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Birthday Surprise   2 comments

Birthday surprise

By Tiffany wells

Well I guess we should start with a little background. My name is John Wells, I have a twin sister Jennifer Wells and we live with our Mom Jill. My mom was only 16 years old when she had my sister and I and I found out later we were actually triplets. Now at the time we were born being as my mom was so young my Grandma really raised us and her name was Janet, yes if you haven’t figured it out my family likes names that start with the letter J. Now being triplets we were born 5 weeks early so we all stayed in the hospital for a couple weeks which was very expensive. Now we had always thought our other twin had died but we found out later that Grandma had given her up, seems with all the teen pregnancies they had passed a law where you could take an unwanted baby to any fire or police station and drop them off no questions asked and that is what Grandma did. Her name was Julie and she had lots of health issues and Grandma and my mom knew they would never be able to take care of her especially with my sister and me so they gave her up.

Now my sister and I were both healthy happy kids growing up but as a result of our being born early I am assuming we both never got really big. My sister is 5’1 and I only got to 5’2 and we both weight right around 105 lbs. now for a girl this is not that bad but for a boy growing up it is terrible. Even today at 17 I look like I am a 6th grader which made it hard to fit in so I tried everything including growing my brown hair long and wearing it in a ponytail to try to be cool, well I actually had another reason also that I kept to myself. Growing up in a family with 3 women can be tough and as a result I found myself fascinated by the cute dresses and the makeup they wore.
As I said my grandma raised us till we were 10 when she died in a car wreck and my mom till this point was more like a big sister. Mom finished high school and then went to college seems after she had us and became a mom she really settled down and put effort into her studies and earned a batcher degree in business. Now mom was beautiful with long blonde hair and looked like a model and was also very smart. Mom got a really good job with a cosmetic company in New York and made good money and after Grandma died she stepped up and took over raising us. I think it was when we turned 12 my mom started letting my sister Jennifer use makeup and that is when I realized I was really different. Don’t get me wrong my mom loved me but she would do all the mother daughter things with Jennifer including getting their hair and nails done, Jennifer also now had blonde hair and her and mom looked more like sisters then mother daughter.
I was about 13 the first time I tried on one of my sister’s dresses and played with some of her makeup and found I really liked it. Now as I said being a small boy is hard but for a girl it is a good thing and with my long hair I could take it out of the ponytail and I actually made a fairly pretty girl. Now my school schedule was pretty good as on Tuesdays I would only do a half so I was done by 11 the other half was for study hall but we could leave and go home if we wanted which I did. Jenifer’s half day was Wednesday and what was even better is she was active in drama so on Tuesdays and Thursdays she would stay after school for rehearsal till 4 so it was about 4:30 or so when she got home and mom would get home a little after 5 so I had a few hours to myself so Tuesdays became my day to dress up and be a girl for a while. I did this all through the school year and loved it the only bad part was summer vacation as I would not get the chance to dress.
Now we lived in one of those high rise apartment building and we were on the 18th floor and had a nice big apartment so I had room to move around and have fun but as I dressed more I always wanted to go out although I was to scared even though I was completely passable because of my size. Now twice I did get up the courage to leave the apartment and go down to the coffee shop and get a drink and then right back up to the apartment. In our building as you left the apartment building on the right side going out was a small Starbucks and then a café just past it and on the left was a beauty salon. The door to the coffee shop was just 5 feet down from the apartment door so it was a limited exposer. The elevator came down right by the door so it was only about 15 feet to the outside and another 5 feet and into the coffee shop. I did this a few times always telling myself I was going to spend some time there but always chickened out and got my drink and back up to the apartment. The only real fear was running into one of the neighbors leaving or going back into our apartment, once out in the building I don’t think anyone would recognize me. I don’t know why I didn’t do this more often.

Now I just turned 17 on June 8th and that is when it all started. Mom had told us she needed to go to LA for the summer to help with opening an office there for the summer. We would fly out the morning of June 9th and stay there all summer and Jennifer was really excited about this. School was out and it was Jennifer and my birthday and as always Mom was taking Jennifer out for a girl’s day out at the salon. Jennifer had to run to the school for a couple hours that morning and then she and mom would meet at the salon. They said they would be home around 4:30 to 5 and the 3 of us would go out for dinner. Well I was going to have a little birthday fun also as I had the whole day and I knew that I would not get a chance to dress and be pretty till the fall when school started up again.

So as soon as Jennifer left at 8 am to go to school I started getting ready and today I was determined to go to the coffee shop again and sit there for a little while. I took a nice long bath and shampooed my hair with some of my sister’s shampoo and even used her curling iron to give it just a little curl. I took extra time doing my makeup which I had gotten pretty good at doing and then it was to find an outfit I could wear. I tried on a few of her skirts and tops always careful to put them back just right so she wouldn’t know. I finally settled on a short black skirt with a pink top and a pair of 3″ heels. I looked really good and I knew no one would recognize me or think I was anything other than a girl. I borrowed one of Jennifer’s purses and put the lipstick in it along with some money and of course my key. Now I just needed the courage to go.

I was just getting ready to leave when the phone rang so I walked into the kitchen and picked up the phone and answered it well it turned out to be a wrong number and as I was hanging the phone up I heard the front door open and in walked Jennifer. I panicked and stood flat against the wall hoping she wouldn’t see me. She called out to me as she walked into her bedroom. I was scared, what could I do. She left her door open so I could not get to my room and I couldn’t stay here in the kitchen. I thought quickly and decided I had to make a break for the door and get out of there which really was my plan all along. Boy was I lucky for the wrong number otherwise I would have been walking out of the apartment just as Jennifer came back. It was now or never so I moved across the living room and opened the door as quietly as I could and left.

Now I didn’t know why she was home or how long she would be there so I moved as quickly as I could in the high heels to the elevator and pushed the button just hoping the elevator would get there before Jennifer came out of the apartment. As the elevator door opened I saw Jennifer stepping out of the apartment and walking towards me but luckily the door shut so I was safe for now. I was so scared but also it was such an exciting feeling, my heart was pounding and I was actually enjoying it a little I think it was the fear of almost getting caught.

I got to the lobby and headed for the door, as I got there my heart almost stopped. My mom was out front on her phone standing just a little down from the coffee shop and looking this way. I would have to walk right towards her and get within about 5 feet of her to get in the door. As I turned to go back I saw the other elevator door open and Jennifer walked out and headed towards me. I panicked, what should I do. I walked out the door and turned left to get away from them. Now this is New York and the streets are always crowded and there were all kinds of people coming at me so I went into the first door I came to, to get off the street which was for ten beauty Salon. A young girl came over and asked if she could help me and I again panicked not knowing what to say. She looked at me and smiled and I wondered if she knew I was a boy. She again spoke, you are a new here aren’t you and I just nodded my head. She smiled again and spoke up well you are our 1,000 new customer this year so as a prize you get a complete free makeover. I was shocked and didn’t know what to do and was just about to say no thank you and leave when I heard the door open behind me and the lady again spoke up, Hi Jill and Jennifer it will be just a moment. I could feel my heart beating through my chest walls. My mom and sister were standing right behind me. I couldn’t turn around I could do anything, I worked up all the courage I could and in my best female voice thanked her and said I would love the free makeover, actually at this point anything would be great to get me away from there so she escorted me back to a chair in the back and I sat down and only then could I look back and I was right it was my sister and mom by the door. They were shown to chairs right by the door so I was safe for now but I was also trapped as I couldn’t leave without walking right by them.

The beautician came over and introduced herself as Sarah and told me to relax and enjoy the experience. Relaxing was not an option at this point as I was scared to death. What would mom or Jennifer do if they saw me, Jennifer would be mad at me for wearing her clothes. I would die if I got caught. At this point I swore I would never do this again if I could just get out of this without them finding out. Sarah washed and conditioned my hair several times and then put some curlers in it and wrapped it all up. When she had finished that she led me up towards the front to a manicure table and had me sit down. I was really scared now as I was closer to the front and my mom and Jennifer. Sarah told me Nicole would be right with me to do my nails bit while I waited she would give me my facial so I leaned back and she rubbed creams and oils into my face and messaged it and it was actually relaxing other than the total fear I had about being caught. I saw my mom and Jennifer get up and start to walk towards me and I knew it was just about over when Sarah told me to close my eyes so she could put the mud mask on and started to smear this thick green cream over my face so I now looked like I had a Halloween mask on I had to keep my eyes closed but felt better as I didn’t think mom or Jennifer would recognize me this way. Well I heard someone sit down next to me and I heard mom speaking to Jennifer who must have been right next to her. They both got the same a facial and were told the same to keep their eyes closed for the mask so I kind of relaxed. I heard a girl talking as she took my hand, she said she was Nicole and would be doing my nails. I tried to talk as little as I could being right next to my mom but it was hard as Nicole liked to chat, luckily soon my mom and Jennifer were getting their nails done and of course the ladies doing their nails were talking with them so I felt better.

I must have sat there for an hour while I got my nails done, my heart was still racing but I was feeling a little calmer now. Nicole finally said she was all done and helped me stand and led me over to another table where they leaned me back and started to wash the hardened mask off my face. I was still laid back over the sink hoping they were almost done so I could get out of here before my mom and Jennifer were done so I could get back home and change back. Sarah came back over and again more lotion on my face and a little more cream above my eyes. Then she put something above my eyes and pulled really hard and it really hurt. This was the first time so far that something didn’t feel nice. She then sat me up and started to take the curlers out of my hair and that is when I saw my hands. My nails were bright red and ½ inch long. I was in trouble as these would be hard to get off quick when I got home. I just sat there staring at my hands as Sarah brushed out my hair.

Sarah then said it was time for my makeup and she spun the chair around and for the first time I saw myself. My brown hair was now blonde and cut in a feminine style and worse than that it was the same style my sister had. My eyebrows were also different, they were very thin and had a high arch to them. I was way beyond being able to change what they had done to me when I got home. I was trapped and no place to hide. Sarah did my makeup and it was way better than I had ever done including red lipstick to match my nails. Sarah led me over to the chairs were you get the pedicures and sat me down and started to fill up the tub you soak your feet in.

I was trying to figure a way out of this and the only thing I could come up with was to run away. Suddenly I saw my mom sitting in the chair next to me so I tried not to look her way hoping she would not notice when Sarah spoke up and said, Jill you were right with the new hair style your two daughters almost look like identical twins. I looked at Sarah and for the first time I turned and looked at my mom and I was about to cry when she put her hand on mine and told me to calm down. She told me that she and Jennifer had known for a while about my secret and the only thing they were unhappy about was that I felt I had to hide it from them. She also told me they knew how left out I felt when they had their girl’s day out at the salon and wanted to include me today for our birthday. Jennifer came over and sat on the other side of me and gave me a smile. She said it would be fun to have a twin she could hang out with and do all the girl stuff with which made me feel better.

The ladies came over and did our pedicures and they felt so wonderful and for the first time all day I felt relaxed. They painted our toes the same red color so now all 3 of us had red toes, fingers and lips. In a way we even looked like mom but you could tell she was a little older and her hair just a little different style. Mom paid the bill and then said it was time for us to go out to dinner. I looked in the mirror and knew I would never be mistaken for anything other than a pretty young lady.

We got to the Restaurant and went in. I was a little nervous even though I knew no one could tell. Mom and Jennifer just kept telling me to calm down and it would be okay. Mom asked us what we wanted to eat and Jennifer said a salad and the baked chicken breast. I was going to get the BBQ ribs as that is my favorite food and mom just shook her head. She smiled and told me no I would have to pick something else as that would be too messy and mess up my face and lipstick not to mention getting under my nails. She suggested I have the same thing as Jennifer so I agreed. I guess I never thought about stuff like that before.

We had a great dinner and then it was time to leave and go home. On the way out to the car mom asked me if I had enjoyed my day and my present, I gave her a big hug and told her I did it was the best present ever and I was sad it was almost over.

We got in the car and mom asked me if I had my ID with me which I didn’t as I left that in my wallet at home so she passed back a card and to my surprise it had the name Julie Wells and it had my picture on it well if you looked real close you could see it was my sister but we looked so much alike now no one would know that. Julie was the name of then baby she had given up so her and Jennifer used that birth certificate and went down and got a drivers license in that name for me.

As I looked at it I asked what this was for and Jennifer spoke right up and said well it really doesn’t have to end that quick she said, you could be my sister for the summer in LA. I looked at her as if she had lost her mind but I will admit the thought of it was exciting. Mom looked at me in the mirror with that motherly love look. Sweetie she said I think you should spend the summer as a girl and see what you think about it and if it is something you really want or just a fascination you have with being a girl. I really wanted to but wasn’t sure if I should or if I could tell my mom I wanted to. It was almost like my mom was reading my mind as she knew what I was thinking because the next thing she said was that I had to trust her enough to tell her how I truly felt which I am not sure I really knew.

I was just getting ready to tell her I would try when she pointed out that my hair was now blonde and very feminine and the only way to change that would be to cut it off and there was nothing we could do about my eyebrows till they grew back in a few weeks and the nails were acrylic and would be really hard to get off and would damage my natural nails and people would be able to tell so basically I was trapped at least for a few weeks besides our flight out in the morning was for 7:30 and as it was after 8 pm now there was no place we could even go now to try to change any of the thing that had been done to me besides the tickets for the flight were in Jill, Jennifer & Julie’s name so I would have to travel as Julie.

In a way I was kind of excited about the idea plus I could say I had no choice in the matter. We got home and started packing and all we put were Jennifer’s clothes as we had to take enough for both of us. Mom asked for my male Driver’s License which I gave her and she put it in her dresser drawer and told me for the summer I was her daughter Julie and that I would have to answer to that name and act like a proper young lady. With that I was off to bed and looking forward to my summer as a girl in LA.

Grandma’s special gift   2 comments

Grandma’s special gift.

By Elisabeth James

Well my name is Kelly Frost and I have had an interesting life. My parents are both very successful and work at Microsoft and as such we live in a big beautiful house in Seattle, actually it is bigger than we need as it has 5 bedrooms upstairs a master bedroom and then two pairs of bedroom each which share a bathroom with the room next to it like in the TV show the Brady Bunch. Well enough about that so let me tell you a little about me.

I am 16 years old and very small for a boy my age, actually I stopped growing at age 11, and I am only 5’4″ tall and weigh about 115. My story really starts when I was 7, I loved to watch my mom put on her makeup there was just something special about it, she looked so pretty. I guess I was jealous, I knew boys were not supposed to be pretty but I couldn’t help myself. Anyway when I could I would sneak a tube of lipstick or some eye shadow to play with. I thought there was something wrong with me but I couldn’t help myself. I think it was when I was 9 I started putting on some of my mom’s clothes that I could somewhat fit in. this is about the time I started growing my hair out as lots of boys my age had long hair. Now I am not saying I wanted to be a girl I just loved everything about them and the way they looked.

Any way when I was 9 I also got my first computer for the start of the school year and it was the best gift I had ever got as I was able to go online and I found Facebook and all kinds of boys just like me from my age up that like to dress as girls, well it didn’t take long for me to set up a Facebook account so I could chat with them and suddenly I wasn’t alone. Now with a name like Kelly I didn’t think to change my name so this would mean I could set up a Facebook page for my boy self but that was okay. It was great to talk with others and know I was not alone. I even put a couple pictures online when I had on mom’s dress and some makeup but nothing you could clearly see my face. Then other good thing about the computer was I was able to send e-mails and now I could e-mail my Grandma who lived in Portland. My Grandma was really well off, I mean she lived in a bigger house then we did and traveled all the time which meant I really didn’t get to see her very much at best once a year so this was a way I could keep in touch. Now she was really nice but she was also a little eccentric at least that is what my mom and dad called it but I guess when you get older you can do what you want.

Well I was shocked when my Grandma said she was coming to our house for Thanksgiving but I was really looking forward to it as it had been over a year since I had seen her. I was really excited and my parents just told me to be on my best behavior and not do anything to make her made. Any way we picked Grandma up at the airport on Wednesday night and she gave me a big hug and said how happy she was to see her granddaughter which caught me off guard, mom just said it was because of my long hair. Any way when we got home Grandma had little gifts for all of us and when she got to me she handed me a couple small boxes and to my surprise inside were two dresses, she gave me a big hug and told me it was time I stopped being such a tom boy and how cute I would look in them. Mom and dad both told her I was a boy but she just smiled and told them she knew how they had wanted a boy but it was time I started dressing like a girl. Mom gave me a hug and apologized and told me Grandma had a little trouble with reality and they would make it up to me so I thanked Grandma and gave her a big hug. Now deep down inside I was thrilled with the dresses as now I had my own in my size.

When Grandma left both mom and dad told me how sorry they were about the dresses and they would fix it. I told them thanks and I understood about grandma. Mom was going to get rid of the dresses so I had to think quickly. Mom why don’t we put them in the next room just in case Grandma comes back we wouldn’t want her to think I just got rid of them, mom thought that was a great idea and so did I as I could get into that room anytime I wanted through the bathroom.

Now it was getting close to Christmas and we received several boxes from grandma, one for mom, one for dad and 3 for me I was shocked as grandma had always sent gifts but this year she really went overboard. I couldn’t wait for Christmas day. Well it finally got there and I got so many great gifts from my mom and dad and even Santa and then it came to the boxes from grandma. I opened the card and I saw right away it said to her special granddaughter on Christmas so my hopes were high she would send me something pretty I just had to not act to excited. I opened the first box and sure enough it had not one but 5 pretty dresses in it I got to the second box and when I opened it I didn’t have to act shocked as I was. Grandma had sent me an assortment of bras and panties and a few nighties in such pretty colors I looked at mom and dad and they were just as shocked as I was but probably for a different reason. The third box had several pairs of shoes all with heels ranging from 1″ to 4″ which I loved but for someone my age probably a little more grown up then I was and also a makeup set. I looked at mom, she gave me a hug and told me they would make it up to me. I picked up the boxes and mom asked me what I was doing. I just smiles and told her I was going to go put them in the spare bedroom so when Grandma came she could see them. She gave me a hug and told me what a wonderful child I was to care so much about grandma.

That night I could control myself so I went to bed early, mom and dad thought it was because I was disappointed and they promised to make it up to me. I snuck into the other room and got a bra, panty, dress and makeup and soon I was all dressed up and looked better than I had ever. I took a couple pictures and posted them on my Facebook page and this time you could see my face not that anyone would recognize me. I soon got comments from some of my friends which I now had over 200 and all of them told me how cute I looked. I told them all about the presents I got from grandma and they said how lucky I was which I new. Now as I said by this age I had stopped growing so I was now happy about that as I would outgrow these wonderful gifts.

Well as I said I loved this and Grandma started coming around more, Easter, My Birthday in June, Thanksgiving and Christmas and she always bought me cute dresses, shoes and girl things and mom and dad just gave up trying to convince her I was her grandson and thanked me for being so understanding of a grandma. Well it was Easter when I was 14 when Grandma showed up with this really pretty pink Easter dress for me and I thanked her for it and gave her a big hug. Any way it was about an hour before dinner when Grandma said we should all get dressed up for dinner today, she looked at me and told me to go put on my new dress. Now she had bought me many things over the last few years but she had never asked me to wear them. When she came I would stay in the spare room with all her stuff and that had always been enough. I looked at mom and I could see the look on her and dad’s face and I could tell they were about to say something when I realized I had to say something or risk an end to it all. I walked over to mom and said well we normally don’t dress up but if mom dad thought it was a good idea I would agree. Mom gave me a big hug and said she would help me. On the way upstairs she thanked me for being so understanding, I just smiled and said for one day I could do it. We got into the room and I was getting the dress when mom sat me down, sweetie it is so nice of you to do this but I am afraid you will also have to wear the underwear as she held up a pink bra and panty. My heart almost stopped as this was too wonderful. I did my best to hide my excitement and told her for grandma I would. Soon I was standing there wearing a bra, panty, and a beautiful pink dress and of course some low heels. I was in heaven. We went outside, dad gave me a hug and told me he knew how hard this was on me but thanked me for putting grandma first. Grandma’s eyes lit up when she saw me and she gave me a hug and told me what a beautiful girl I was and it was a shame I didn’t dress this way more. Grandma also had on a beautiful dress that almost match mine in color. Mom and dad went upstairs to change and grandma too me back into the room. She sat me down and told me I was old enough to wear a little makeup. With that she put on some eye shadow, mascara and a pretty pink lipstick. I was in shock, what would mom and dad say. When they came out they saw us in the bedroom and saw me, I just smiled and told them Grandma thought I was old enough. We all went down stairs and on the way down mom gave me a hug and promised to make this up to me and how proud she was I was thinking of grandma first.

We had a wonderful Thanksgiving and it was the most wonderful day of my life but I couldn’t tell mom that. I did not want the day to end and I did everything I could to keep from changing but soon it was 10 pm and time for me to go to bed. Mom and grandma came upstairs to help me and grandma picked out one of the nighties she had given me to sleep in. from then on whenever Grandma would come I would wear a dress and pretend I was her granddaughter and my parents would always reward me afterwards for being so thoughtful. It was the perfect life and I so looked forward to Grandma’s visits which seemed to increase. Seems as she got older she cut down on her traveling an d as such would come visit us about every 6 weeks which gave me a lot of time to be a girl. Grandma even took pictures which she would send me copies through e-mail and I would post to my Facebook page. She even taught me how to put on makeup. Even a few times mom would come in while she was showing me and give me tips. It was really so much fun. I even got pretty good at it.

By the time I was 15 I was pretty good at dressing up so much so that when we knew Grandma was coming over I would get dressed up before she arrived, mom would even help me maybe with my hair or makeup and we would pick out the outfit I was to wear which was getting harder as my wardrobe had really grown as Grandma always had something new for me when she came. I think we all got used to it as mom and dad no longer shall we say made it up to me which was okay as I totally enjoyed my girl time, it became the new normal when grandma was here although we never went out which is something I really wanted to do now but that was okay as I got time to dress and I had my friends online I could video chat with while I was dressed up and I had posted so many pictures to my Facebook account. I would chat with some of my friends online that were older about what it was like to go out and I had several friends that were real girls and we would chat about what it was like to go to the beauty salon and get your hair done or a nail salon and get your nails done and it always sounded so much fun. I new someday I would get the chance to go out. Or what it would be like to live for a week or more as a girl to do this every day.

Well it was my 16 birthday on June 21st which fell on a Saturday and Grandma was coming to town for it. My Parents told me we would go out and celebrate after grandma left so I was happy as I would get to spend my birthday as a girl this year. Grandma arrived on Thursday night so while dad was at the airport picking her up mom and I were at home getting her granddaughter ready. By the time they arrived home I looked so beautiful and so much like a girl no one would ever be able to tell and I could see in my mom’s eyes she was proud of the way I looked.

Grandma’s eyes lit up when she saw me and she gave me a big hug and told me how pretty I was and how lucky she was to have such a beautiful granddaughter. Even dad told me I looked pretty and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Grandma had a few presents for me but she told me I had to wait till Saturday, my birthday to open them but maybe if I was good I could have one present tomorrow which was Friday. Mom and dad both had to work so it would be Grandma and me at home all day alone and I hoped she had something special to give me.

Grandma smiled Kelly my dear lets go out and have some fun today maybe some shopping or something. Now I knew I should have said no as I have never gone outside like this but I so wanted to. How much fun would that be? I gave her a hug and told her that sounded like so much fun. She smiled and told me to go put my ID, some money and makeup in my purse as the cab would be here shortly. I was shocked she had already arranged for a cab.

By the time I got back downstairs the cab was there and so I took my first steps outside. Now we did have a big house which also meant a big yard and long drive so I really didn’t have to worry about the neighbors seeing me which made it a lot easier. Soon we were on our way. We got to the mall and the cab left us off at one end and grandma and I walked to the door and inside and I past several people and none of them pointed at me or laughed, a couple boys did take a good look the way I do when a pretty girl goes by. Just inside the door was a beauty parlor and grandma headed inside. I paused for a moment and grandma smiled at me and said, honey you are 16 now you need to take better care of your hair and nails now so I went in. we were greeted at the door and I found out Grandma had made an appointment for us both.

We started off with our hair, first a wash and then cut just a little off the ends then some conditioning and then another rinse and then my hair was set up in curlers. Now I had played with my mom’s curling iron at home but this was a first. Once our hair was set we were led over to these chairs where they soak your feet and give you a pedicure. Oh this was so relaxing and I was enjoying every minute. It was everything I had hoped it would be. When they were done she asked me what color I wanted. Now I have played with makeup but never nail polish I looked at grandma and she smiled and told me any color I liked so I picked out this bright red color which grandma liked too so we both got our toes painted that color. They looked so beautiful and no one would see them unless I was barefoot so I thought I might even be able to keep them painted once grandma left.

From here we were led over to these little table for our manicure. Again they soaked our hands and fingers and pushed the cuticle back at least that is what the lady said which made my nails look longer. She then glued some extensions on the end and cut them down till they were about a half inch long. She then started to spread a paste over them and shape them. It was so relaxing and such a great feeling. It took her almost an hour to do this and then she took the same bright red color and painted our finger nails, now this I knew I couldn’t keep which I was sad about but I had them now.

We then went over to another chair where we put our hands under these lights for the polish to dry and while we did this they gave us a facial. They put a cream on our face that kind of hardened and then washed it off. They then spread another paste above my eyes and pushed down and rubbed then I felt them pull away and I jumped. Up to now everything had been so relaxing and fun but this hurt. I suddenly realized I had just had my eyebrows waxed. I got a little scared now as things might be getting out of control. The lady put a moisturizer on my face and massaged it in which relaxed me and then she started to apply makeup. I couldn’t wait to see what I looked like.

When this was all done we went back over to the chairs we started at and they took the curlers out of my hair and brushed it out. I was could not wait to see what I looked like. Finally she was satisfied and turned my chair so I could look in the mirror. I was in shock, I was both scared and thrilled at the same time. I did look totally beautiful and completely like a 16 year old girl but I also had a very feminine haircut and style with bangs and my light brown hair was now a blonde color and really curly. It would be impossible to make this look at all like a boy’s hair style. My eyebrows were also well shaped with a high arch and there was nothing at all boyish about them, actually most girls in my class would love to have eyebrows like this. I looked at grandma and told her I was worried what mom and dad would think. She smiled and gave me a hug and said, my beautiful granddaughter you are a young lady now and they will see you for that, they will be so proud of you. I knew what she meant and had I been a girl that would have been true but I was their son and they had been going along with this while grandma was here this was a little more permanent. There really wasn’t anything I could do so I made the best of it after all it is something I dreamed about doing. I couldn’t wait to post pictures on my Facebook page and chat with some of my friends especially a few of the girls I had been chatting with.

It is funny the friends you can make online they are from all over the world, and although you never really meat them they are in some ways really good friends. Most of them other crossdressers, some real girls I had met and even a few older woman that in some ways were like online moms that I could talk to and it was amazing the support I got from all of them. The girls all told me I needed to do what made me happy the older woman told me the same thing and that they would love their child no matter who he was or how he wanted to live his life, one even encouraged me to tell my mom and dad how I felt. Tonight when I got online I would have so much fun but right now I had to focus on the here and now and enjoy this time out.

We walked into the mall and I had a whole new kind of self-confidence as I knew I looked as good as any other 16 year old girl at the mall, actually probably better. We stopped at a little jewelry store and grandma bought me a ring, bracelet a necklace and some earrings. The earrings were little gold hoop earrings and they were for pierced ears. I looked at grandma and she smiled you are 16 you should have your ears pierced, I looked at the lady and figured why not as at this point pierced ears would be the least of my problems so I sat down and in a few minutes I had gold hoop earrings in my ears.

From here we went to the food court and had a late lunch and then we hit the mall shopping. We went to every store that sold anything that a girl might want. Shoe stores, dress shops, Victoria’s secret which is one shop I had always wanted to go into but was too afraid. We even went to a bridal store and I tried on a wedding dress. I tried on so many beautiful dresses today it was like being in heaven and the funny thing is somewhere during the day I stopped thinking about being a boy dressed as a girl and started thinking of myself as a girl and enjoying it. It was the most wonderful day of my life.

Well by now it was after 5 and grandma called a cab to take us home. We were on the way home when mom called me on my cell phone. She said her and dad were worried when they got home and we were gone. I told her grandma had wanted to take me shopping today and I heard the pause in her voice, did she take you as a girl? I said yes and I heard my mom tell me how sorry she was and she hopes I was okay. I really didn’t want to go into it on the phone with grandma right next to me so I just told her it was fine and we had a great day and there was nothing to worry about and then I did tell her grandma did go a little over board today to give her a heads up. She asked what I meant and I just quietly said two words, beauty parlor. Mom let out a small gasp, sweetie I am so sorry for you, I will make this up to you somehow. I just said its okay I am fine and I knew I would soon be home and they would see me and what had happened.

The cab pulled up in front of the house and for the first time I was scared. I got out of the cab and grandma and I walked to the front door, I did my best to stay behind her. We got inside and my mom came to great me, she stopped and her mouth dropped open and she couldn’t speak. Grandma looked at her and said, see what a beautiful young lady your daughter has turned into. Mom gained he senses back and said yes she is beautiful. She gave me a hug and whispered in my ear that everything would be alright. She then called dad by saying, honey come see how beautiful your daughter is grandma took her to the beauty salon today for a complete makeover and you will not believe how beautiful she is now.

Dad came around the corner and looked at me and I could see in his eyes he was confused, not upset but more of a wow he is a beautiful daughter. He paused for a moment and looked at me, then grandma and then me again. Then he walked over and said I guess my little girl has turned into a beautiful young lady and he gave me a kiss on my cheek.

We all went in and had a nice dinner and talked and I could see mom and dad looking at me from time to time trying not to stair, and as time went by we got back to a more natural sense in the house and it was almost like they overlooked what had happened to me so I felt more relaxed. That night when I went to bed dad actually called me over to kiss him good night and mom and grandma took me up and helped me clean off my makeup and get ready for bed.

The next day my birthday I got up and mom, dad and grandma were all waiting for me downstairs. I opened my presents from mom and dad and they were the normal type presents. I opened grandma’s presents and I found several pairs of skirts, several pairs of Capri’s and about 20 tops all very colorful and so pretty. Mom and dad said we would have a nice dinner tonight at home as mom would prepare anything I wanted. As I thought Grandma spoke up, nonsense it is her 16 birthday we have to do something special, I have planned a special day we are going downtown to the city center and go up in the Space Needle and walk around and see the city center. Mom and dad looked at me and without thinking I said that sounded like fun. I no more than said it and realized how it must have sounded. Mom smiled and looked at dad and said well if that is what my daughter wants lets go. Dad looked at me and said okay it sounded like a fun day.

I went and got my purse and mom followed me, are you sure you are okay with this sweetie, we will be outside all day. I looked at mom and said it would be fine it was only one day as long as it was okay with her and dad. Mom gave me a little kiss on my cheek and said it was fine she would love to have a daughter for the day and with that we were off.

It was funny as the day went by we all became more relaxed, I acted like a 16 year old girl and mom and dad treated me that way. Mom even pointed out a couple things I did that a girl shouldn’t and then we both broke up laughing when we realized what she said. The day was awesome to say the least. No one questioned if I were a girl, people held doors open and even several boys looked at me and when one came over to talk to me dad was right there like an over protective father should be. We had a wonderful day and then went out for dinner and it was after 9 when we got home and I was so tired I was ready for bed. Without thinking I went over and gave my dad a kiss and he gave me a kiss back and then I kissed mom and grandma and up I went to bed.

Sunday Morning g I got up and mom and dad were downstairs for breakfast but Grandma hadn’t come down yet. Mom said morning sweetie and dad asked how I was doing. I told them I was fine. We sat and talked for a bit and then mom gave me a hug. Sweetie we have a problem, I just looked at her. You know we love you and we are so proud of the way you have acted and all you have done for your grandma and she didn’t mean any harm to you, she loves you very much as we do. I looked at them both and said I know. Well dear the things she has done, the hair color it will be weeks before we can color it back unless you want to cut it all off. The nails again will be a week or better before they can be removed, we can cut them short but still you will have acrylic on them and the eye brows there is nothing we can do about them till they grow back. I looked at them again and said what are you saying? Mom looked at dad and then said well dear, we know Grandma is leaving today but it will be very hard for you to look like a boy for a while, it may be easier and only if it is okay with you to be a, well a girl, our daughter. I thought for a moment this was my fantasy coming true to live as a girl for a few weeks.

I paused for a moment to make sure I didn’t sound too excited and to get just the right words. I guess if you think it is okay I mean if you don’t mind it might be easier. Mom was getting ready to say something when dad spoke up, we love you Kelly and nothing will change that, not how you dress or what you do, you are still our son, well I guess daughter. All that matters are that you are happy and healthy. Plus I will admit I had always hoped we would have another child maybe a daughter and well I actually enjoyed yesterday. Mom and I both looked at dad for a moment as we took in what he said. He was the one I figured would be the least understanding. Mom looked at me and said your father is right, boy, girl, son, or daughter I will love you no matter what. You are such a good person for doing what you did for Grandma and like your father I would love to have a daughter to do all those mother daughter things with. I was actually a little jealous about grandma going to the beauty salon and getting her nails done with you as I thought it should have been me. Does that sound weird?

I looked at them and could no longer hold back, I love you both so much and I feel so bad as you think I am such a wonderful son for what I did for Grandma. The truth is I really liked this, when she started giving me girl clothes I loved it as I really like dressing this way. I was too scared to tell you the truth, I am your son but I feel more comfortable this way. I would like to stay your daughter for a while if that is okay with you. Dad got up from the table and came down by me and looked me right in the eye, I was afraid that what I said may have changed everything. Dad leaned down and gave me a kiss on the cheek looked at mom and said I guess we have a daughter for a while. Then he looked at me, now young lady I expect you to be a proper young lady and that is how mom and I will treat you, do you understand? I said yes. That is good and remember we both love you no matter what. He looked at mom and said I guess we will have to fix up that room proper for a 16 year old girl. Mom looked at me and smiled we will have so much fun dear but you must promise me one thing, you will always be honest with us. If you want to go back to being our son you must tell us or if you want to stay our daughter that is okay, even if you want to permanently change. Now that is something had never thought about as I had always planned on meeting a girl and getting married someday, I had never even thought about boys. I looked at mom and told her I would be honest with them and that I didn’t ever see me wanting to change permanently as I had no interest in boys.

On the bright side I would no longer have to pretend just when grandma came over. Just about this time Grandma walked in had gave us all a hug. She smiled at me and then my mom and dad. She said she would be sad to go but would be back in 5 weeks again for a visit as she loved all of us so much. I gave her a hug and said I would be looking forward to it and maybe we could go shopping and to get our nails done at which mom spoke up and said only if she could go also. Grandma hugged me and said that sounded wonderful and she could think of nothing better than going to the nail salon and getting a pedicure and our nails done with her daughter and grandson. I gave her a kiss and then stepped back and looked at her. Mom was the first to speak, what did you say mom? She smiled again I said there is nothing I would enjoy more than getting my nails done with my daughter and grandson. I looked at her but you thought I was your granddaughter?

Grandma let out a little laugh, sweetie I may be old but I could never forget you were my grandson. I just knew you liked to dress as a girl and wanted to but were too afraid to tell anyone. So I figured if I treated you as my granddaughter and bought you the things you needed you would say something, the beauty salon was my last hope, I hope you don’t mind but I love you too much to not help you be who you feel you are.

I looked at her, how could you possible know, sweetie you are so young. When you put my e-mail address into your e-mail account it linked it with your Facebook page and I got a friends request. I was a little surprised to see you dressed up and posting pictures and even though I couldn’t see your face clearly I recognized your bedroom. We have been Facebook friends for several years now, I am Miss James. She was one of the older ladies I had been talking too online for a couple years, the one who told me that my parents would understand and I should tell them as all parents want their children to be happy no matter what. She looked at me and gave me a big kiss, those chats we had changed my life and made me realize how important family is and what I was missing when I realized I didn’t even know my own grandson. I didn’t know what to say so I just gave Grandma a big kiss and told her I loved her. She looked at me and asked if I would be seeing her off at the airport today and I told her I would as she had helped me accept who I was and I loved her for it. And so that is how my life changed. It is now the end of summer and I have lived the last two and half months as a girl. I talked with mom and dad last night and told them I want to stay this way for a while longer so I have transferred to another school and will be going to school this year as a girl.

Mom and dad both love me and they love having a daughter although sometimes I think they miss their son especially dad when we are late going someplace and dad hast to wait for not only mom but me to finish our hair or makeup. Mom loves going to the beauty salon with me every other week to get our nails and hair done. I think mom has more of a glow about her now and I think she looks better now than she ever has as we do all the girly things together and she now also has long acrylic nails and wears makeup all the time and has even tried a few new hair styles. Being a girl is so much fun I can’t wait to see what the future holds.

PS Grandma is planning on moving here soon as she just bought the big house across the street, yes it is a 6 bedroom 4,000 sq. ft. house, she is downsizing.

How your life can change   Leave a comment

How your life can change

By Toni Girl

My name is Kelly and I just turned 21 and my life is way different then I thought it would be, I have always been small I am only 5’4″ tall and weigh 125 so I really look more like a little kid. It also made it hard growing up as all the girls seemed to like the big football type boys. The only good thing about this is it allowed me to concentrate on my studies so I always got good grades.

I was 19 when I moved to Southern California and I found a small house in an older rundown neighborhood. Several of the houses were vacant but the house next door which had a young lady named Jill who lived there and she was beautiful and about the same age as me so I tried everything I could do to get to know her and it did work as we did become friends but I wanted more. We both worked at a local burger king as when you are young and just starting out it is hard to find a good paying job. We started carpooling to work to save money and this allowed me to get to know her better. We also started having dinner together always as friends though.

Jill was a pretty private person the only thing I knew for sure was she was not dating anyone. One night I was at her home for dinner and we were talking when I noticed something under her chair and reached down to pick it up and I am not sure who was more shocked as I pulled out a pair of handcuffs. I could see in Jill’s eyes she was embarrassed and scared so I made a joke about wondering what it would be like to be handcuffed which put her more at ease. We ended up talking for hours and Jill finally opened up to me. She had a thing for bondage and she would handcuff herself sometimes but she said it wasn’t the same as she could always unlock the cuffs. I felt we made a little connection that night.

Now I had never really thought about bondage but thought this was a chance to get closer to Jill and although it wasn’t something I really wanted to do I wasn’t against it either, I guess I was pretty neutral about it so the next night I was over their I talked with her and told her I was curious about bondage and would also like to try it. So after talking to her she pulled out a box that had all kinds of bondage things in it from paddles, leather straps, gags, ropes and several more pairs of handcuffs. I was in shock about all the things she had and that is when she asked me if I would handcuff her and I agreed. Now I was thinking this would be simple but she quickly put the ball gag in her mouth, put some cuffs on her ankles and then handed me a pair of handcuffs and the keys and turned around and put her hands behind her and I locked her up. I could see she was a little excited so I went ahead and left her on the bed and went out and cooked dinner which took about 45 minutes.

When dinner was ready I went back to the bedroom and she looked like she was really enjoying herself so I picked her up and carried her to the table. I then took the gag out of her mouth and she asked me what I was doing and I just smiled and told her I wasn’t ready to release her and that I would be feeding her tonight. Now I could see she was a little shocked, excited and maybe a little scared as she realized she was locked up till I released her. It was an incredible night.

The next night Jill came to my house for dinner we had a nice dinner and then Jill told me it was my turn and she pulled out some of her bondage stuff. The first thing was something made of leather with a collar which she put around my neck and it had a piece that went down my back. She then pulled my arms up behind my back and strapped them in behind my back. I was totally under her control now as there was no way I could get out by myself. I wondered what was next as she pulled me close and gave me a big kiss. This is the first kiss we have shared although I had dreamed about it. She then put the ball gag in my mouth and I was hers for the night. Now as I said I had never really thought about bondage before but it was quite the feeling, fear, excitement and helplessness. For the next couple hours I stayed this way and had to rely on her for help including going to the bathroom which was scary as I said we were just friends so she had never seen me naked but she pulled my pants down and helped me go and as there was nothing I could do I couldn’t even speak to her so I was a little shocked when she didn’t pull my pants back up so now I was naked from the waist down and I must admit I was a little excited which Jill noticed and she would play with me from time to time which made me all the more excited. After a couple hours she had me stand up and she pulled out a paddle and started to spank me, not real hard but enough to cause me a little discomfort and strangely enough I got real excited again at which point she pushed me down on the bed, pulled up her skirt and went down on me. It was the most incredible experience I have ever had and it didn’t take long and I was done. I couldn’t move and she just laid on top of me for a while.

Well this went on for the next couple weeks one night I would be her slave and the next she would be mine. As time went on we settled into a pattern and O was spending more of the time as her slave and I really enjoyed it. It seemed to happen so slowly that I didn’t even notice things were changing, it is funny how you miss the little things. Now we both had weekends off so the way it would work is Jill would be my slave on Wednesday and Thursday nights and from Friday to Wednesday I was her slave and since we had weekends off from Friday night till Monday morning I was her slave nonstop and we both loved it. After about a month we both knew we were in love.

Friday night we got home and Jill quickly striped me naked and bound my arms behind me and put the gag in my mouth, smiling at me she told me that as her slave now she wanted to mark me kind of put her brand on me which scared me a little as I was helpless at this point. She pulled out a bottle of bright red nail polish and told me she was going to paint my toes and when I hesitated she quickly grabbed the paddle and gave me a spanking that was just a little harder than the times before and told me it was not my place to refuse her and that no one would see my toes so I sat down and soon I had bright red toe nails. Later that night she again went down on me and it was another incredible love making session. I never knew it could be this way. At night she released me and we went to bed.

The next day when we got up I we took a shower together, she lathered me up and I did the same to her and then we washed off and my skin never felt softer that was because all my body hair not that I had much was gone. As I was getting dressed she handed me a pair of her pink panties and told me she wanted me to wear them as no one would see them and I didn’t even hesitate I just put them on. They felt different but in a good way as their soft feel against my smooth skin was incredible. So from this point I wore her panties every day and always had my toe nails polished and she was right no one could tell. It also gave me that feeling that I was still under her control even while at work and also when it was my turn to tie her up.

We had an incredible relationship and I learned I loved bondage. Well we did this for a few weeks and it was so much fun. It was Friday night and Jill had me strip down to just my pink panties and she started to bind my arms behind my back when she stopped and looked at my chest. She smiled and told me I had little man boobs extra fat on my chest and we needed to fix that so she pulled out a pink bra that matched my panties and put it on me. It was a little tight and actually pushed the fat up giving me small boobs. She then secured my arms behind my back for the evening. The bra felt a little strange but also exciting and I couldn’t help but look down to see my small boobs and the cleavage that was there. After a couple hours Jill started playing with me and as usual it didn’t take long to get me hard, she knew how to push all the right buttons on me. That night she had me wear the bra to bed along with one of her teddies.

Saturday morning we got up and we were going to Disney Land for the day and as we got dressed Jill handed me a pink bra to go with my panties and said it would be fun and so sexy if I wore it today. Now it was a little on the cool side and I was wearing a sweat shirt so I figured why not so now I was wearing pink panties and bra along with having bright red nail polish on my toes. Now I also must say that over the last couple I have not had time to get a haircut so my hair is down almost to my shoulder. I also didn’t look that close to see that even with the sweat shirt you could still see little boobs sticking out.

Well we got to Disney land and went in and we had so much fun and went on so many rides. At lunch we found a little café to eat a and the waiter came over and ask how we were doing by saying How are you ladies dong today which caught me off guard but then being so small and the long hair I could see where he made the mistake but before I could correct him Jill spoke up and told him yes we were having a wonderful girls day out. The rest of the day went by so fast and a couple times men would hold doors open for not only Jill but also me and I just went with it.

That night when we got home Jill was all over me, she didn’t even take time to bind my arms or anything. It was one of the most magical nights I have ever had. On Sunday morning we got up and we were going back to Disney land as we had bought a 2 day pass. Jill had set out a pair of white pantie’s and a pink bra which I put on but I did question why they were different colors at which point she smiled and told me I was not to question her choice and she then had me bend over and gave me a spanking, not in a mean way but it did get my attention. Jill just smiled at me and handed me a pair of her white Capri’s and a pink top as today it was sunny and would be in the 80’s and told me as everyone had thought I was a girl yesterday we were going to do it right today. I knew not to challenge her as I had become submissive to her by now so I put them on. I will admit you could really see my little boobs and the cleavage and of course the bra.

Jill then had me sit down at her vanity and used a curling iron on my hair to give it some curls and actually made it into quit a feminine style. I looked into the mirror and I could see how people had mistaken me for a girl yesterday. As I was doing this Jill started to put the same red nail polish on my fingers which really made my hands look different. She then did a quick makeup job mascara, eye shadow and a rose lipstick and she did the same to her face. She then handed me a pair of her open toed sandals which I put on and they showed my toes off well. I looked in the mirror and there was no way you could tell I was not a girl. With that we were on our way. It wasn’t till I was in the car and we had been gone from the house for a few minutes when it hit me what I was doing today and I got scared. Jill just smiled and told me to relax as I would be fine besides there was nothing I could do about it now which was true. We had a great day and everyone we met saw nothing more than two young ladies out for a fun day at Disney Land. We even had a couple men hit on us which really made me feel uneasy. Jill even hot pictures of me that day.

Monday morning came and I was so worried that someone would notice some trace of makeup I missed but Jill helped me get it all off although my hair still had a bit of a curl to it. I put on my panties and bra and off we went to work. I am sure my little boobs were noticeable but no one said anything so this became our lives bondage every night and on the weekends I would become a girl for the weekend. It all happened so slowly that I never even really realized what had happened.

Well a year later we both turned 21 and Jill had got an offer from a casino in Las Vegas to be a cocktail waitress which would mean way more money than working at Burger King so we talked it over and decided to move there and I would try and find a job also. We both gave our two week notice. And started to plan our move. Jill talked to me and told me she thought I should be a girl for a week or two while we moved and got settled and before I started to look for work. Now I know I should have hated this idea but there was a little thrill of excitement about doing this so I agreed. Our last day of work was a Friday and we were going to make the drive to Las Vegas Saturday afternoon. The hotel she was going to be working at had given her a room for 5 days to help till she could find an apartment.

So Saturday morning we got up and got ready. Jill gave me a cute little short skirt and top to wear and she only did a light makeup and we were off. We didn’t leave town though we went to a local beauty parlor and we both got pedicures and acrylic nails in bright red and then we also had them do our makeup and hair. We both looked like we had just stepped out of a fashion magazine. Then we were off. We got to Las Vegas about 6 pm and checked into the hotel room. .

On Sunday we drove around looking at apartment buildings and getting an idea where we could live and what we could afford. Then we went back to the hotel and did a little gambling. It was so much fun and I even forgot that I wasn’t really a girl as I didn’t have that fear of running into someone I knew. On Monday Jill went to her orientation and I hung out in the casino. Jill was going to start work on Wednesday so we decided on Tuesday we really needed to find a place to live so we scheduled a couple appointments at a few apartment buildings the casino had recommended. They were all nice but the third one we went to was great. Nice big apartment. Clean well kept up with a swimming pool and weight room and the rent was only $700 a month which was in our budget. While we were there Jill ran into a couple of the girls she had met at orientation. So we all talked for a while as the apartment manager did a check on us and then we got our keys. The other two girls also decided to rent an apartment here. Once all the paper work was done we went back to the hotel for dinner. It would take a couple days for our stuff to be delivered so we would stay there for the full five days.

While Jill worked I was cleaning the apartment and getting it ready for our stuff to move in. I also met a few more of the neighbors who also worked at the same casino. Seems a lot of the employees live here. Well we only had to sleep on the floor a few nights before our stuff arrived and what I was really looking forward to was our bondage stuff as it had been over a week since either of us had been bound.

Jill finally got a night off and I was ready, she secured my arms behind my back and put the gag in my mouth and then gave me a spanking. I can’t tell you how much I had missed this. She then got a real serious look on her face and smiled. She asked me if I really enjoyed being submissive to her and doing what she wanted. With the gag all I could do is nod yes as I really did enjoy it. She told me she was glad as I was going to be under her control and she would take care of me which made me happy. She then smiled again and told me she had the best and most secure bondage figured out for me and hoped I would love it. I again nodded yes as I was sure I would.

That is when she told me something I had not thought of or counted on. Since we had moved to Las Vegas I had been living as a girl full time. All our neighbors new me as female, so did the apartment manager who had rented the apartment to two girls, there was no way I could go back to being a man. I was now going to live as a girl as long as we lived in the apartment which we had signed a two year lease. I was trapped. I could feel the fear inside me and I wanted to scream but the ball gag prevented me from doing that. Jill just smiled and told me to sit and think about it for a while and then she went into the other room. I was helpless as I sat there waiting. I had never been so scared in all my life.

Jill came back two hours later and took the gag out of my mouth and told me that I knew she was right I had to stay female for the foreseeable future. I knew she was right as there really was no way out. I was now in a permanent bondage as a girl. Jill made it easier on me by telling me she loved me and would never leave me and so we started our life together.

I get my nails done every other week and I love the long nails, Jill even got me a job at the casino with her and yes I am also a cocktail waitress and with tips we are both making good money. It took me a while to figure out that the more I flirt with the men the better the tips. I am still uneasy about this but the money is good.

Being unemployed leads to a surprise   Leave a comment

Being unemployed leads to a surprise

By Toni Girl

Well it all started about a year ago. I was living in a small neighborhood of older homes as they were the only ones I could afford on the amount of money I made as I only had a high school education. I had the smallest house on the block only 900 sq feet but it had a big unfinished basement. You see I live in the mid west and most homes here have basements for when the bad weather hits. I had great hopes of fixing it up though and turning it into my special room you see I am a crossdresser and although I would never go outside I love to dress up at home. I am actually pretty good at it as I am short for a man 5’6″ and very thin and wear my hair long just for this reason. Well because of my little hobby I kept to myself even my neighbors I shied always from. I mean I knew them nut didn’t really socialize with them. By the way my name is Kelly.

My one neighbor was beautiful long blonde hair and looked like a model and best of all she was single, her name was Sarah. She had just got hired as a flight attendant for an airline just about the time I got laid off from my job, seems my boss had a gambling problem and went bankrupt. Occasionally we would talk and she told me about her new job and of course I told her about my unemployment, luckily for the unemployment as that would allow me to survive for about a year so I was going to enjoy a little time with my crossdressing.

Well she finished her training and got on a regular schedule and as soon as she did that she called me over one day to ask me a favor, seems she would be gone for 2 to 3 days at a time and wanted to know if I would keep an eye on her house and water her plants which I agreed to and she gave me a key and showed me her plants and how much water they needed. She also told me the basement was just storage and really cluttered so no need to go down there. I would say we had become friends which was so nice as I really didn’t have many because of my crossdressing.

Well as she started to travel I would go over and check on her place and water her plants. It had been a couple weeks and I don’t know why but suddenly the thought popped in my mind and maybe it was seeing her beautiful dress on her bed but I realized we were pretty close to the same size. I held it up to me, now I am about an inch taller than her but as I am really skinny and she has a really nice figure I was sure it would fit but I couldn’t so I put it down. Later that day I couldn’t get the thought out of my mind and so that night I went back over to her house and tried it on. It fit perfectly well if I had brought my silicon breast with me and had a little more hip.

I knew it was wrong but I couldn’t stop myself and so now every time she left I would go play dress up at her house which was wonderful as she had so many more cloths then I do and the shoes looked like a department store. I often wondered why such a beautiful woman would be single but then my mind went back to her cloths.

I had been doing this for a few months a couple times a week when she was gone, I even tried a little of her makeup but this was too risky so I would bring my own over and by now is was completely transforming myself while I was at her house it was the perfect life. One day I was walking around her house all dressed up in a red dress and heels and as I went in the kitchen I noticed the door to the basement wasn’t shut tight and I don’t know why but I opened it and looked downstairs. From what I could see it looked pretty clean and so I went down to check it out. it was divided in half and there was a sofa and big screen TV on the one end and very nice and about half way down was a solid wood door so I went down to take a look.

When I opened the door I was in shock, it looked like a medieval dungeon. There were 2 jail cells on one side of the room, on the far wall were chains hooked to the wall and all kinds of leather straps, paddles and other things I had no idea what they did. I was fascinated so I started looking around. The jail cells the locks didn’t seem to work which was kind of fun as I went in one and closed the door and pretended I was being held captive. I looked in the next cell and it had an old wooden stockade, it was hug, there was a place to lock your feet and then you bent over and put your head and hands in to lock them so I went to that cell to check it out and just like the other one the lock on the cell didn’t work. I looked at the stockade and where you put your feet were held in place by flipping a latch down and then you could paddle lock it but you could also just put the lock through so it wouldn’t release and you didn’t have to actually lock the lock.

The part you put your head and hands in hinged down and it looked like there was a place to put a wooden peg in to hold it shut so it would take someone else to lock you into this. I don’t know why but this excited me even though I had never thought about bondage. I pulled the cell door shut and put my feet in and slid the lock through careful not to lock it. I put my head and hand in and let the top come down and them pretended that I was a prisoner and forced to dress this way. I had found a whole new excitement to my cross-dressing.

Over the next month this became my normal routine. I even started to use one of her ball gags so I could scream it was amazing how well the ball gags worked as I could only get a muffled scream out no matter how loud I tried. I doubt if anyone in the upstairs would have heard me.

Needless to say I really wasn’t looking hard for a job as when Sarah was gone I was at her house almost nonstop. I had even got in the habit of just putting on her bras, panties and heels and doing my makeup and then going down to the dungeon. I thought a couple times about asking her about the dungeon but could never figure out a way to bring it up. As it would be so much more fun to actually be locked up by someone else but then again I love the crossdressing part. I even looked at the locks on the cells to see what it would take to fix them but it looked like they were made this way. There was no locking mechanism in the door just a hole where it would be and no place to put a key. I loved Sarah’s trips. She would leave in the morning and do a flight to Hawaii which was a 10 hour flight as she would fly from where we lived in Oklahoma to LA have an hour or so layover and then on to Hawaii. She would spend the night and then do the reverse so she would get home the next evening about 6. This gave me the one hole day, that night and the next morning to play and by mid afternoon I was always done and cleaned up to make sure by the time she got home things were back perfect.

Well about 3 months ago Sarah left on a Monday morning and I started normal fun. I had such a normal routine down. I would go over to her place and do my hair and makeup, put on one of her bra, panties and 4″ heels and then go down and spend a few hours playing prisoner, I loved the stockade. This would take me into mid afternoon at which time I would go up and touch up my makeup and put on one of her beautiful dresses. I would then fix myself dinner; I would bring my own food and then sit around and watch TV, play on my laptop and have a fun evening. about 11 I would put all her cloths back just as I found them and put my cloths back on and go home most of the time I didn’t take the makeup off as I just had to walk next door to my house and I could cut through the yard and it was dark out. the next day I would go back over and do the same thing play in the dungeon till maybe 3 or so you see with a computer you can tack flights by flight numbers so I could see where Sarah’s flight was and I knew once she left LA she had about a 3 hour flight home and then it would take her about an hour to get home from the airport. Today her flight left LA at 2:30 and so she should be home about 6:30 so I was going to play in the dungeon till 4 and that would give me time to change back and make sure everything was right when she got home

So Tuesday morning I got dressed and went to the dungeon and played till noon then went up and made myself a sandwich and checked on Sarah’s flight it was right on time. it was about 2 when I went back down to the dungeon and I was wearing her hot pink bra and panties and her 4″ pink shoes I looked hot all made up. I went into the cell, shut the door and grabbed a ball gag and put it in my mouth. Next I put my feet in the stockade and put the lock through again being careful not to lock it. next I put my head and hands in and let the top come down and again I was trapped well not really but I could imagine. I would pretend to struggle and on these days it was always more exciting as I knew Sarah would be home in a few hours and I could pretend I was stuck and she would find me. It was about 4 and I heard a little humming sound which I figured was the heater coming on, funny I had never heard that before well it didn’t matter as I was having fun. I was watching my laptop on the floor as I always kept an eye on Sarah’s flight. It was half way home now from LA so I knew I had about 2 hours or less to change back and make sure everything was in there proper place and I had washed off all traces of my makeup and was back at home. I pushed the top of the stockade up to get out and it didn’t move, I pushed again and nothing. Something was wrong, the stockade couldn’t be locked by me alone so I knew I just had to push again and still nothing.

I was scared now as something was really wrong, I was trapped. Wait this can’t happen I just need to calm down as I had checked this and it didn’t lock, someone would have to put the wooden peg in and I could see that had not happened but no matter how hard I tried the top would not go up and release me. I was stuck. I calmed down to think what to do as I glanced at my laptop on the floor. Sarah’s plane was getting closer what was I going to do. she would get home and find me in her dungeon after she had told me not to come down here, she would also find me wearing her stuff and dressed as a girl in full makeup. This was bad wait what if she doesn’t come down here, with the gag in I could scream all I wanted and upstairs she would never hear me. I could be trapped here. I don’t even know if she comes downstairs or uses this stuff. I was really scared and the more I struggled but nothing worked I was trapped and as bad as it was my only hope was that Sarah would find me and set me free of course that would mean an end to our friendship. All I could do is wait. Sarah’s plane landed and I knew it wouldn’t be long.

Time passed so slowly as I waited it was after 7 now and I would have thought Sarah would be home by now but then again I really couldn’t hear if she was upstairs and I tried screaming but it was such a low muffled sound. Suddenly the door to the room opened and in walked Sarah and she was wearing a really nice black dress and heels and her makeup was looking perfect. She looked beautiful as I have never really seen her all made up. She walked over to the cell door and pulled on it and it didn’t open and she just smiled at me. What was going on. She looked at me and smiled again and then started to speak. “well what do we have here a new prisoner?” with the gag I could not speak. She went and got her laptop computer and walked back over to the cell door. She pushed a couple keys on the keyboard and then pulled the door open and walked in.

She looked at me, “well you are in a little trouble aren’t you?” I tried to lift the top and it still would move or release me. Sarah took something off the wall behind me, “well you have been a naught little girl wearing my cloths without asking me first”, and I felt her spank me with a leather paddle. Not really hard but it got my attention as I knew there was nothing I could do I was stuck. Sarah walked back in front of me and looked at me, “well what am I going to do with you” she asked and again I could say nothing because of the gag.

Sarah smiled again, “well you need to be punished so I guess I will have to spank you”. Smiling she looked at me and said, “when you think you have been punished enough and have learned your lesson please say I am sorry Mistress Sarah”. And as she walked back around behind me I tried to scream as I knew with the gag I could not say anything.

I felt the first swat and the sound was way worse than the pain but then the next one was a little harder. I tried to scream I am sorry mistress Sarah but all that came out was muffled sounds. Sarah spanked me again and again and the pain was getting to me. It was not unbearable but with each swat it hurt more and I could feel the tears rolling down my face. They were not a brutal attack but more designed to get my attention. I lost count but guess she spanked me 20 times or so before stopping and walking back in front of me, “well have you learned your lesson” she asked? I couldn’t speak but did the best to nod my head yes.

She set the paddle down and released my feet and then pushed a couple keys on her laptop and the humming sound stopped and I could push the top up which I did. As soon as I stood up I took the gag out and started to apologize about everything, wearing her cloths, playing in her dungeon I was still crying. Sarah put her finger to my lip to shut me up, “Listen to me Kelly, tonight you are my slave and you will do what I say and refer to me as Mistress Sarah, do you understand”? I said yes. “now I want you to go upstairs to my room and get that red dress you wore last week and the red heels and put it on and touch up your makeup while I get dinner on the table I stopped and picked us up some Chinese food on the way home”.

I went upstairs and did as she said still scared and worried what would happen. I came downstairs to find her sitting at the table with the food spread out and a bottle of wine open so I sat down. I started to apologize but she again stopped me, “be quiet, tonight you will address me as Mistress Sarah remember, now you were a naughty girl for taking my things without asking first and for that you have been punished. You will not do that again without asking me do you understand”? I said yes mistress Sarah. “Good now we are going to have some fun”.

She then started talking about her family, seems her parents had been killed a couple years back in a car wreck and left her their house. she told me how they love bondage and had built the dungeon downstairs to play in and would take turns. She also enjoyed it but had changed the locks to a magnetic lock she could control with her computer so she could lock herself up and set a timer. If the computer stopped or the power went off the locks would release so it was safe. Turns out she had used her computer from LA to turn the locks one when I was in it.

I asked her how she knew and she said it was little things, first she had noticed some lipstick on one of her ball gags but it was when she found an eye shadow in her bathroom that wasn’t hers she got curious and as the dungeon is controlled by her computer including cameras both downstairs and upstairs she had started checking in on her house while she was away and had been watching me dress and pretend to lock myself up. She was mad at first but then thought this might turn out good as we both liked the dungeon. I know had someone who knew about my dressing and seemed okay with it. we had a nice dinner and talked and I always remembered to addresser her as Mistress Sarah.

After dinner we got up and she smiled at me, “now may slave we are going down to the dungeon and we are going to play with some of the other toys which you have to have someone to lock you in”. I was a little nervous when she came over and gave me a kiss on the cheek. “Tonight you are my slave and I am your mistress but tomorrow it is my turn to have you lock me up and spank me”. This caught me off guard but made me feel so much better as I knew we were going to be really good friends and who knows where it will lead.

That is how it all started who knows where it will lead.

A new way of life   Leave a comment

A new way of life

By Elizabeth James

Well I grew up in Las Vegas and although it is a fabulous place to visit and yes live if you don’t work for a Casino life can be hard. My name is Kelly and I have lived here all my life but being only 18 and not a lot of options for employment at least not that paid well. Add to the fact I was very small for my age only 5’4″ tall and weighed less than most 14 year olds so finding a job was hard. Mostly I did odd jobs for whatever money I could get for what I needed. It really wasn’t till my mom died in a car wreck she was hit by a drunk driver that things got hard. You see my mom had me when she was only 16 so she was only 34 when she died which no one really plans on so she had nothing set aside, no life insurance other than the $10,000 from the casino she worked at. Now I had to support myself which means I would need rent money, food and all the other bills that come along with living on your own. When you are young you really never understand how much things cost.

I was downtown one night at the Freemont Experience and yes I was thinking of begging which is against the law in Las Vegas when I noticed some people dressed up in costumes and tourists were giving them money to get pictures with them and I thought what a idea so I went home and dug out some of my old costumes. Yes as I really haven’t grown since 4th grade they all still fit me. I had all the super heroes, Superman, Batman, Thor, Green Lantern and several others. So I was ready.

The next night I put on my Superman costume and went back downtown and started walking around. It wasn’t long before I ran into some other people in costumes and I tried to talk to them to find out more about doing this. That’s when my first problem started. There was another guy dressed as Superman and he was not at all happy to see me in the same costume and he was a lot bigger than me. He started to yell at me, for a minute I was scared. that’s how I met Jill she was dressed as Cat Woman and she came over to my aid and told them to leave me alone which they did but not without warning me about wearing the same costume as them. Jill was so nice and we got to talking and she told me all about how this works downtown. Seems you can dress up and get pictures with people but you can’t charge them or ask them for money. If they give you a tip for getting their picture taken with you that is fine, this is something I didn’t know as I was planning to ask for money.

The evening went all right and I did get some tips but not much as it seems that a 5’4″ scrawny Superman is not on the top of the list for pictures. It was about 3 am when Jill and I decided we had been there long enough and she asked if I wanted to grab a bite to eat so we went to one of the all night coffee shops in a casino. I had been down there for 6 hours and had made about $50 which wasn’t bad as it was tax free I guess. Then Jill counted her money and she had over $100, I was shocked. I asked her and she told me it was all how you approached people and of course how awesome you looked. I knew I had to work on being more outgoing if this was going to work and of course get a better costume. Over the next couple weeks I tried different costumes and some were better but not by much. I think my best night I made about $80 while Jill was still getting over a $100 every night. Jill and I became friends during that time and we would get together during the day as I was still living at the apartment my mom had rented which had a pool although I wasn’t sure how long I could afford the $1,000 a month rent.

Jill suggested that maybe come the first of the month I move in with her as she had an extra bedroom and we could split her rent which was just a little less. I liked the idea as it would save me some money and also I really didn’t like living on my own. It was September 10th so I gave my notice and told them I would be out by the first. Jill and I became really good friends and we spent time together every day. A few night later we were downtown working on a Friday night and it was so busy, people everywhere and of course so many people in costume. The night was almost half over and I don’t think I had even made $20 yet and Jill was even having a slow night. I think every Superhero there has ever been was downtown and many more than one. I told Jill I needed to find a new costume or I wasn’t going to survive when she told me she was also thinking of changing her costume as we had seen 2 other Cat Woman that night.

The next day we were talking and she said she had an awesome idea for a costume one she had not seen downtown and new she could make a lot of money it was just that it really took two people to make this costume idea work. I was intrigued and asked more; she told me she bet we could both make $200 a night or more which really got my attention. I told her I was interested but remember my size as that has really affected my tips she just smiled and said my size would not be an issue and would actually help the costume. She told me she would tell me all about it tomorrow after she went and got the costumes and figured out if it would work. We went back downtown that night in our costumes and did a little better than the night before. Jill kept saying I can’t believe no one else has thought of my idea yet, I haven’t seen one other person wear this costume. I tried to get her to let me in on it but she just kept saying it would be a surprise. We stopped about 2 am tonight as she said she had to be up early to go get the costume and I should be at her place by 6 to try on my costume, actually after the first it would also be my place.

I got to Jill’s apartment at 6 and she told me to come in as she was almost ready. Jill finally came out and she had on this awesome showgirl costume, 4″ spiked heels, skimpy red sequence bikini bottoms, and a skimpy red sequence bikini top and was carrying a big feathered head dress which she say down. Her makeup was perfect including bright red lipstick. She really looked like a showgirl from one of the big hotel casinos shows. I just stood there and stared at her as she was so beautiful. I had always liked Jill from the day we met but seeing her this way I was in love and I guess I wasn’t just thinking it because in heard Jill say thank you, which is when I realized I had said it out loud. She was going to get a lot of tips tonight. I was so taken by her costume that I hadn’t even asked about my costume.

Jill took me into what would be my room and there on the bed was a matching costume. That’s when it hit me she wanted me to dress the same way as her which was impossible. In would look stupid and no one would want a picture with me. She smiled and said let’s just try it and with that she gave me a kiss on my lips leaving red lipstick on my lips. In a moment of weakness I agreed so into the bathroom and Jill gave me a cream to put all over my body which removed what little body hair I had. Now we were ready to start.

Now it was time to get dressed and she explained what I needed to do, well what she was going to help me with as we didn’t think I could do it on my own. This included hiding my male part between my legs. Now this was the first time Jill had seen me without clothes so I was a little embarrassed. It started with an ice pack to shrink things down and then she used a special tape and folded and pushed and tucked and in the end I had a smooth front even without clothes. I asked her how she knew how to do this and she told me she had gone and talked to a local drag queen to find out how to make me look female. Well it worked and I could even go to the bathroom if needed but I would be sitting down. I pulled on the bikini bottoms and they fit perfectly. Next we started on the top. She attached these little silicone jell like breasts to the outside of my chest, yes I had some flab on my chest which people call baby fat. Once the glue had dried she pulled it to the center and attached the little clip between them and I had small breast. I was amazed. Next came the bikini top which was tight and pulled them even more to the center increasing my breast size to almost a C cup. I was amazed but we were not done yet. She took out another item she called a silicone breast enhancer and stuffed them into the outside of the bikini top further pushing things in and up. I was now as big as her and looked just as good and realistic.

Standing next to her I had the body of a young girl and felt almost naked. Now she started on my hair which was a little long, down to my shoulders. Some curlers, hair spray and soon I had a very femeini6 hair style just maybe a little short but with the headdress it would look fine. Now it was time for my makeup. Now I have never worn makeup or even thought about dressing this way but I was kind of enjoying this. She put all kinds of makeup on my face, blush, mascara, eye shadow and finally the same red lipstick. The last thing was to paint my finger nails red and I was ready. I looked totally like a girl, not just a girl but a beautiful showgirl. I could not believe how I looked. It was finished with the same 4″ spiked heels and a little perfume. We stood in front of the mirror and we looked almost like sisters accept for the fact I had brown hair and Jill had longer Blonde hair. It was almost 9 so it was time to leave. I was so in a trance and couldn’t believe how I looked that I really didn’t think about it till we were outside getting into her car when a couple guys walked by and started hitting on us. I got scared and got in the car.

I told Jill I had changed my mind and wanted to go back inside the apartment and change. Jill calmed me down and talked me into going downtown and against my better judgment I did. We got downtown and started walking down the Freemont Experience. I was so scared as I felt like I was naked. I don’t know how woman can walk around with so little clothes on even though I love seeing them that way. We had only been there 15 minutes when several men came up and wanted pictures with us. We must have taken 20 pictures with them as a group one at a time, both of us together and alone. When it was done the 6 of them each gave us $10 each so we had made $60 in such a little time. Now that was incredible but I was still scared and uncomfortable having men put their arms around me.

We were a hit that night we took so many pictures and no one recognized us or thought we were anything other than 2 girls. As the night went by I relaxed and actually had a lot of fun. I even started to flirt with the people as I found that really helped with the tips. By 3 am I was ready to call it a night as I was really tired and my feet were hurting, I don’t know how woman wear such high heels all the time. Jill just said they get use to them. We dropped off our headdress in the car and then went to get something to eat. I was amazed as we got stopped 3 times just walking to the casino coffee shop for pictures. We drew a little attention in the coffee shop but no one said anything. We each counted our money and we each had almost $400. It was a really good night and I was so happy as I finally made a lot of money. I told Jill we were going to make a fortune doing this; she just smiled at me and said so that means you are willing to dress this way again? This caught me off guard as I had not fully thought through what I had said. I thought for a moment, it is no different than an actor playing a part in a movie. I told her yes I would as the money was too good to pass up. She said that was great but we could do better than so I should come by her place in the morning.

The next morning I got to her apartment and she took me in and helped me get ready again, the tucking and putting on the breast went a little faster this time and soon I looked just like a girl again. Jill handed me a hot pink bikini and told me to put it on. I asked her why and she said I was to pale and needed a tan. The next thing I knew we were both down by her pool laying out in the sun and yes we even went into the pool. It was all going well till a couple of her neighbors came over to talk to us. Jill introduced me and we all talked for a while, one of the ladies asked if we were sisters which caught me off guard although we did kind of look alike as Jill had done my makeup and hair like hers although my hair was shorter and brown. I looked at Jill not knowing what to say when Jill just smiled and said yes. I smiled at the thought that they thought I was her sister. We all spent the day at the pool and I got a nice tan.

Later Jill and I got back into our showgirl outfits and left for downtown again and I was a lot more relaxed going tonight as it went so well last night plus the day at the pool. We got downtown and immediately we had people who wanted pictures with us and not just men. We had another awesome night and I was really enjoying it as we were once again the stars downtown. We again made about $400. We had really figured out how to work it. Jill asked me to come over again the next day in the early afternoon.

The next day I got to Jill’s about 1 and Jill helped me get ready again but this time she gave me a short skirt and top to wear and we were off. Now this was different as we were just out as 2 girls and I didn’t see the reason. Dressing as a showgirl was to make money and the time at the pool was needed for a tan but what was this about. We stopped at a beauty salon. I asked her why and she just smiled, I was thinking about yesterday when they thought we were sister and I just wanted to see if we could make us look a little more alike. I thought for a moment and it sounded like a fun idea but I really didn’t think it through. I was shown to a seat and the lady trimmed my hair in the same style as Jill’s although it was shorter, then she put a cream in my hair. That’s when I realized she was dying my hair blonde to match Jill’s I was going to say something but at this point it was really too late. A half hour later I had beautiful blonde hair. Next we got a manicure and pedicure but it was more than just that. They gave me a beautiful set of acrylic nails that were now as long as Jill’s, about ½ long and bright red. We really did look like sisters. It was a fun day and now it was time to get ready and go back downtown. We had another great night and made lots of money.

The next few days went by fast and soon it was the end of the month and time for me to move in with Jill which brought another problem I had not thought of. All of Jill’s neighbors already knew me but as Jill’s sister. How could I move in with her as my male self? I brought this up to Jill and she thought for a moment. She got a smile on her face and told me I would just have to move in as her Sister. I looked at her and told her I couldn’t live full time like this and she just smiled and said you really have been for a while. You get up and come over here and become a girl till you go to bed each night you will just be getting ready a little earlier. Think about it we will get up and lay out by the pool during the day and then go downtown in the evening to make money it will be fine. I thought for a moment and she really was right and so I moved in with her as her sister and so starts my new way of life.

A big step forward   Leave a comment

A big step forward

By Elizabeth James

Well let me start off by telling you all a little about me, my name is David and I am 20 years old and live in Las Vegas which is not that great if you are under 21. I have always been small for a man 5’4″ tall and weigh about 115 so growing up I was always teased as I look like a little kid. I hated it and always wanted to grow bigger that is till I was 17 and discovered girls clothes. Yes it turns out I am a crossdresser. I just love dressing up with the makeup, hair, dresses and heels and I actually grew my light brown hair out past my shoulder and wear it in a pony tail so when I dress I can use my own hair. I actually make a fairly passable girl although my makeup skills suck and my collection of makeup and clothing is small.

Well my parents were killed in a car wreck when I was 18 so I have been living off of the insurance money, I have a small apartment and dress at home and have never gone out as my clothing are all second hand stuff and really don’t look that great. I had only been in the apartment about 2 weeks when I met Jill she lived right across the hall from me. She is gorgeous, 22 years old 5’5″ and long blonde hair. Just the kind of girl I would love to date and if I thought she would go out with me I would try to stop dressing but she could have any guy she wanted. She works at the Paris hotel casino as a cocktail waitress. We would talk and built up a friendship. About a year ago she was going on vacation and asked me to water her plants and look after her apartment and gave me a key.

So while she was gone I went over and watered her plants and I don’t know why but the second time I went over I just had to look in her closet and she had so many beautiful things and as we are about the same size I tried on one of her dresses. Now I know this was wrong but I couldn’t help myself. The whole week she was gone I spent most of my time over there and tried on a lot of her stuff and wished I could have such beautiful clothing.

I couldn’t stop thinking of her clothes and wondered when she was going on vacation again. It was about 2 months later when I couldn’t control myself and as she worked the late shift at the casino I went over to her apartment when she went to work and tried on a couple of her dresses and I was in heaven. I started doing this moiré and more to the point I was going over there almost every night when she went to work. I saw no harm in it even though I knew she would be mad if she found out but her stuff was so much more beautiful than the things I had bought at goodwill.

Well everything was going great till about a month ago, Jill invited me over to her apartment for dinner and to ask me a favor. I was hoping she was going on vacation again as I would have way more time and not have to worry she would come home early. Well I got to her place and she invited me in, the food she was preparing smelt so wonderful and we sat down at the table to talk. Jill Smiled at me in a way I have never seen before and said “I want to show you something David” and she turned her computer towards me. She looked me in the eyes, “I forgot to turn my computer off a few weeks back and my web cam caught something I can’t explain.” I looked in terror as I saw myself in her bedroom trying on her red dress. She smiled again, “I started leaving my computer on and have many videos of you trying on my clothes.” I was really scared and just started to apologize knowing we were done as friends. She looked at me again, “I am mad at you but not because you were trying on my clothes but because you did it without asking.” I looked up as she smiled, “Please tell me why you did this?” I told her about my crossdressing and how the clothes I have are all second had and don’t look good and I just couldn’t control myself when I saw all her beautiful clothes.

She smiled at me and gave me a hug, “I guess if you like to wear pretty clothes that is okay and I don’t mind you barrowing some of my stuff but you must ask first okay?” I shook my head yes and thanked her. Now was the biggest shock as she smiled at me, “we have about an hour till dinner is ready so why don’t we go pick out some nice dresses to wear.” Now I was so excited and scared at the same time, I really wanted to but I have never let anyone see me dressed but than again she had several videos on her computer so I said yes. This time though instead of just the dress Jill gave me a bra, panties nylons and heels to go with it. In about 15 minutes I was standing there in a beautiful red dress and heels and Jill had on this really cute black dress and yes she even had some breast forms so I really looked good. We still had time so she had me sit down and her vanity and she quickly combed out my hair and put some rollers in it, “if we are going to do this David we might as well do it right.” Once my hair was up she started on my face with makeup and she was way better at doing makeup than me. My eyes looked perfect and she finished it off with a red lipstick. I looked in the mirror and could not believe it. I looked totally like a girl, even Jill commented on it, “wow David no one would ever know you were a guy.” We had a wonderful dinner and then sat around and talked. We became really close that night, not just best friends but there was a bond between us as she knew my deepest darkest secret and was okay with it. We did this a couple more times on her nights off and had a blast.

It was about a month later when I was over to her apartment and we were all dressed up, we both had on these really cute black cocktail dresses and 4″ heels and makeup done perfectly when she smiled at me, “you look so awesome tonight it is a shame to stay home. Now I have never gone out dressed even though I often thought about it but with Jill’s support we left and went down to her car and off to dinner at the Paris Hotel casino where she works. We had a wonderful dinner and then went to the casino. Now as I said I am not 21 yet so I was scared but no one questioned me. It wasn’t till Jill ran into a couple of her co-workers that when I got scared. She just smiled and introduced me as Julie her friend from High school. With that I was accepted as just another pretty girl. The 4 of us hung out together the rest of the night and no one had the slightest clue I wasn’t a girl.

We stayed out till the wee hours of the morning before heading home. I asked Jill who Julie was and all she said was a friend from High school that she and lost touch with. We got in the habit of going out on a regular basis and I met some more of her friends and in every case I was accepted, my small size was really a blessing now plus Jill and I grew closer more like sisters. One night when we were out with her friends they told me I should apply for a job at the Paris Hotel Casino as they are always looking for people. I just smiled and said I would think about it as I knew there was no way I could.

Now I was spending two nights a week as Julie as I always went out with Jill on her nights off and Jill had taught me how to do my makeup so if I wanted I could dress on my own which I did on occasion. It was Saturday morning and Jill wanted me to get dressed up to go out which was new as we always went out in the evening but I was willing as I had become so comfortable as I passed so well. We left and went to a local shopping center and there was a beauty salon there that Jill went to. Now I was a little nervous about this as I am still a guy in a dress but she told me it would be fine. She just wanted them to fix my hair up in a little more feminine style which sense I wore it in a pony tail as a guy I figured why not. Jill told the lady what she wanted and I just sat there. It was a wonderful experience as they shampoo your hair and massage your scalp. It was very relaxing. She trimmed the back and cut my bangs and then put a cream in my hair. After a few minutes she rinsed the cream out and more conditioner and rinse and then she started with curlers and wrapped my hair up.

While my hair was drying we both went to the manicure tables and Jill talked me into getting acrylic, “you can always take them off in a day or two if you don’t like them” she said. It really was a fun experience and after about an hour I had long beautiful red nails, they were about a ½ inch long just like Jill’s. It was back to have the rollers removed from my hair and a mass of curls fell down but something was different. My hair was now blonde. I wanted to scream but didn’t as I didn’t want to cause a scene. We left the salon and when we got into the car I was ready to yell at Jill and she knew it so before I could speak she spoke up< “don’t be mad David but the other night I got thinking about you needing a job and I figured why couldn’t you work where I do, I could give you a good reference.”

I just looked at her, “Jill I am a guy to get a job I will have to give them my real name, they are not going to hire a man who dresses as a girl.” Jill got quiet and then started telling me about Julie her best friend from high school. It turns out after high school she got mixed up with some guy and ended up on the street. Any way it got so bad she had joined a cult and in doing so had moved away and was going by a different name as the cult likes them to forget everything from their past life. It was a really sad story. That’s when Jill told me I could just use her name to get the job and work as her since all her friends already knew me that way. Now I was about to say no but this idea did sound a little exciting, I could live as someone else for a while. I told her I would think about it so we went out shopping for the day and out with her friends for the evening.

Now the next day I got up and looked at myself in the mirror. With my new blonde curly hair and nails there was no way I could go around as a guy so I put on a nice skirt and did my makeup and went over to see what Jill was up to. She was so happy to see me all dressed up. We went out and had a nice lunch and did some shopping before she went to work. Now I have gone with her before when she had to go to work and came home by myself but this was the first time I was doing it as Julie, I had never been out as Julie on my own so I was a little scared. But I really did look feminine and the worst thing was some whistles from men I passed which on your own is a little intimidating.

Over the next few days I went out more and more on my own and was getting pretty use to it. It was Sunday night when Jill and I went to meet her friends; well I guess they are mine too now. We went out to have a nice dinner and while we were talking I asked if they thought they had any job openings that I could do. Jill looked at me and got such a big smile on her face and gave me a hug. She told me we would go down to the employment office first thing tomorrow morning and she would help me put in an application. It was a fun night and we all had a blast but Jill said we should not stay out as late so we could be there first thing in the morning.

The next day I got up and got all dressed and went over to Jill’s. She had me take my top off including my bra. She had what she called a barely there bra. What it really is are two silicon breast shapes and what woman do is attach them to the outside of their breast and then pull them together to increase their cup size. I really wasn’t sure what this would do for me. She attached it to the outside of my chest where I had a little bit of flab. Once it was attached and had set for a bit she pulled it together in the middle and put on a tight bra. I was amazed, I had breast and cleavage. They were not huge but a nice C cup size. Jill gave me a new top that really showed my new breast off and off we went. Now I was a little self conscious as I felt a little naked.

We got to the Casino’s employment office and it turns out if you come in with a current employee you go to a different office, seems they give preference to friends of employees. Now I was introduced to a lady named Sara, she was in charge of all hiring. She asked me some questions and had me fill out an application which Jill helped me with as I really didn’t know all the answers to Julie’s life such as birthday and such. Turns out I was now 22 just like Jill. Sara came back and asked me some more questions and had me stand up and turn around. She was really looking at me and I just knew she had figured out I was a man.

She left again and Jill smiled, “she likes what she see I think you may get a cocktail waitress job like me. They only hire really cute girls for that. The money is okay but the tips are great.” Now I was still having a hard time thinking of me working as a girl but now I was picturing myself as a cocktail waitress in one of those tight skimpy outfits. Could I really pull it off? Sara came back and smiled. “I think we have an open cocktail position that would be perfect for you if you are interested. It is the same shift as Jill’s so she would be training you.” Wow I was offered a job. Should I take it could I pull it off? Jill nudged me and I said yes I would love that, thank you. Sara handed me some paper work to sign I read it and it was authorizing them to do a background check on me or rather Julie. I signed the paper work and the 3 of us walked from her office to the front desk, Sara handed the paper work to the receptionist and then looked at the Security guard, “This is Julie a new hire here is her authorization for a background check.” He looked at me, “everything looks good step up to the line.” I did as he asked and he took a couple pictures and showed them to me. I got to pick out the one for my employee ID badge. Then he had me stand at the counter and he took my figure prints which caught me off guard. Now I have no criminal record and have never had any contact with the police so I knew my figure prints weren’t on record any place so I was okay there. He looked at me, “here is your temporary ID you will get you regular one when you pass your background check and the Gaming commission files your paper work and gives you clearance to work in a casino.” That’s when it hit me it was not the problem of my figure prints being on file before it was the fact they were now going to be on file and for a woman named Julie. Officially in the eyes of the State of Nevada, and the gaming commission I was a woman and it was now in their computers that way. I may be stuck now living as a girl.

Jill and I left and she was so happy that in the car she gave me a big kiss which was the first time we had kissed and it caught me off guard. My first night was tonight to start my training and apparently my new life. What will happen next, will I be found out, will it all work out okay, can I ever go back or am I now stuck as a girl full time, have I gone too far? Only time will tell.

Two Girlfriends   1 comment

Two Girlfriends

By Elizabeth James

My name is mike and I am 17 years old. I have never had much luck with girls as I am rather small for my age. I only stand 5″5″ tall and weigh about 130 LB. I have found most girls like guys who are tall so when I met Mary at the start of my junior year and she liked me I was so happy, my first girlfriend. Mary is beautiful with long blonde hair, long nails and the same height as me. She didn’t care about my size. Everything was great till Thanksgiving.

She was going out of town to spend it with her grandma while I stayed home and spent it with my mom and sister Jill. It’s just the three of us as my dad died when we were young but left us very well off so mom never had to work and took care of us. My mom is in her late 30’s bout looks like she is in her twenties and Jill who is the same age as me is very pretty in part to my mom’s help. They do all the girl things together including getting their nails done. The Friday after Thanksgiving I went to the mall to look around. As I was leaving the mall I noticed a girl standing by her car crying. She was beautiful, about 5″4″ tall with brown hair wearing a black skirt and white top with long red nails. I stopped to see what was wrong and her car wouldn’t start. I let her use my cell phone to call her dad and he said he would be there in about thirty minutes. I didn’t want to just leave her so I stayed and talked to her till her dad arrived. Turns out she is also 17 and a junior at Grant High across town. I liked her and could feel an attraction to her which made me feel a little guilt when I thought about Mary. Her dad thanked me for my help and I left. On the way home I couldn’t get her out of my mind.

That night after dinner my phone rang, I answered the phone expecting to hear Mary’s voice but I was wrong. Hi Mike this is Susie, the girl you helped today. I was caught off guard but managed to say hi. I want to thank you so much for helping me today. I smiled even though I knew she couldn’t see it through the phone, my pleasure I said. Then I heard, I thought if you weren’t doing anything I could take you out for dinner and a movie tomorrow to thank you. I know it’s sad but I never thought of Mary and said yes that sounds great. She said she would pick me up at 5 and thanked me again. As I hung up the phone I saw mom and Jill looking at me and all I heard was mom say, did you forget about your girlfriend? I suddenly realized what I had just done but played it down. She just wants to thank me as friend. Mom just gave me that look.

Saturday night Susie picked me up, she was wearing a very tight red dress and heels, her hair and makeup were perfectly done and she had on this incredible perfume. As we were leaving I saw mom look at me and whisper, just friends? I knew what she was thinking. At dinner Susie would touch my hand or arm whenever she could and every time I got a little chill. When we got to the movie Susie leaned up against me and smiled, I don’t know why I put my arm around her. I had such a great time I forgot about Mary. When we got back to my house I thought she would just drop me off but she parked and got out of the car. We stood in my drive for a few minutes talking then she closed her eyes and leaned towards me. I realized she wanted me to kiss her and I thought a little one wouldn’t hurt so I leaned in and gave her a kiss. As our lips met she wrapped her arms around me and gave me such a kiss. We broke for a moment and I looked at her but she kissed me again and this time I felt her tongue and I couldn’t stop. After about five minutes she got back in her car smiled, I had a great time Mike I will call you tomorrow.

I walked into the house and mom and Jill were standing there just looking at me. I knew what they were thinking but told them we were just friends. Jill smiled at me; I wish I had a friend that kissed me like that she said. Mom just smiled so you are going to tell Mary about her. I told her no there was no reason for Mary to find out and made them both promise not to say anything.

Well as time went on I found I had two girlfriends and it was not that hard to manage. As I said my dad had left us well off and I didn’t need to work but I told them each I had a job as a delivery person that way they couldn’t come to my place of work and when I was with Mary I told Susie I was working and did the same to Mary when I was going out with Susie. As Christmas came around I bought Mary the same perfume that Susie wore so they would not get suspicious, I saw that in a movie. Don’t get me wrong I did have a couple close calls but everything was fine, that is till Valentine’s Day. I told Susie I had to work late you know making deliveries and we would go out the next night and do something special. I thought I should spend it with Mary as we had been going out longer. We went out for a nice dinner and then took a drive up by the lake. Well one thing led to another and soon we had our clothes off and well you can figure out what happened. It was so incredible and afterwards Mary told me she loved me and I said the same to her (which I do love her) well we got dressed and I took her home. The next night I took Susie out and sense the night before went so well after dinner I took her up to the lake too.

Well things went the same way and again clothes were on the floor of the car. It was almost the same thing over. We made love and she told me how much she loved me and I felt the same and told her. We sat there and talked and I found it hard to believe I was in love with two women. As we got dressed Susie suddenly got a strange almost mad look on her face. She held up her hands and was holding up two pairs of pink panties. Hers ones and the pink ones Mary had on last night. She screamed at me what the hell are these mike, are you cheating on me? I couldn’t think of what to say then no dear I would never do that. You are the only girl I love. She smiled, then tell me who’s these are and don’t say your sisters because I know that would be a lie. I was searching for words and as if out of nowhere I heard my voice say, they are mine. Susie looked at me, yours? I just smiled and looked at her and she seemed calmer. Yes dear I know how it looks. She smiled at me, you like woman’s panties and let out a little giggle. I felt really embarrassed but nodded my head yes. She thought for a moment, I thought you were cheating on me. I said no I would never do that. She smiled; you better not because if you do you will not like what I do to you. She gave me a little kiss, so do you like the look or the feel of the panties. Her question caught me off guard and unable to pick I said both. She smiled again I think it’s cute, I bet you look lovely in them. She handed them to me and said, put them on for me so I can see. Unable to think I did as she said. She looked at me sitting there next to her in the hot pink panties. You do look cute dear, promise me you will always wear them and she gave me a big kiss and slipped her tongue into my mouth. When we broke I smiled. I can’t wear them all the time. Sure you can nobody will see them under your pants; I will even buy you some new pretty ones. She paused for a moment, unless they aren’t really yours she said? I smiled no they are mine and if you think I can get away with it I would love to wear them more and once again things were great. I drove her home and kissed her good night. She smiled, come by my house in the morning before work I have a surprise for you and be sure to have your panties on. I told her it would be early as I had to be to work (Mary’s house by 9 am) she said that was fine.

The next morning I got up and got dressed with my pink panties and went over to Susie’s house. She met me at the door and gave me a big kiss. She asked to see my panties so I pulled my pants down just far enough for her to see. She smiled they look even better in the light. She then took out a tape measure and measured my waist. I looked at her and she just smiled, I want to get you some pretty new panties and needed your size. She kissed me goodbye and said I better go before I was late. I drove over to Mary’s house.

Mary let me in and I asked her what she wanted to do today as it was Saturday. She smiled and said my parents are gone for the day as we sat on the couch. We can do anything you like. We started to kiss and things got hot. I started to touch her breasts when she slid her hands down my pants. I was feeling really good when she pulled her hand out and looked at me. I suddenly realized I had on the panties. Before I could say anything she asked me what you are wearing. All I could think to say was shorts. She looked at me again can I see them? I knew from the look on her face she wasn’t going to take no for an answer so I stood up and dropped my pants. She let out a laugh and I turned red. She smiled I wondered where my panties went. What made you put them on? I looked for what to say and all I could hear was Susie last night and said; I like the way they look and feel. She smiled; do they remind you of me she asked? I said yes and saw an out, it’s like you are a part of me I said. She smiled really big, how sweet Mike. You can keep them I will even give you a few more of mine so you can wear them all the time under your pants.

Mary took me by the hand and we went up to her bedroom. She went to her dresser and opened the drawer. She looked at me I have a couple panty sets that I just bought you can have if you like as she pulled out a bag. I said thank you that would be great. She handed them to me and then said oh I guess you will need this to and handed me a pink bra. I looked at her with a strange look. She smiled at me; silly these go together, the bra is no good without the panties that’s why they are called sets. I looked at the two pairs she had given me and sure enough there was a black panty and bra and a white panty and bra. I can’t wear a bra but before I finish she smiled nobody will see them under your clothes now take your shirt off. I did as she said and she slipped the bra and fastened it behind my back. My don’t you look cute she said. She took off her clothes and stood next to me in just her bra and panties. The bra felt funny to wear but there was something about it that made me feel nice. We spent the day together and had a great time and when I left I was wearing the bra and panty under my clothes.

When I got home mom was just putting dinner on the table. I sat down and Jill, mom and I ate. Mom told me again she didn’t think it was right to be seeing two girls at the same time without telling them. I said I know but I like them both please don’t say anything to them. Mom smiled, it’s not my place to tell them but you may wind up losing both. Jill smiled or worse, if my boyfriend did that to me I would do everything I could to make him pay. I know what you mean I said and they both just looked at me. When it was time to go to bed mom gave Jill a hug and a kiss then she turned to me and kissed me on the cheek and gave me a hug. I felt her hand start to pull away and then she slid it down my back. I wondered if she had felt the bra. Mom looked at me; Mike is there something you want to tell me. Jill was half way up the stairs when she heard mom and stopped to look. I smiled no why I asked? Mom again said I was wondering what you were wearing under your shirt dear? This got Jill’s attention and she came over to me. They both looked real close at my shirt as if they were trying to see through it when Jill reached over and touched my chest. She let out a yell; it feels like a bra mom. I knew I was turning red as I stammered for what to say. Mom just smiled again, Mike please take off your shirt. The look in her eyes told me a better do as she said so I slowly removed my shirt revealing the pink bra. Jill let out a laugh and mom just asked again, is there something you want to say? We sat back down and I explained about what had happened with the panties and how they both thought it was cute and wanted me to wear them. And then how Mary said the bras went with the panties and wanted me to wear a bra too. Jill smiled, how are you going to explain the bra to Susie she asked? I had not thought about that. Mom just smiled, I guess this is one of those things that pop up when you miss lead people. You need to tell them the truth dear. I can’t I like them both mom. Well dear then you are going to be wearing a bra and panty from now till you tell them. I looked down I know every time I go see them I will have to wear these things but it won’t be that bad. Mom smiled no dear if you won’t be honest with them then you will do what they ask and wear them all the time do I make myself clear. Tell them the truth or wear this stuff. You mean but before I could finish she said, yes you will wear these all the time till you tell them. Jill got a smile on her face but mom looked at her, Jill you will not say anything about this to anyone or tease your brother or I will find a punishment for you. Jill just nodded. I went upstairs and went to bed.

The next day I went over to Susie’s house and again her parents weren’t home. Susie let me in and said I have your present upstairs. I thought to myself I have one for you too as I felt the bra strap dig into my shoulder. As we walked upstairs I thought how I could tell her. She looked at me and handed me a box wrapped up with a bow. About this I said, I don’t think it is right for you to have to buy me panties. She smiled would you rather buy them, I can go with you. I smiled as she started to open my pants and saw the black panties. Wow dear you have a new pair did you go shopping. I thought that it and smiled yes I stopped last night and bought them. She gave me a kiss, you have great taste in panties they look great on you all you would need is a matching bra. I got a panic look on my face and looked down. She smiled do you want a bra too honey as she smiled. I just said nothing. Then she got a big grin on her face, you already bought a bra didn’t you she asked? I quietly said yes and took off my shirt. She gave me a big hug; you look adorable sweetie I made the right choice. I looked at her as she said open your box. As I opened it there inside were matching bra and panty sets. I thought to myself between the two of them I now had more then I could wear in a week.

Things went well for a couple weeks and I had gotten use to wearing the bra and panty every day. On Saturday I was over at Susie’s house and it was the first hot day of the year almost 90. Her parents went away for the day and left us alone. I asked her what she wanted to do. She smiled it is going to be hot today why don’t we go out and go swimming. It sounded like a great idea so I said I would run home and get my swim suit. Susie smiled that’s okay dear I have an extra one. She handed me a hot pink bikini and said this should fit you and she went into the other room to put her bikini. When she came back she looked hot. She was also wearing a hot pink bikini. She smiled why aren’t you dressed? I looked at her and said I can’t wear this it’s a bikini. I can’t wear a bikini Susie I said. Sweetie, it is no different than your bra and panty. Please for me you will be so cute and nobody will see you in the back yard. She kissed me full on the mouth so I went ahead and put it on. We spent the day swimming in the pool and lying in the sun. When it was time to go Susie helped me put my bra back on for some reason she liked helping me. I kissed her good buy and went home.

Mom asked me how my day went and I told her we had gone swimming. Mom had that worried look, what did you wear you didn’t go skinny dipping? I told her no Susie let me borrow and I paused one of her suits. Jill spoke up, was it a bikini I bet you would look great in one? I suddenly realized how stupid it sounded. Mom smiled, you did remember sun tan lotion didn’t you? I shook my head no. mom and Jill looked at each other as I tried to figure out what they were thinking. Mom told me to stand up and take off my shirt. I did as they have both seen me in the bra. Mom reached up and pulled on the cup of the bra and let out a little gasp. I was puzzled as she asked me to remove my bra which I did and noticed them staring at me. Mom had me look in the mirror; I was scared because I had the start of a really nice tan except where the bikini top was. Panic struck me as I thought how I can explain this to Mary. Even without the bikini to get a tan like this would have taken hours out in the sun with just the bra on. That night I had a hard time sleeping as tomorrow I would see Mary.

When I got to Mary’s house I was afraid and wondered if I could hide my tan. We were home alone and Mary asked what I wanted to do. I thought if I could get her to go swimming and loan me a swim suit then she might think I got my tan here but if she didn’t have a bikini I could wear then I would have put myself in a bad position. As I thought she spoke up, it will be hot today so we should stay inside unless you want to go swimming? I saw my chance, that could be fun by I didn’t bring a swim suit. She gave me a kiss Mike I am sure I can find something for you to wear. I looked at her well I would have to see what you have first. She gave me a smile, you have been wearing panties and a bra for weeks and you are worried about my swimsuit, I will give you your choice. She pulled out two bikinis, one red and the other pink and asked which I liked. The red one was almost the same as the one I wore yesterday so I took it and went into the bathroom and changed. We spent the day outside. When we got back inside I looked down and smiled, I think I may have got a little too much sun as I took the top off. Mary gave me a big hug, what lovely tan lines you have. I had pulled it off. I don’t know how I was doing it but I was still able to keep both Mary and Susie without them finding out about each other.

A couple nights later I took Susie out for dinner and then back up to the lake. We had not had sex sense that first night at Valentines and I was hoping we could recreate that night. I was right and things went great. As I dropped Susie off at her home I went around to help her out and she dropped her purse and it spilled on the floor board of my car and the ground. I helped her pick it up and walked her to her door. We had a very passionate kiss and I was on cloud nine as I got back into my car and drove home.

The next day I decided to try with Mary so I took her out to dinner and then suggested we take a ride up to the lake. Mary surprised me and said no. I looked at her as she said her parents were gone for the night and we could go back to her house. As we drove home she kept looking at the floor. When we got to her house she took her purse and picked something up off the floor board. I asked what it was and she just said nothing. When we got inside she put her keys back into her purse and then I saw her staring in it and then she looked at me. Mike can you explain this as she held something up. I looked and said what is it? She smiled, it’s a tampon. I thought it had fallen out of my purse but it is a supper size I use regular. I got scared as I realized it must have fallen out of Susie’s purse last night. She walked over to me; did you take this from your mom she asked? Well sweetie it’s a little kinky but I guess it is okay if you want to try one but a super is way to big at least to start. Let me see what I can do for you. I wondered what she meant as we went upstairs. We went into her bedroom and she told me to strip down to my bra and panties as she went into the bathroom. She came out wearing just this little pink night gown that you could see through. I was excited as this would be our first time in a bed. She sat on the bed and then said, why don’t you be a good little girl and come over here. I went over and she gave me a big kiss. She smiled turn around and bed over sweetie. I did as she said and I felt her pull my panties down. She kissed my butt cheek and then said that supper size tampon is just too big for such a sweet little hole but I have a regular that will be just right. I spoke up and said I really didn’t think we should but she just said you did take it because you wanted to see what it was like, it was your tampon right? I had no choice and said yes. I felt her push something into my butt that was a little cold and felt wet, then she said that should moisten it up so it doesn’t hurt. She inserted the tampon in and then pushed it all the way in. There we are my sweetie how does that feel. I stood up and said it felt really strange we should take it out. Sweetie she said it takes time to get use to this, just leave it in for a while and she kissed me. I think we should do this a few more time before you decide if you like it or not but we will wait a week till we do it again. She was rubbing my grown and I was feeling good so I said yes. We got into bed and made love. It was so special and I even forgot about the tampon. It was almost 10 when she said I had to go so I got dressed and went home.

The next morning I got up and was feeling a little nauseous. I got up and went to take my shower, as I passed my mom’s room I saw her sitting at her table doing her makeup. I don’t know why but I knocked and went in. I sat on the edge of the bed and we talked as she did her makeup. For some reason I found it fascinating to watch her as she applied her makeup. When she was done I left and went on and took my shower but couldn’t get the image of her doing her makeup out of my mind. The next couple day when by and the sick feeling I had went away. At school I would watch the girls to see how they had done their makeup.

I got up Wednesday morning and as I was getting ready for school my chest looked different, almost like the skin the bra was holding was now staying up even without the bra. I went back into my room and put my bra and panties on and then my pants but I noticed my pants were tight and I had a hard time getting them over my hips. I thought to myself I must be putting on some weight. I put on a sweat shirt and left for school. After school I was going to stop by Susie’s house and spend some time with her. When I got to her house she greeted me with a kiss, sweetie she said I have a surprise for you. I looked at her and asked what? My parents are out for the night and she took my hand and led me upstairs. On the way she asked me what was bothering me and I told her I was gaining weight. She kissed me, don’t worry I have some weight loss pills you can have. She went to her dresser and brought me a bottle of pills, just take one of these every afternoon before dinner and you will lose the weight. I thanked her and went into the bathroom and took one of the pills. When I came back to her bedroom she was sitting on her bed wearing just her bra and panties. I took my close off and walked over to her. She smiled my you look beautiful honey. I sat next to her and we started to kiss and then I got a little light headed. She had me lie down on the bed. After about ten minutes I felt better and we started to kiss again. She pulled down my panty and started to play with me but nothing happened. She smiled; sweaty it looks like you are not in the mood. I didn’t know what to say but she kissed me and said that’s okay honey.

She reached into her night stand and took out something, I couldn’t see what it was but she lay back on the bed and then she inserted it into herself. Soon she was moaning as I stood there and watched. I watched for about twenty minutes as she did herself and finally she let out a scream and collapsed on the bed. After a few minutes she sat up and smiled, wow that was good. Then she looked at me, I’m sorry sweaty I forgot about you. She gave me a big kiss and slid her tongue into my mouth. Do you want me to do you honey she said. I wanted her but couldn’t get hard but I said yes I do. She told me to close my eyes as she had a big surprise for me. I did as she said and I could hear her doing something but she told me not to peek so I kept my eyes closed. She came over to me and told me to open my eyes as she kissed me. I looked down and the item she had pleasured herself with was not on a belt in front of her and looked like she had a man’s dick. I looked at her.

She smiled we are going to play a game where I am the master and you are my slave and you will do what I say. For some reason this excited me, not enough to help me get hard but still there was something about her telling me what to do. Get down on your knees sweaty she said as she put her hand on my shoulder and pushed me down. She pushed it right in my face and told me to kiss it which I did. I could taste her on it and I liked it so when she told me to suck on it I did. Soon she was pushing it in and out of my mouth and I was gagging. After a while I stopped gagging and even enjoyed it. She finally stopped and said sweaty what a good girl you have been now turn around and bend over. I did as she said and felt her pull my panties down. She stood behind me and put a cream on my butt hole and then put her hands on either side of my hips. As I wondered what she was doing I felt her push the long object against my butt. The pressure mounted and then I felt it slid in. it hurt and I let out a scream but Susie just said it always hurts virgin the first time till their opening gets used to it. As she drew it back out slowly it felt better but then in it went again. She pushed in and out and the speed and force increased till soon she was pounding away on my poor little hole. This went on for about fifteen minutes and then she pulled all the way out and I collapsed on the bed my heart was pounding. She came over and laid down beside me and kissed me, I loved that she said. Then she smiled, you did enjoy it as much as I did she asked. I didn’t but when I went to speak I said yes dear it was great. She kissed me again and smiled, we will have to do it again. Now let’s get ready and I will take you out for dinner. After I got dressed I saw her in the bathroom standing in front of the mirror, she was doing her makeup. I walked in sand started talking the whole time watching her as she did her face.

She smiled at me doesn’t the makeup make my face look beautiful she asked? I said yes. She smiled again don’t you love the way it looks? Yes I said again. She smiled and it feels so nice, would you like to see how it feels sweaty? And without thinking I said yes. She smiled and gave me a wink. Okay dear but just a little. I stood there as she gently took her brush and put a powder in it. She tapped it off and then started to brush it all over my face. After a few moments she smiled what a wonderful glow you have. I looked in the mirror and my face did have a glow about it but you really couldn’t tell I was wearing any make up. Next she had me shut my eyes and she put the lightest of eye shadow on my lids, this is peach dear it will brighten your eyes. Again I looked in the mirror and my eyes did look better but you still couldn’t tell I was wearing eye shadow. Then she took out a lipstick and put some on. It was a very neutral color that just gave my lips and even color but you couldn’t tell. There we are sweaty a beautiful natural look. We don’t want to overdo it. I looked in the mirror and Susie said you like it right. I nodded and said yes. She smiled and gave me the makeup powder, eye shadow and lipstick. You can have this that way you can wear it every day you want to wear it right. Again I don’t know why but I said yes and took the makeup. Susie finished getting dressed and we went out for dinner and a move.

The rest of the week I would get up and talk to my mom as she did her makeup, I loved watching her. Then I would put on my make up very lightly so as nobody could see it but I felt batter knowing I had it on. On Friday night I went over to Mary’s house. Her parents were gone so we went up to her bedroom.

She smiled and gave me a kiss, how has my little girl been this week she asked? I smiled and said good. She took off her clothes down to her panties and bra and I did the same. We started to kiss and she was touching me all over and again I could not get hard. She smiled at me; I know what’s wrong I promised you that you could try a tampon again. That’s what you want isn’t it. Again I don’t know why but I said yes. She told me to pull down my panties and bed over which I did. She touched my butt and I felt her push something into my but that was cold then she inserted the tampon and pushed it in all the way. There we are my sweat; she kissed me on the lips and told me what a cute butt I had. I thanked her and this time I couldn’t feel the tampon. We kissed for a little while and then Mary and I went out for dinner.

Saturday morning I got up and again I was feeling sick to my stomach. I got up and went and had my morning talk with my mom as she did her makeup. We talked about spring break which was only one week away. Mom and Jill were going to the beach for the week and she wanted to know if I wanted to go. I looked at her and said no I would stay home. She smiled have you told the girls the truth yet? I smiled no I can’t. She just shook her head; when they find out they will be so mad. Do you have any idea what they will do, you will be lucky if they will even talk to you. In the mean time you are wearing panties and a bra to keep this little secret. I smiled I know mom but it’s not that bad I really don’t mind. She gave me a strange look, are we getting attached to your bra she asked? I suddenly felt stupid and just looked down. Mom touched my hand, I like my bra too sweaty but you better be careful who you tell.

Wednesday I could barely get my pants over my butt and my breast were starting to really show. I was a little worried about someone noticing them but for some reason I wasn’t worried about the breasts themselves. I put on a large bulky sweat shirt and went to school. After school I went over to Susie’s house as her parents were gone again. Susie took me up to her bedroom. We got out of our clothes and soon we were just wearing panties and bra. Susie looked at me and smiled. Wow sweaty you are looking beautiful today. I looked at her and said I know I just can’t stop gaining weight. She gave me another one of her pills and told me these will fix you. I got the dizzy feeling again and lay down on the bed. When I woke up Susie was standing there looking at me. Sweaty would you like me to make love to you she asked? I smiled and said yes. She strapped her thing on and then smiled. Turn around and be a good little girl. I did as she said and she pulled my panties down, put some cream on my butt and then slid it in and this time it didn’t hurt. So she was pushing in and out and I was moaning with each stroke. Susie made love to me for over thirty minutes till I collapsed on the bed. Susie and I talked for hours and she told me that she was going to be out of town for spring break but she would see me when she got back.

Thursday morning I got up and looked in the mirror. My breasts were huge now and filled out my bra. Instead of being worried about them I just wondered what mom would say and how I could hide them again put on a big sweatshirt and then when I tried to put my pants on they would not fit. I started to panic. What could I do? I saw Jill’s black sweat pants on the door and put them on. I pulled the sweatshirt down to hide Jill’s sweats and it looked okay. I went to school. At lunch I saw Mary and we talked. Her parents were going away for the week two so we planned on spending it together. She told me to come over as soon as my mom and sister left. Friday morning again I looked at my breasts and they were big and beautiful so I put on another big sweatshirt and the same pair of sweat pants and went to school. When I got home Mom and Jill loaded up the car. Jill said goodbye and got in the car. Mom gave me a hug and for a moment I thought she had felt my breasts under the sweatshirt. She kissed me goodbye and told me to be good. I went right over to Mary’s house and her parents had already left. She took me upstairs to her room. We stripped down to our panty and bra and Mary looked at me. Wow sweaty what a great body you have you should show it off more. I smiled and looked down and said thank you Mary. She gave me a hug I have a great idea for what we can do tonight. I asked what? Mary gave me a kiss, I will tell you but first I think my little girl needs her tampon for the night. I didn’t say anything I just turned around and pulled my panties down. She put her hands on my butt and said, wow sweaty I think you are ready for the super size. I felt her push something into my butt and then another and yet a third and then she inserted the tampon and pushed it in. I got such a sensation from it.

Mary took my hand, you look so cute and you have such a great body I want to see what you would look like in one of my dresses. We went over to her closet and started to hold up dresses to me. She finally decided on a low cut short black dress. Sweaty this will look great on you and show off your breasts. She put the dress over my head and as it slid down my body I got such an incredible feeling. Mary looked at me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. What a cute girl you make let’s find you some shoes. She took a pair of 4″inch heels and put them on my feet, Sweaty you love the way they feel don’t you. I said yes and smiled. She helped me stand and showed me how to walk. We went down stairs and had dinner and watched TV. Mary just kept telling me how cute and beautiful I looked. When it was time for bed we went upstairs. Mary gave a short pink night gown to wear and helped me get ready for bed. The feeling was so intense. We got into bed and she kissed me on the cheek and said, sweat dreams my little girl.

In the morning we got up and Mary smiled at me, how did my little sister sleep in her new nightgown she asked? I smiled and said terrific. We got up and Mary picked out a black skirt and pink top, would my sister like to borrow some of my clothes? They were beautiful and I blushed and said, can I? Mary kissed me on my cheek, yes sweaty I think you would look great but you have to wear it the proper way. She helped me get dressed and then gave me the same heels from last night. I looked in the mirror and I was beautiful. Mary smiled we are not finished, and she sat me down and started to put curlers in my hair. Then she smiled I think you are ready for some makeup. She started off putting foundation on my face. The feeling was so nice. Next she put some eye liner on and some eye shadow and then some mascara, the whole time explaining to me what they were for and how to apply them. She finished off with a deep red lipstick. I looked into the mirror and I was even more beautiful. Mary smiled; I think you like the way you look shall I do your nails. I just smiled and nodded yes. When she finished she had me stand in front of the mirror. I had never thought I could look so beautiful. Mary went and put on a skirt and top and her heels. She stood next to me; we look like sisters don’t we she asked? I said yes. She gave me a light kiss on the cheek as not to mess our makeup. How about we spend the day as sisters and go shopping. I looked at her with a scared look on my face. Go out in public like this. She smiled, you are a beautiful young lady nobody will know so you want to go shopping don’t you. I smiled and said yes. We spent the day at the mall and tried on all kinds of clothes and shoes. We even got my ears pierced. I had so much fun. When we got home it was late so Mary showed me how to take my makeup off and we got ready for bed. I put my pink night gown on and climbed into bed with Mary. I thanked her for an incredible day and gave her a goodnight kiss on the cheek. She smiled; sweat dreams and I have a big surprise for you tomorrow.

Sunday Morning we got up and Mary helped me get dressed in a white skirt with a green top and again gave me her 4″inch heels to wear. She put on a little makeup and then she got dressed in a skirt and top and heels and again we looked like sisters. We grabbed our purses and we left. I asked where we were going but she just smiled. Relax you will love it. We pulled into a parking lot and parked. I looked out and there was a beauty salon. Mary and I walked in and the lady greeted Mary with a hug, so this is your Cousin she is lovely. I looked at Mary and didn’t know what to say. Mary just smiled and said Michele, say hi to Linda. I looked at Mary and then Linda and said hi. As we walked in Mary smiled; just relax dear you are fine just remember to answer to Michele. I asked why she called me Michele. Mary smiled, sweaty looking like you do you can’t go by Mike, and she thinks you are a girl so I gave you a female name. You do like it don’t you dear? Linda sat me down and started to wash my long brown hair which was now down to my shoulders. After she washed it she put a cream in my hair. Then she smiled, let’s start on your face dear. She put a cream on my face and then started to work on my eyebrows. She used a little wand that admitted a light and some heat. It felt strange and tingled as she went over them.

She washed the cream out of my hair and then started to wrap it in curlers. Soon my head was a mass of curlers and it felt like my hair was being pulled out of my head. I still had the cream on my face which was now drying and getting hard. She took me over to a seat and I put my feet into a little tub. It was so relaxing. Linda then took my feet out and massaged them. It was so incredible I have never felt anything so wonderful. Mary was in the seat next to me and noticed the smile. Are you enjoying your day of beauty sweaty? I knew I shouldn’t but I was so I said yes. When Linda finished my massaging my feet she dried them off and then she applied a deep red nail polish.

She led me over to a little table and then started to work on my nails; again Mary was at the table next to me. We had been there for over two hours now. Linda filed my nails and then glued nail tips onto them. She cut them so they were about ½ inch longer and then she started to apply a paste on top of them. I was amazed at how quickly and perfectly she applied it to my nails. I looked at Mary and she smiled, just enjoy your day. Linda filed the nails again and then applied the nail polish. First a clear coat then two coats of the same deep red and then a top coat. I was took over to a seat and told to put my hands under a light to dry the nail polish. Mary sat next to me; beautiful aren’t they. Don’t you just love the way they look. They were beautiful and I know I should have hated it but I didn’t. I loved them.

When they had dried Linda took me back over to the where I started and took the curlers out of my hair and started to brush out my hair. She played with it for almost twenty minutes and then smiled. You are lovely dear. She then washed the dried cream off my face and started to put on my makeup. It didn’t take long to apply my makeup and I sat there and kept looking at Mary as the lady working on her did her makeup. She looked so beautiful just like a model and I wondered what I was going to look like. When we were all done Linda took me over to a full length mirror and I got the first look at myself. I was beautiful. My eyebrows had been shaped into a high thin feminine arch and my brown hair was now blonde, it was very wavy and very full. It looked like I had twice as much hair. My makeup was flawless and I looked completely like a young lady. Mary stood next to me; Michele you are gorgeous and she gave me a hug. Did you like my little surprise dear? I said yes I loved it, I never stopped to even think how I could hide this or what my mom would say or how I could go to school. I never thought about anything except how I looked right now. Mary said we should go now. I thanked Linda and we left. In the car I couldn’t take my eyes off of my nails.

When we got back to Mary’s house she smiled. Michele my dear I have one more surprise for you and gave me a hug again. I asked what and she said just wait. We walked into her house and there was Susie sitting on the couch, Susie looked at me and smiled. Wow Michele you look beautiful and she came over and gave me a hug. I thanked her and shyly looked down. Susie walked around me, I can’t believe how great you look nobody would ever know you were once a boy. We had talked for over fifteen minutes before I realized something was wrong, why was Susie here in Mary’s house. I got a really scared look on my face and then I heard Mary; well I think you finally figured it out now sit down. I don’t know why but I sat down and just looked at them. I finally asked how they found out. Mary smiled did you like getting your nails done and the way we talked she asked? I said yes. She smiled again, that’s what girls do when they get their nails done. They chat with the nail tech and with the girls around them. Imagine my surprise when I was talking to Susie and she was telling me all about her new boyfriend who by the way had the same name as my boyfriend.

Susie started to yell, how dare you lie to us and cheat on us. I thought you and I had something special. I said we did but she told me to shut up. When we realized you were dating us both I was so mad but Mary wanted to treat you a lesson. She came up with this idea and I thought it was a good idea. I looked at her, so you dressed me up as a girl to teach me a lesson I asked? She smiled you still don’t get it do you. We didn’t just dress you up, look at your breasts your hips and waist. I started to get really scared. Mary came over and looked at me. Sweaty did you like your tampons she said? I just looked at her with a horrified look. Well before I inserted it I put in several capsules of powerful female hormones and a male testosterone blocker. You are now more female then most women are. She reached out and cupped my breast in her hand and I looked down at them. What have you done to me I said softly. Susie came over to me. You know how you have been worried about your weight because your pants didn’t fit anymore. It was the hormones that were making your hips grow. She put a scale down in front of me and told me to stand on it. I did as I was told and Susie smiled perfect dear, you weigh 115 pounds. I looked at her with shock. It was imposable, I had lost 15 pounds and my pants didn’t fit. Mary took a tape measure and measured my waist and haps and bust. She looked at Susie, you are right she is perfect 34-24-34 and at least a C-cup. You make a beautiful woman Susie said and by the way those weren’t weight loss pills I gave you. They were a hypnotic drug that would allow us to get you to do what we wanted. I was really scared now; these two girls were trying to turn me into a woman. I looked at them and said in my most defiant voice, I will not let you do this to me. I will stop you somehow I will tell people what you have done to me. Susie laughed; sweaty it is too late for that dear. We have already turned you into a female just look at yourself and remember we have control over you. I looked at them and said no you don’t and got up to leave. Mary smiled at me, where are you going sweaty she asked? I told her I was leaving. Mary smiled that’s fine dear but I think you better put your tampon in first honey so turn around and bend over. I don’t know why but I stopped and pulled down my panty and I felt Mary push several things into my butt and then she inserted the tampon. There you are my sweaty that is the last of the hormones and will finish the job. You will not remove the tampon till tonight. I looked at her and said yes and then realized what had just happened. I wanted to remove it but I couldn’t. They saw the terror on my face when I realized I would do what they said. Susie smiled I see you now understand the hold we have on you now sit down. I sat down and Susie smiled, for the rest of the week you will do what we say and you will enjoy every minute of it dear or we may make you do some things you won’t like. You will think of us as your big sisters and you will only answer to the name Michele, do you understand Michele? I just looked at them and said yes. The rest of the week went quickly and even though I knew what they had done I couldn’t stop going along with it.

On Sunday morning we got up and got dressed, I did my own makeup and had no problem with it. We drove over to my house and I asked why. Susie smiled, your mom and sister will be home today and it would be nice if you were there to greet them. I begged them to stop and change me back. Mary gave me a little hug, sweaty even if we wanted to we can’t now. You are to female now. When we got there they gave me the same pink bikini I had worn before and told me to put it on. I did as I was told and looked at myself. The top barely held my now huge breasts in them, I looked totally female. I joined Mary and Susie at the pool. I asked how they were going to explain this to my mom and sister. Susie smiled you will dear. When your mom asked what you are doing you will tell her this was your idea. You came to Mary and told her you wanted to wear her bra and panties and begged her to help her. Mary smiled you liked it so much you then asked Susie to help dress you up. We didn’t want to but you were are friend and after you kept begging we agreed. You then went on line and bought some female hormones and started taking them and didn’t tell us. When we found out we tried to stop you and tried to get you to talk to your mom but you told us not to say anything. You cried telling us how you longed to be a woman and that was the only way you would be happy. We finally agreed to help you. I can’t possible tell her that but before I finished Susie smiled, sweaty you will tell her that.

About an hour later I heard the door to the house open and out walked Mom and Jill. I was as scared as they walked over to us. Mom looked at me, my god what are you doing she yelled. I looked at her and said, mom it’s not Mary or Susie’s fault. I begged them to help me. I want to be a woman I have to be a woman. I couldn’t believe what I was saying. I told my mom exactly what Susie had told me to say. Mom just stared at me and Jill was laughing. Mom finally looked at me and saw my breasts and I told her about the female hormones I had bought. I thought she was going to yell more or even hit me but she gave me a hug. I guess I have no choice but I wish you had come to me first, and then she told Jill to stop laughing. She looked at Mary and Susie, you two should have also told me but I can see you are good friends to help her and not judge her. Mom then said well Mike I guess I have a new daughter. I looked at her and wanted to scream but all I could say was, Mom I don’t like that name please call me Michele. She just nodded and gave me another hug. Mary and Susie stayed for dinner and after we ate we went back out to the pool.

Susie smiled, how have you liked your day dear? I just said I can’t believe what you made me tell my mom. Susie smiled again, it was so much fun but I think we are done. She looked me in the eyes, Michele listen to what I tell you. Tonight when you go to sleep you will remember today. What you told your mom will become the truth. You will believe with all your heart what you told her. You came to us. When you wake up tomorrow you will be totally happy as a girl and know that it is what you have always wanted. You will forget about how you were once a boy. You will start to think about boys and how you want a boyfriend. I got scared again as she kept going on. You will not be attracted to girls. You will be attracted to boys. But you will only date boys who are 6′ tall as you will always want to wear heels that are at least 4’inches high and you will almost always wear dresses or skirts with very revealing tops. You will want to show off how female you are. Do you understand she asked? I said yes as the horror of what she just said went through my mind. Mary came over and gave me a hug. One last thing dear we are the best of friends now and we tell each other everything. You will not hid anything from us do you understand? I said yes and felt a little better that they would be my friends. They both gave me a hug again and then Susie smiled oh by the way from here on out the drug will not have any effect on you and nobody can tell you what to do or control you anymore do you understand? I said yes.

We sat there and I could not stop thinking about tomorrow and how after tonight I would be a girl and happy about it and I would be attracted to boys. I looked at Susie and Mary, I have learned my lesson please stop this before I go all the way. I looked so scared and Mary looked at Susie, maybe we are going too far. I felt hope and maybe this would stop. Susie smiled you may be right but we can’t stop it now. I looked at her just tell me not to like boys and that I don’t want to be a girl. Susie smiled I can’t the last command I gave you was to deactivate the drug. What I said. Susie smiled I thought we might feel guilty and change our minds so I made it so we can’t. Susie then looked at me, Michele I want you to go tell your mom your mom you changed your mind and you want your name to be Mike. I looked at her I hate that name Michele is much better. What did I just say; I refused to do what she said. Susie smiled you see we can’t undo what we have told you now there is nothing any of us can do but tomorrow you will feel better and we will all be the best of friends. I went to bed that night and new tomorrow my life would change and the only comfort I had was I would be totally happy and I fell asleep.

I hate that name Michele is much better. What did I just say; I refused to do what she said. Susie smiled you see we can’t undo what we have told you now there is nothing any of us can do but tomorrow you will feel better and we will all be the best of friends. I went to bed that night and new tomorrow my life would change and the only comfort I had was I would be totally happy and I fell asleep.