and she just said nothing. When we got inside she put her keys back into her purse and then I saw her staring in it and then she looked at me. Mike can you explain this as she held something up. I looked and said what is it? She smiled, it’s a tampon. I thought it had fallen out of my purse but it is a supper size I use regular. I got scared as I realized it must have fallen out of Susie’s purse last night. She walked over to me; did you take this from your mom she asked? Well sweetie it’s a little kinky but I guess it is okay if you want to try one but a super is way to big at least to start. Let me see what I can do for you. I wondered what she meant as we went upstairs. We went into her bedroom and she told me to strip down to my bra and panties as she went into the bathroom. She came out wearing just this little pink night gown that you could see through. I was excited as this would be our first time in a bed. She sat on the bed and then said, why don’t you be a good little girl and come over here. I went over and she gave me a big kiss. She smiled turn around and bed over sweetie. I did as she said and I felt her pull my panties down. She kissed my butt cheek and then said that supper size tampon is just too big for such a sweet little hole but I have a regular that will be just right. I spoke up and said I really didn’t think we should but she just said you did take it because you wanted to see what it was like, it was your tampon right? I had no choice and said yes. I felt her push something into my butt that was a little cold and felt wet, then she said that should moisten it up so it doesn’t hurt. She inserted the tampon in and then pushed it all the way in. There we are my sweetie how does that feel. I stood up and said it felt really strange we should take it out. Sweetie she said it takes time to get use to this, just leave it in for a while and she kissed me. I think we should do this a few more time before you decide if you like it or not but we will wait a week till we do it again. She was rubbing my grown and I was feeling good so I said yes. We got into bed and made love. It was so special and I even forgot about the tampon. It was almost 10 when she said I had to go so I got dressed and went home.

The next morning I got up and was feeling a little nauseous. I got up and went to take my shower, as I passed my mom’s room I saw her sitting at her table doing her makeup. I don’t know why but I knocked and went in. I sat on the edge of the bed and we talked as she did her makeup. For some reason I found it fascinating to watch her as she applied her makeup. When she was done I left and went on and took my shower but couldn’t get the image of her doing her makeup out of my mind. The next couple day when by and the sick feeling I had went away. At school I would watch the girls to see how they had done their makeup.

I got up Wednesday morning and as I was getting ready for school my chest looked different, almost like the skin the bra was holding was now staying up even without the bra. I went back into my room and put my bra and panties on and then my pants but I noticed my pants were tight and I had a hard time getting them over my hips. I thought to myself I must be putting on some weight. I put on a sweat shirt and left for school. After school I was going to stop by Susie’s house and spend some time with her. When I got to her house she greeted me with a kiss, sweetie she said I have a surprise for you. I looked at her and asked what? My parents are out for the night and she took my hand and led me upstairs. On the way she asked me what was bothering me and I told her I was gaining weight. She kissed me, don’t worry I have some weight loss pills you can have. She went to her dresser and brought me a bottle of pills, just take one of these every afternoon before dinner and you will lose the weight. I thanked her and went into the bathroom and took one of the pills. When I came back to her bedroom she was sitting on her bed wearing just her bra and panties. I took my close off and walked over to her. She smiled my you look beautiful honey. I sat next to her and we started to kiss and then I got a little light headed. She had me lie down on the bed. After about ten minutes I felt better and we started to kiss again. She pulled down my panty and started to play with me but nothing happened. She smiled; sweaty it looks like you are not in the mood. I didn’t know what to say but she kissed me and said that’s okay honey.

She reached into her night stand and took out something, I couldn’t see what it was but she lay back on the bed and then she inserted it into herself. Soon she was moaning as I stood there and watched. I watched for about twenty minutes as she did herself and finally she let out a scream and collapsed on the bed. After a few minutes she sat up and smiled, wow that was good. Then she looked at me, I’m sorry sweaty I forgot about you. She gave me a big kiss and slid her tongue into my mouth. Do you want me to do you honey she said. I wanted her but couldn’t get hard but I said yes I do. She told me to close my eyes as she had a big surprise for me. I did as she said and I could hear her doing something but she told me not to peek so I kept my eyes closed. She came over to me and told me to open my eyes as she kissed me. I looked down and the item she had pleasured herself with was not on a belt in front of her and looked like she had a man’s dick. I looked at her.

She smiled we are going to play a game where I am the master and you are my slave and you will do what I say. For some reason this excited me, not enough to help me get hard but still there was something about her telling me what to do. Get down on your knees sweaty she said as she put her hand on my shoulder and pushed me down. She pushed it right in my face and told me to kiss it which I did. I could taste her on it and I liked it so when she told me to suck on it I did. Soon she was pushing it in and out of my mouth and I was gagging. After a while I stopped gagging and even enjoyed it. She finally stopped and said sweaty what a good girl you have been now turn around and bend over. I did as she said and felt her pull my panties down. She stood behind me and put a cream on my butt hole and then put her hands on either side of my hips. As I wondered what she was doing I felt her push the long object against my butt. The pressure mounted and then I felt it slid in. it hurt and I let out a scream but Susie just said it always hurts virgin the first time till their opening gets used to it. As she drew it back out slowly it felt better but then in it went again. She pushed in and out and the speed and force increased till soon she was pounding away on my poor little hole. This went on for about fifteen minutes and then she pulled all the way out and I collapsed on the bed my heart was pounding. She came over and laid down beside me and kissed me, I loved that she said. Then she smiled, you did enjoy it as much as I did she asked. I didn’t but when I went to speak I said yes dear it was great. She kissed me again and smiled, we will have to do it again. Now let’s get ready and I will take you out for dinner. After I got dressed I saw her in the bathroom standing in front of the mirror, she was doing her makeup. I walked in sand started talking the whole time watching her as she did her face.

She smiled at me doesn’t the makeup make my face look beautiful she asked? I said yes. She smiled again don’t you love the way it looks? Yes I said again. She smiled and it feels so nice, would you like to see how it feels sweaty? And without thinking I said yes. She smiled and gave me a wink. Okay dear but just a little. I stood there as she gently took her brush and put a powder in it. She tapped it off and then started to brush it all over my face. After a few moments she smiled what a wonderful glow you have. I looked in the mirror and my face did have a glow about it but you really couldn’t tell I was wearing any make up. Next she had me shut my eyes and she put the lightest of eye shadow on my lids, this is peach dear it will brighten your eyes. Again I looked in the mirror and my eyes did look better but you still couldn’t tell I was wearing eye shadow. Then she took out a lipstick and put some on. It was a very neutral color that just gave my lips and even color but you couldn’t tell. There we are sweaty a beautiful natural look. We don’t want to overdo it. I looked in the mirror and Susie said you like it right. I nodded and said yes. She smiled and gave me the makeup powder, eye shadow and lipstick. You can have this that way you can wear it every day you want to wear it right. Again I don’t know why but I said yes and took the makeup. Susie finished getting dressed and we went out for dinner and a move.

The rest of the week I would get up and talk to my mom as she did her makeup, I loved watching her. Then I would put on my make up very lightly so as nobody could see it but I felt batter knowing I had it on. On Friday night I went over to Mary’s house. Her parents were gone so we went up to her bedroom.

She smiled and gave me a kiss, how has my little girl been this week she asked? I smiled and said good. She took off her clothes down to her panties and bra and I did the same. We started to kiss and she was touching me all over and again I could not get hard. She smiled at me; I know what’s wrong I promised you that you could try a tampon again. That’s what you want isn’t it. Again I don’t know why but I said yes. She told me to pull down my panties and bed over which I did. She touched my butt and I felt her push something into my but that was cold then she inserted the tampon and pushed it in all the way. There we are my sweat; she kissed me on the lips and told me what a cute butt I had. I thanked her and this time I couldn’t feel the tampon. We kissed for a little while and then Mary and I went out for dinner.

Saturday morning I got up and again I was feeling sick to my stomach. I got up and went and had my morning talk with my mom as she did her makeup. We talked about spring break which was only one week away. Mom and Jill were going to the beach for the week and she wanted to know if I wanted to go. I looked at her and said no I would stay home. She smiled have you told the girls the truth yet? I smiled no I can’t. She just shook her head; when they find out they will be so mad. Do you have any idea what they will do, you will be lucky if they will even talk to you. In the mean time you are wearing panties and a bra to keep this little secret. I smiled I know mom but it’s not that bad I really don’t mind. She gave me a strange look, are we getting attached to your bra she asked? I suddenly felt stupid and just looked down. Mom touched my hand, I like my bra too sweaty but you better be careful who you tell.

Wednesday I could barely get my pants over my butt and my breast were starting to really show. I was a little worried about someone noticing them but for some reason I wasn’t worried about the breasts themselves. I put on a large bulky sweat shirt and went to school. After school I went over to Susie’s house as her parents were gone again. Susie took me up to her bedroom. We got out of our clothes and soon we were just wearing panties and bra. Susie looked at me and smiled. Wow sweaty you are looking beautiful today. I looked at her and said I know I just can’t stop gaining weight. She gave me another one of her pills and told me these will fix you. I got the dizzy feeling again and lay down on the bed. When I woke up Susie was standing there looking at me. Sweaty would you like me to make love to you she asked? I smiled and said yes. She strapped her thing on and then smiled. Turn around and be a good little girl. I did as she said and she pulled my panties down, put some cream on my butt and then slid it in and this time it didn’t hurt. So she was pushing in and out and I was moaning with each stroke. Susie made love to me for over thirty minutes till I collapsed on the bed. Susie and I talked for hours and she told me that she was going to be out of town for spring break but she would see me when she got back.

Thursday morning I got up and looked in the mirror. My breasts were huge now and filled out my bra. Instead of being worried about them I just wondered what mom would say and how I could hide them again put on a big sweatshirt and then when I tried to put my pants on they would not fit. I started to panic. What could I do? I saw Jill’s black sweat pants on the door and put them on. I pulled the sweatshirt down to hide Jill’s sweats and it looked okay. I went to school. At lunch I saw Mary and we talked. Her parents were going away for the week two so we planned on spending it together. She told me to come over as soon as my mom and sister left. Friday morning again I looked at my breasts and they were big and beautiful so I put on another big sweatshirt and the same pair of sweat pants and went to school. When I got home Mom and Jill loaded up the car. Jill said goodbye and got in the car. Mom gave me a hug and for a moment I thought she had felt my breasts under the sweatshirt. She kissed me goodbye and told me to be good. I went right over to Mary’s house and her parents had already left. She took me upstairs to her room. We stripped down to our panty and bra and Mary looked at me. Wow sweaty what a great body you have you should show it off more. I smiled and looked down and said thank you Mary. She gave me a hug I have a great idea for what we can do tonight. I asked what? Mary gave me a kiss, I will tell you but first I think my little girl needs her tampon for the night. I didn’t say anything I just turned around and pulled my panties down. She put her hands on my butt and said, wow sweaty I think you are ready for the super size. I felt her push something into my butt and then another and yet a third and then she inserted the tampon and pushed it in. I got such a sensation from it.

Mary took my hand, you look so cute and you have such a great body I want to see what you would look like in one of my dresses. We went over to her closet and started to hold up dresses to me. She finally decided on a low cut short black dress. Sweaty this will look great on you and show off your breasts. She put the dress over my head and as it slid down my body I got such an incredible feeling. Mary looked at me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. What a cute girl you make let’s find you some shoes. She took a pair of 4″inch heels and put them on my feet, Sweaty you love the way they feel don’t you. I said yes and smiled. She helped me stand and showed me how to walk. We went down stairs and had dinner and watched TV. Mary just kept telling me how cute and beautiful I looked. When it was time for bed we went upstairs. Mary gave a short pink night gown to wear and helped me get ready for bed. The feeling was so intense. We got into bed and she kissed me on the cheek and said, sweat dreams my little girl.

In the morning we got up and Mary smiled at me, how did my little sister sleep in her new nightgown she asked? I smiled and said terrific. We got up and Mary picked out a black skirt and pink top, would my sister like to borrow some of my clothes? They were beautiful and I blushed and said, can I? Mary kissed me on my cheek, yes sweaty I think you would look great but you have to wear it the proper way. She helped me get dressed and then gave me the same heels from last night. I looked in the mirror and I was beautiful. Mary smiled we are not finished, and she sat me down and started to put curlers in my hair. Then she smiled I think you are ready for some makeup. She started off putting foundation on my face. The feeling was so nice. Next she put some eye liner on and some eye shadow and then some mascara, the whole time explaining to me what they were for and how to apply them. She finished off with a deep red lipstick. I looked into the mirror and I was even more beautiful. Mary smiled; I think you like the way you look shall I do your nails. I just smiled and nodded yes. When she finished she had me stand in front of the mirror. I had never thought I could look so beautiful. Mary went and put on a skirt and top and her heels. She stood next to me; we look like sisters don’t we she asked? I said yes. She gave me a light kiss on the cheek as not to mess our makeup. How about we spend the day as sisters and go shopping. I looked at her with a scared look on my face. Go out in public like this. She smiled, you are a beautiful young lady nobody will know so you want to go shopping don’t you. I smiled and said yes. We spent the day at the mall and tried on all kinds of clothes and shoes. We even got my ears pierced. I had so much fun. When we got home it was late so Mary showed me how to take my makeup off and we got ready for bed. I put my pink night gown on and climbed into bed with Mary. I thanked her for an incredible day and gave her a goodnight kiss on the cheek. She smiled; sweat dreams and I have a big surprise for you tomorrow.

Sunday Morning we got up and Mary helped me get dressed in a white skirt with a green top and again gave me her 4″inch heels to wear. She put on a little makeup and then she got dressed in a skirt and top and heels and again we looked like sisters. We grabbed our purses and we left. I asked where we were going but she just smiled. Relax you will love it. We pulled into a parking lot and parked. I looked out and there was a beauty salon. Mary and I walked in and the lady greeted Mary with a hug, so this is your Cousin she is lovely. I looked at Mary and didn’t know what to say. Mary just smiled and said Michele, say hi to Linda. I looked at Mary and then Linda and said hi. As we walked in Mary smiled; just relax dear you are fine just remember to answer to Michele. I asked why she called me Michele. Mary smiled, sweaty looking like you do you can’t go by Mike, and she thinks you are a girl so I gave you a female name. You do like it don’t you dear? Linda sat me down and started to wash my long brown hair which was now down to my shoulders. After she washed it she put a cream in my hair. Then she smiled, let’s start on your face dear. She put a cream on my face and then started to work on my eyebrows. She used a little wand that admitted a light and some heat. It felt strange and tingled as she went over them.

She washed the cream out of my hair and then started to wrap it in curlers. Soon my head was a mass of curlers and it felt like my hair was being pulled out of my head. I still had the cream on my face which was now drying and getting hard. She took me over to a seat and I put my feet into a little tub. It was so relaxing. Linda then took my feet out and massaged them. It was so incredible I have never felt anything so wonderful. Mary was in the seat next to me and noticed the smile. Are you enjoying your day of beauty sweaty? I knew I shouldn’t but I was so I said yes. When Linda finished my massaging my feet she dried them off and then she applied a deep red nail polish.

She led me over to a little table and then started to work on my nails; again Mary was at the table next to me. We had been there for over two hours now. Linda filed my nails and then glued nail tips onto them. She cut them so they were about ½ inch longer and then she started to apply a paste on top of them. I was amazed at how quickly and perfectly she applied it to my nails. I looked at Mary and she smiled, just enjoy your day. Linda filed the nails again and then applied the nail polish. First a clear coat then two coats of the same deep red and then a top coat. I was took over to a seat and told to put my hands under a light to dry the nail polish. Mary sat next to me; beautiful aren’t they. Don’t you just love the way they look. They were beautiful and I know I should have hated it but I didn’t. I loved them.

When they had dried Linda took me back over to the where I started and took the curlers out of my hair and started to brush out my hair. She played with it for almost twenty minutes and then smiled. You are lovely dear. She then washed the dried cream off my face and started to put on my makeup. It didn’t take long to apply my makeup and I sat there and kept looking at Mary as the lady working on her did her makeup. She looked so beautiful just like a model and I wondered what I was going to look like. When we were all done Linda took me over to a full length mirror and I got the first look at myself. I was beautiful. My eyebrows had been shaped into a high thin feminine arch and my brown hair was now blonde, it was very wavy and very full. It looked like I had twice as much hair. My makeup was flawless and I looked completely like a young lady. Mary stood next to me; Michele you are gorgeous and she gave me a hug. Did you like my little surprise dear? I said yes I loved it, I never stopped to even think how I could hide this or what my mom would say or how I could go to school. I never thought about anything except how I looked right now. Mary said we should go now. I thanked Linda and we left. In the car I couldn’t take my eyes off of my nails.

When we got back to Mary’s house she smiled. Michele my dear I have one more surprise for you and gave me a hug again. I asked what and she said just wait. We walked into her house and there was Susie sitting on the couch, Susie looked at me and smiled. Wow Michele you look beautiful and she came over and gave me a hug. I thanked her and shyly looked down. Susie walked around me, I can’t believe how great you look nobody would ever know you were once a boy. We had talked for over fifteen minutes before I realized something was wrong, why was Susie here in Mary’s house. I got a really scared look on my face and then I heard Mary; well I think you finally figured it out now sit down. I don’t know why but I sat down and just looked at them. I finally asked how they found out. Mary smiled did you like getting your nails done and the way we talked she asked? I said yes. She smiled again, that’s what girls do when they get their nails done. They chat with the nail tech and with the girls around them. Imagine my surprise when I was talking to Susie and she was telling me all about her new boyfriend who by the way had the same name as my boyfriend.

Susie started to yell, how dare you lie to us and cheat on us. I thought you and I had something special. I said we did but she told me to shut up. When we realized you were dating us both I was so mad but Mary wanted to treat you a lesson. She came up with this idea and I thought it was a good idea. I looked at her, so you dressed me up as a girl to teach me a lesson I asked? She smiled you still don’t get it do you. We didn’t just dress you up, look at your breasts your hips and waist. I started to get really scared. Mary came over and looked at me. Sweaty did you like your tampons she said? I just looked at her with a horrified look. Well before I inserted it I put in several capsules of powerful female hormones and a male testosterone blocker. You are now more female then most women are. She reached out and cupped my breast in her hand and I looked down at them. What have you done to me I said softly. Susie came over to me. You know how you have been worried about your weight because your pants didn’t fit anymore. It was the hormones that were making your hips grow. She put a scale down in front of me and told me to stand on it. I did as I was told and Susie smiled perfect dear, you weigh 115 pounds. I looked at her with shock. It was imposable, I had lost 15 pounds and my pants didn’t fit. Mary took a tape measure and measured my waist and haps and bust. She looked at Susie, you are right she is perfect 34-24-34 and at least a C-cup. You make a beautiful woman Susie said and by the way those weren’t weight loss pills I gave you. They were a hypnotic drug that would allow us to get you to do what we wanted. I was really scared now; these two girls were trying to turn me into a woman. I looked at them and said in my most defiant voice, I will not let you do this to me. I will stop you somehow I will tell people what you have done to me. Susie laughed; sweaty it is too late for that dear. We have already turned you into a female just look at yourself and remember we have control over you. I looked at them and said no you don’t and got up to leave. Mary smiled at me, where are you going sweaty she asked? I told her I was leaving. Mary smiled that’s fine dear but I think you better put your tampon in first honey so turn around and bend over. I don’t know why but I stopped and pulled down my panty and I felt Mary push several things into my butt and then she inserted the tampon. There you are my sweaty that is the last of the hormones and will finish the job. You will not remove the tampon till tonight. I looked at her and said yes and then realized what had just happened. I wanted to remove it but I couldn’t. They saw the terror on my face when I realized I would do what they said. Susie smiled I see you now understand the hold we have on you now sit down. I sat down and Susie smiled, for the rest of the week you will do what we say and you will enjoy every minute of it dear or we may make you do some things you won’t like. You will think of us as your big sisters and you will only answer to the name Michele, do you understand Michele? I just looked at them and said yes. The rest of the week went quickly and even though I knew what they had done I couldn’t stop going along with it.

On Sunday morning we got up and got dressed, I did my own makeup and had no problem with it. We drove over to my house and I asked why. Susie smiled, your mom and sister will be home today and it would be nice if you were there to greet them. I begged them to stop and change me back. Mary gave me a little hug, sweaty even if we wanted to we can’t now. You are to female now. When we got there they gave me the same pink bikini I had worn before and told me to put it on. I did as I was told and looked at myself. The top barely held my now huge breasts in them, I looked totally female. I joined Mary and Susie at the pool. I asked how they were going to explain this to my mom and sister. Susie smiled you will dear. When your mom asked what you are doing you will tell her this was your idea. You came to Mary and told her you wanted to wear her bra and panties and begged her to help her. Mary smiled you liked it so much you then asked Susie to help dress you up. We didn’t want to but you were are friend and after you kept begging we agreed. You then went on line and bought some female hormones and started taking them and didn’t tell us. When we found out we tried to stop you and tried to get you to talk to your mom but you told us not to say anything. You cried telling us how you longed to be a woman and that was the only way you would be happy. We finally agreed to help you. I can’t possible tell her that but before I finished Susie smiled, sweaty you will tell her that.

About an hour later I heard the door to the house open and out walked Mom and Jill. I was as scared as they walked over to us. Mom looked at me, my god what are you doing she yelled. I looked at her and said, mom it’s not Mary or Susie’s fault. I begged them to help me. I want to be a woman I have to be a woman. I couldn’t believe what I was saying. I told my mom exactly what Susie had told me to say. Mom just stared at me and Jill was laughing. Mom finally looked at me and saw my breasts and I told her about the female hormones I had bought. I thought she was going to yell more or even hit me but she gave me a hug. I guess I have no choice but I wish you had come to me first, and then she told Jill to stop laughing. She looked at Mary and Susie, you two should have also told me but I can see you are good friends to help her and not judge her. Mom then said well Mike I guess I have a new daughter. I looked at her and wanted to scream but all I could say was, Mom I don’t like that name please call me Michele. She just nodded and gave me another hug. Mary and Susie stayed for dinner and after we ate we went back out to the pool.

Susie smiled, how have you liked your day dear? I just said I can’t believe what you made me tell my mom. Susie smiled again, it was so much fun but I think we are done. She looked me in the eyes, Michele listen to what I tell you. Tonight when you go to sleep you will remember today. What you told your mom will become the truth. You will believe with all your heart what you told her. You came to us. When you wake up tomorrow you will be totally happy as a girl and know that it is what you have always wanted. You will forget about how you were once a boy. You will start to think about boys and how you want a boyfriend. I got scared again as she kept going on. You will not be attracted to girls. You will be attracted to boys. But you will only date boys who are 6′ tall as you will always want to wear heels that are at least 4’inches high and you will almost always wear dresses or skirts with very revealing tops. You will want to show off how female you are. Do you understand she asked? I said yes as the horror of what she just said went through my mind. Mary came over and gave me a hug. One last thing dear we are the best of friends now and we tell each other everything. You will not hid anything from us do you understand? I said yes and felt a little better that they would be my friends. They both gave me a hug again and then Susie smiled oh by the way from here on out the drug will not have any effect on you and nobody can tell you what to do or control you anymore do you understand? I said yes.

We sat there and I could not stop thinking about tomorrow and how after tonight I would be a girl and happy about it and I would be attracted to boys. I looked at Susie and Mary, I have learned my lesson please stop this before I go all the way. I looked so scared and Mary looked at Susie, maybe we are going too far. I felt hope and maybe this would stop. Susie smiled you may be right but we can’t stop it now. I looked at her just tell me not to like boys and that I don’t want to be a girl. Susie smiled I can’t the last command I gave you was to deactivate the drug. What I said. Susie smiled I thought we might feel guilty and change our minds so I made it so we can’t. Susie then looked at me, Michele I want you to go tell your mom your mom you changed your mind and you want your name to be Mike. I looked at her I hate that name Michele is much better. What did I just say; I refused to do what she said. Susie smiled you see we can’t undo what we have told you now there is nothing any of us can do but tomorrow you will feel better and we will all be the best of friends. I went to bed that night and new tomorrow my life would change and the only comfort I had was I would be totally happy and I fell asleep.

I hate that name Michele is much better. What did I just say; I refused to do what she said. Susie smiled you see we can’t undo what we have told you now there is nothing any of us can do but tomorrow you will feel better and we will all be the best of friends. I went to bed that night and new tomorrow my life would change and the only comfort I had was I would be totally happy and I fell asleep.

Bad Habits   1 comment

Bad Habits

By Elizabeth James

My name is Mike and I am 16. I have always been shy and kept mostly to myself. My best friend is Jill and she lives just around the corner from my mom and me. It all started on my 16th birthday. You see I have this bad habit of bighting my nails and it drives my mom crazy. She has been telling me for years to stop biting them. On my birthday mom took me out dinner and Jill and her mom went with us. Our moms were good friends as they both had lost the husbands and were single moms now. While we were at the restaurant mom kept telling me to stop biting my nails. I was a little embarrassed as Jill and her mom herd her scold me. When we got home mom sat me down.

“Honey you are 16 now and you should not be biting your nails”, “If you don’t stop I will make you stop” mom said. I told her I would stop and went up to bed. I was so glad that there was only two more days of school before summer vacation. Thursday and Friday went well and Friday night mom and I were watching TV when mom let out a yell. “That’s enough Mike stop biting your nails” mom yelled. I looked at her as I took my hand away from my mouth “yes mom” I said I will stop. Mom smiled, “No you won’t dear, I have heard that many times before” Mom said. “Now I will make you stop” she said as she looked right at me. I asked what she meant. She just smiled “we are going to put something on your nails to make you stop biting them” she said smiling at me. I had heard about this stuff that tasted really bad if you put your fingers in your mouth. I forgot about it and went to bed.

I got up Saturday morning and mom was on the phone so I made breakfast. Mom came in and smiled, “hurry up dear we need to be going” mom said. I looked at her and asked where we were going. She just smiled, “no place special dear” she said and gave me a smile. We soon left and drove to a small shopping center. Mom smiled “lets’ go Mike” she said. We got out and walked across the front of the center till we came to a small shop, as mom opened the door I could see it was a nail salon. I hesitated for a second and then went in with her. Mom smiled, “I need to get my nails filled and they are going to give you a manicure and fix your nails and then put something on them to keep you from biting them” she said. We sat next to each other and talked. My mom has always had nice long nails and I loved them they looked so great. I found it interesting watching what they were doing to her nails that I really wasn’t paying much attention to my own nails.

When I finally looked at my hands the nail tech had glued on long nail tips to my fingers. I started to say something but mom spoke first. “I told you mike if you didn’t stop biting your nails or I would make you stop” she said with a smile. “But mom, look at the length” I said to her. She smiled “they will cut them down dear they won’t be that long when they are done dear” she said. She trimmed them back to about a ½ inch past my fingers and then she stated to put some kind of goo on them and spread it out when she finished the third nail I suddenly realized I was getting acrylic nails just like my mom. She smiled at me, “don’t worry dear you will not be able to bite them now” she said smiling right at me. I was amazed at how they were looking and didn’t stop to think about it. When she had them all done she took the same bright red color my mom had on hers and started to paint my nails. Before I could say anything mom smiled, “don’t worry dear we can take the polish off later I just want to see what they look like” she said. Soon we were sitting with our hand under a dryer and talking my hands and nails looked just as good as moms.

As we left the salon I tried to hide my hands so other people would not see them. In car I kept looking at them as we drove home. When we got home I asked mom if we could take the polish of but mom just smiled. “Sorry dear I don’t have any remover” she said as she walked into the kitchen. I followed and said, “But mom you said we could take the polish off” I said with a scared look on my face. “Yes dear I did and we will just not ye, the color will be a reminder for you not to bite them” mom said to me looking me right in the eyes. In time we will change the color to something less bright but for now they look great. But mom I said, “I can’t be seen like this what will people think”? “Well dear you never cared what people thought about your short chewed up nails so why worry now”? “But mom, they are long and bright red, they look like a girl’s hand” I said.

“Well dear consider this you punishment for biting your nails, maybe you will learn from this” she said to me. “But mom” I said but before I could finish she stopped me. “Mike, that’s enough now if you keep complaining I will make you keep them long and red even longer, now dear not another word” she said with a look on her face that told me this was not up for debate. I went to my room and turned on my computer. I had been on the computer trying my best to type with my new nails when the phone rang. Mom called, “Mike its Jill for you”. I picked up the phone and said hi. Jill and I talked for a while but I said nothing about my nails. Jill finally asked the question I had feared. “Mike that new movie I want to see opens tonight. Let’s go see it; it starts at 7:20” she asked. I had to think of something but what, “Sorry I can’t tonight” I said. “Come on Mike it is supposed to be real good” she asked. “I can’t Jill I am being punished so I can’t go out” I said in a sad voice. She asked what I did and sense she was there when mom yelled at me about biting my nails I told her just left off the part about the nails. Jill said “we will have to go another time after my punishment”. I hung up the phone not knowing how long it would be. The rest of the day I tried to get use to the new length of my nails, even the things I did without thinking seemed harder. Mom just kept telling me I would get use to them in time which made me wonder. Even eating dinner was harder. After dinner I was in the living room playing my video game when the door bell rang.

Mom answered it and I stayed where I was because I didn’t want anyone to see my hands. I heard someone coming in the room with mom so I hid my hands in my pocket as I looked up and saw Jill. “Hi Mike, I figured if you couldn’t go out I would come over here, we can go to the movie another night” she said as she walked into the room. Mom left us alone and I was trying to figure out what to do. Jill saw the video game on and spoke right up. “Want to play some games” she said? I couldn’t say no as I was playing when she came in but to play I would have to take my hands out of my pocket. “Well Mike” she asked again? “Jill I can’t” I said trying hard to figure a way out of this. “Why not she asked, what wrong you don’t want me over here” she asked with a sad look on her face. I could see the hurt in her eyes and knew I had to come up with something. “No Jill I always like spending time with you, you see mom put something on my nails to keep me from biting them” I said looking down. Jill looked at me, “that’s great you really should stop that bad habit, But why can’t you play video games” she asked again. I looked down, “you promise you won’t laugh” I asked? Jill said of course not. I pulled my hands out of my pocket with my new ½ inch long acrylic nails painted bright red. Jill’s mouth fell open.

“My god they are gorgeous, I keep asking my mom to let me get mine done but she says I am too young this is so unfair” she said in a loud voice. Not only did she not laugh but she was jealous that I had them and not her. “I am a boy Jill I can’t have nails like this” I said. She just looked at me, “why not?” “I would love to have them you are so lucky” she said again. I was so surprised at her attitude but I was happy so we sat and played video games. And for once Jill beat me most of the time and this thrilled her. Soon it was late and Jill went home. Mom looked at me; “see Jill didn’t mind the nails, you worry too much” she said with a smile. I did feel better that Jill didn’t make fun of me and at least I knew that I would not be all by myself. I went to bed and fell right to sleep. I guess the stress from the day had worn me out.

Sunday afternoon Jill called and asked if I wanted to come over and watch a movie. Jill was okay with my nails so I asked mom and she said I could. When the door opened Jill’s mom was standing there, of course I had my hands in my pocket. “Hi Miss Mills, Jill invited me over” I said. “Come in Mike Jill is in the front room” she said as she let me in. I went in and sat down next to Jill. She started the movie and we sat there watching, Jill kept looking at my nails so I finally asked her why, “it’s just not fair Mike” Jill said. “I want to get mine done so bad and I can’t and your mom is making you” she said. The movie was good and I was so into it I didn’t notice Jill’s mom come into the room. “Would you two like a snack” Jill’s mom asked? We both said yes as I looked down and saw my nails. I quickly tried to hide them but it was too late.

“Wow mike those are gorgeous nails” Jill’s mom said. She had seen them and as I tried to think what to say Jill spoke up. “His mom made him get them done to stop him from biting them, it’s not fair we are the same age and you won’t let me get mine done” Jill said to her mom. “Why not mom I am 16 now, maybe I should start biting my nails so I can get mine done she said as she put one of her fingers in her moth. I was waiting for her to say something to me but she turned to Jill. “I know dear, you are a young lady now I have been trying to keep you my little girl” she said to her. “I guess I can’t keep you from growing up, if you want I will take you to the salon tomorrow night when I get home from work and you can get your nails done” she said to Jill. She smiled at me, “your mom is right you will not be able to bite them without breaking a tooth but they do look beautiful dear” Jill’s mom said to me. With that she left the room. She came back about 5 minutes later with some popcorn and a couple pops. I was trying to figure out how to open the pop can when she let out a little laugh. “No dear you will break your nail” she said with a laugh. Jill went to open it and she stopped her. “No dear Mike will need to learn this as will you if you are getting nails like his” she said to us. She left the room and came right back with a spoon and showed us how to lift the tab up. “That is how a lady with nails opens a can of pop, All you have to do is break one nail that way and the pain will keep you from ever doing it again” she said. I had a great time and now both Jill and her mom knew and thought nothing of it.

Monday night about 7 pm Jill came over and couldn’t wait to show me her new nails. They were just as long as mine but just a little darker red. We played video game till 9 when she went home. On Tuesday afternoon she came over and we talked for a while. She brought up the movie she wanted to go see again, “let’s go see it tonight Mike” she said. “I can’t Jill what about my nails” I asked. She smiled, “I already know about them, they don’t bother me” she said with a smile. “Yes but what about other people” I asked? “I can’t keep my hands in my pockets all the time we are out” I said looking right at her. Jill kissed me on the cheek, “I have an idea, let’s go over to my house” she said as she grabbed my hand. I was so caught off guard as Jill has never kissed me even on the cheek, a hug now and then but never a kiss. We got over to Jill’s house and her mom was not home but we headed right up to her room.

“Mike I have an idea that I think will work” she said as she smiled. She then took out her curling iron and came towards me. I was shocked, “what are you doing Jill” I asked? “Mike you have long brown hair so I am going to curl it to make it look more like mine, I will let you wear some of my clothes and you can be my sister for the night”. I was shocked. “Jill, have you lost your mind? I am a boy not a girl” I yelled. “I know she said but with those nails and hair and my clothes nobody would know”. “Let me at least try and we can see what you look like” she asked with a smile on her face. Jill’s mom got home and came to her room, “Jill you know you are not suppose to have boys in your room when I am not home” she yelled. She looked at us, “what are you doing she asked?” looking right at Jill. Jill spoke right up, “I want to go see that new movie and with Mikes nails he does not want to go out so I thought I would dress him up as my sister so we can go”. She said it as though it was an everyday thing. Jill mom looked at her, “honey you just can’t curl his hair and put your clothes on him”. There is more to being a girl then that” Jill’s mom said. I felt better now as I was not by myself against this idea. Jill’s mom came closer and smiled, “now let me take a look and she stared right at me”.

“Yes if done right I think it might work. Let me go get some things” Jill’s mom said with a smile. I was confused now as she left the room. I asked Jill what was up but her mom came right back into the bedroom. She wetted down my hair and then started to wrap it up in curlers. Once she was done she looked at Jill, “go get ready dear and I will finish Mike”. Jill walked into her bathroom and left her mother and me alone. She looked at me, “Mike I can make you look like a girl if you want to go out tonight but if this is something you don’t want then you will not act right and people my figure it out”. You will have to act like a 16 year old girl for this to work is that okay” she asked me. I looked at her not knowing what to say, “Are you sure no one will recognize me I asked her”? She smiled, “not even your own mother but depending on how you act they may guess you are a boy but Jill and I can help you with that” she said smiling at me. I did want to see the movie and get out for a while so I said yes. Miss Mills smiled at me; “well I guess I have another daughter for the night” she said. She quickly started to work on my face, creams, powders and all sorts of things. She spent about 45 minutes on my face and the feeling was both wonderful and strange at the same time.

Jill came back in and looked at me, “my god mom you must do my makeup too or Mike will look better than I do” she said with a worried voice. She smiled ‘yes dear I have already thought of that, I will help you too” she said. She handed me a pair of black panties and told me to go put them on in the bathroom, she then had Jill sit down and did her makeup for her. As I stood in the bathroom in just the panties I realized how small they were. I heard a knock on the door, it was Jill’s mother. “Okay Mike Jill went to my room you can come out know so I can get you dressed” she said with a motherly voice. As I came out I kept my hands down in front of me. Jill’s mom smiled “modesty that is good”. She wrapped something around my stomach and chest, “this is a corset dear”. “You will need this to help your figure, It will pull in your waist and help you look better” she said. Once it was fastened in front she pulled on the strings in the back and it got tight. She then had me sit down and put some stockings on and attached them to the corset. Next came a black skirt. “There dear that looks good now stand straight and put your hands on the wall” she said. I did as she asked. “Now dear take a deep breath and let it out” Jill’s mom said. I did as she asked even thought it was hard to breathe in because of the corset. As I let the air out I felt her pull hard on the corset again and it tightened up like a vise around me. I let out a little yell “I can’t breathe Miss Mills”. She smiled at me, “sweetheart you will get use to it just take smaller breathes”. She then started to pull at the flesh on my chest. As tight as the corset was it had forced a substantial amount of flesh into the cups and as she adjusted it I soon had a pair of most realistic breasts. A little small only about a B cup but I guess for a 16 year old that is enough. She put my top over the corset and I was done. She took me over and took out the curlers and brushed my hair out. My long straight hair that I kept in a pony tail now framed my face. The last thing were shoes. Jill’s closet was full of shoes, there must have been 30 pairs where as I have 3. Jill’s mom looked them over, Honey she called to Jill. “Which shoes are you going to wear”? Why she asked? Miss Mills said, “I thought it would look cute if you wore the same height heel” she said. Jill yelled back “I have two black heels on the right side that are the same height”. “Oh I see them she yelled back”. She brought the shoes over and I looked with amazement. They had thin straps across where your toes go and a thin ankle strap and a thin heel that must be 4 inches high. Miss Mills strapped them on my feet and then had me stand. It was nice to be taller as I am only 5 ‘4″ tall but they felt so strange. Jill’s mom helped me walk around the room and told me to stay more on the balls of my feet. I soon was walking pretty good as Jill came in. “wow Mike you look so beautiful, nobody would ever know you are not a girl” Jill said as she gave me a hug.

Jill handed me a purse and told me to put the stuff from my wallet in it and also handed me a lipstick and some makeup. Jill’s mom looked at us and got a funny look on her face. “Stay here I will be right back” she said. She came back with her camera; “just a couple pictures of my daughters before we go” Jill’s mom said. Jill looked at her mom, before we go” she asked? “Yes dear I thought we would go out to dinner and then I will drop you off at the movie”. “I can’t have two young girls walking to and from the movie theater” she said. Jill looked at her, “Mike and I have done it many times” Jill said. “Yes dear but that was when he was a boy, it is unsafe for two girls” she said with a smile. I really felt better as I did not want to walk that far in public like this. Miss Mills smiled “are we ready for dinner she asked”? Jill and I both said yes. “Well grab your purses girls and let’s get going she said with a motherly voice. We took our purses and Jill showed me how to put it over my shoulder. As we got to the door Miss Mills opened it and there stood my mom. I froze not knowing what to do. Mom looked at me, “wow what a beautiful daughter I have, I would never have known it was you if Janet hadn’t told me”. I looked at her and she smiled, “girls it wouldn’t be right for us to go out to dinner and leave Mikes mom home alone would it” Jill’s mom said. Mom smiled, “you look fine dear lets go eat”. I felt a little uneasy going out with all of them dressed as I was but they seemed to think it was okay.

It felt a little strange to be outside in a short skirt and 4 inch heels and getting into the car my skirt came up showing my panties. They all laughed and Jill told me I had to sit first and then swing my legs in and then she showed me. I had never thought about it but girls always get into a car this way and now I know why. The drive to the restaurant was fine and we talked about everything and the way I was dressed never came up. As we walked in the front door I saw all the people and got really scared. Jill took my arm and said “it would be all right”, mom smiled “just act normal and everything will be fine”, “Nobody will be able to tell you are anything but a young lady” she said. With all this support I calmed down and walked to our table. The young man held each of our chairs out for us to sit which was a new experience for me. We ordered our food and enjoyed a quiet meal together. I would look around to see if anyone was staring at me but nobody was. There was a young man about my age that smiled at me a few times and even waved once which really made me feel strange.

After dinner Miss Mills dropped us off at the movie theater and told us to call her when the movie was over, Mom just smiled and said, “You girls have a fun time”. Jill and I walked up and bought our tickets, it felt strange again to have to take a wallet out of my purse to get my money but the girl at the ticket booth paid no attention to us and gave us our tickets. Inside Jill grabbed my hand and led me to the woman’s bathroom, again I felt uneasy as I entered I noticed they had a small couch just inside and stopped to look at it. Jill smiled, “it’s for when we need to sit for a while” she said. Just before I went into the stall Jill gave me a quick hug, smiled and said “remember to sit sis”. Again something I probably would not have thought of. When I came out Jill was at the mirror putting on lipstick, I washed my hands and also touched up my lipstick. We went out and got some snacks for the movie. As we were standing in line two other girls, Sara and Ann came over and got in line behind us. I was really scared but they paid no attention to me as they talked with Jill. I was listening as I tried not to look at them. Suddenly Jill spoke up, “I am sorry, this is my new friend Michelle, Michelle this is Sara and Ann we go to school together” I looked at them and they both said it was nice to meet me. They seemed to not recognize me and went on with talking to Jill. We all went into the movie and sat together.

After the movie we were all standing out front waiting for our rides when Ann spoke up “so Michelle are you new to the area” she asked as I paused Jill spoke up “no she has lived here but just moved into my neighborhood” . That seemed to answer her question plus I did not have to remember a lot of lies about where I came from. Sara looked at Jill, “we are going to the mall tomorrow would you like to go?” she asked. She then looked at me before Jill could answer, “Michelle you are welcome to come also.” Jill smiled and said “that sounds like fun but I will have to ask my mom, I will call you first thing in the morning and let you know”. I said the same thing. There ride got there first and they left. Jill’s mom showed up just a little later and gave us a ride home. She dropped me off at my house and Jill gave me a hugs and a kiss on the cheek again. I walked to the front door and went in. Mom was still up and we talked about the evening and the movie. I told her it was good and I had a good time. Then I told her about Sara and Ann and the invitation to go to the mall tomorrow. She smiled and said it would be fine if I wanted to go.

We went up to go to bed and mom helped me take off my makeup and even gave me one of her night gowns to wear. It was so soft and felt so nice against my skin. I slept really well. In the morning I got up and took my shower and mom helped me with my hair. I was surprised at how well my hair held its curl from the day before. Mom was able to make it look just as it did with just a curling iron and some hair spray. Mom then helped me with my makeup but still insisted that I do some of it myself and would correct me as needed. She put the corset on me and tightened it up and then I got dressed in the same outfit I had worn last night and we walked over to Jill’s house. I guess mom didn’t want me walking by myself just yet.

When we got there Jill took me right up to her room and gave me a white skirt and a new top, “Dear you can’t be seen wearing the same outfit two days in a row” she said. Again something I had never thought about, as a boy I never thought about wearing the same clothes twice. Jill had on a cream color skirt and top with her heels on. Our moms drove us to the mall and left us to meet up with Ann and Sara. As we walked into the mall I suddenly got a little scared, there would be a lot more people in the mall and it was during the day when it was really bright out instead of us being in a dimly lit movie theater. Jill smiled and took my hand, “it will be fine Michelle you look every bit the girl I do” she said.

Ann and Sara showed up and we had a great time at the mall. I must have tried on dozen of outfits, from skirts and dresses and so many shoes. I had never really liked going to the mall before but somehow being there with the three of them was so much fun. The four of us walking through the mall in our short skirts and heel drew quite a bit of attention from all the boys our age in the mall. Some were even following us. It was so strange to be on this side of the attention. I felt bothered by having boys look at me that way but at the same time there was some pride that I looked good enough for them to look at me that way.

We ate dinner in the food court and by the time we were done it was after 6 pm, we had spent over 7 hours at the mall. I could not believe that there was that much one could do at the mall. Sara called her mom and she came and gave us all a ride home. I got out at Jill’s as I said my mom was going to pick me up there at 9 pm. We were just inside Jill’s house when she grabbed me and gave me a big kiss right on the lips. I just looked at her. As she spoke, “that was so much fun today” I was still in shock about the kiss when we walked into her living room where her mom and my mom were. We told them all about our day and how much fun we had.

Mom smiled at me, “well sweetie sound like you had a wonderful day?” she said. I told her how much fun it was and about trying on all the clothes not thinking anything about it. It almost seemed normal. Mom and I said our goodnights and we walked home. As we did mom and I talked about the day. When we got home mom said we needed to sit down and talk. We sat on the couch and mom started,” Sweetie, I have been thinking and while we are keeping your nails long to break your habit of biting them maybe you should be my daughter for that time” she said. “this way you can still be out and do things with your friends and won’t have to sit at home, what do you think?” she asked. I thought for a moment, I had a great time with Jill and Sara and Ann were nice even if they never really talked to me as Mike, Michelle they seemed to like. Pretending to be a girl was kind of fun and a lot better than being a boy with long red nails. I gave her a hug and told her that would be fine. She gave me a hug “let’s go get you ready for bed, I am glad to have a daughter for awhile” she said.

When we got to my bedroom it had changed, I had a little vanity table with a mirror and a bunch of makeup on it in the corner. My bed now had pink sheets and a pink comforter on top. I looked at Mom and she smiled, “Janet and I went shopping today, I have always wanted to be able to shop for a daughter. Not that I don’t love you as Mike but all moms wish they had a little girl so I am going to enjoy Michelle for a little while” she said. I gave her a hug and told her it was fine, she could spoil Michelle if she wanted. I took off my makeup and mom helped me out of the corset. On my bed was a pink teddy that mom had also bought me to wear to bed. I slept really well again and woke up feeling really good. I took my shower and went to my dresser and there I saw panties, bras but none of my boy underwear. I opened my closet and there were a couple dresses, and a dozen skirts and tops in different colors and on the floor were four pairs of heels all with 3 or 4 inch heels.

Mom came in and smiled, “I got carried away yesterday, don’t worry. All these things will fit Jill so when we cut your nails we can give them to her” she said. “I just want to make the most of this while my daughter is here” she said. I gave her a hug and kiss and told her it was fine. I know I should have hated it but for some reason it really didn’t bother me.

The next few weeks were great; mom and I became closer than ever before. Jill and I were becoming more than best friends, she would kiss me almost every time we met or part. She even asked me out on a date, her words. Ann and Sara became close friends too. Everything was going great when mom told me that I could cut my nails down and get rid of the nail polish. I was a little sad as I had become use to them and really liked them. I told Jill and she gave me a kiss, “I will be sad to see your nails go but I think I love you, Michelle or Mike it doesn’t matter I love you” she said. I gave her a big kiss smearing our lipstick.

The next morning Mom and I went to get our nails done, hers a fill and mine cut and the polish removed. I kept thinking about the fact I had had them for almost two months now and would be sad to see them go. When we got to the salon we were both shown to a table. Mom looked at the nail tech doing my nails; Michelle would like her nails trimmed down short and the polish removed. The lady quickly removed all the nail polish and asked me how short I wanted them. I know I should have jumped at the chance to have them cut but I really liked them and I don’t know why. She again asked I and I smiled at her and I heard my voice say just a fill please. They were busy so mom was two tables away and couldn’t hear what I said. The nail tech filled my nails and when she was done smiled, “would you like a clear coat” she asked. I again before I thought told her I would like red again. She painted my nails and took me over to the nail dryer. Soon my mom came over and we sat and talked as our nails dried. When they were done mom paid and we left. In the car Mom smiled at me, Well Mike will you miss your nails?” she asked. I looked at her and told her no I would not. She looked a little surprised, “after two months of having long beautiful nails you won’t even miss them a little? She asked again. I smiled and told her no, as calmly as I could. Mom looked over at me so I held my hands up with my long beautiful red nails. “But sweetie, I said you could cut them and remove the nail polish” mom said. I looked down “I know mom but I really like them” I said, “is that okay?” I asked. Mom smiled “Yes dear you can keep your nails” she said so we went home.

Jill was waiting for us when we got home. As I walked up she saw my nails and ran up and gave me a big kiss right in the lips in front of my mom. “Wow Michelle I am so glad you kept your pretty nails” Jill said. “I guess my best girl friend is staying for a while” she said. “I guess so” I said. Mom took us both inside the house, “now girls if you want to kiss or be more than friend you must be careful when you are in public so know one sees you” mom said. Then she looked right at me, “I guess I get to keep my daughter a little longer” she said. I smiled “Yes mom if that is okay with you? ” I asked. Mom gave me a kiss, “yes sweetie I love you no matter what and it would be fun to have my daughter a little longer.” mom said. And so my life as Michelle began.