Subtle Changes   1 comment

Subtle Changes

By Tiffany wells

 

It is amazing what can happen over time. My name is John and I am just your average 22 year old guy, 5’5” and 120 lb. Well I guess I am a little small for a guy which made it hard when I was in school. I worked a few part time jobs till about a year in a half ago. There was a shop by the mall that had a help wanted sign so I went in. there were 7 woman in there working, turns out they did printing mostly for businesses but also were open to the public. All the women were about my age and very beautiful. I told them I was interested in the job and it seemed the lady in charge wasn’t too excited about me as a possible employee but she agreed to give me a try. Well after a couple weeks she told me I had the job but I would be more in the back doing the business printing and the other girls would be out front.

Now I loved working here with these 7 beautiful woman. All of them had beautiful long nails which was something I always loved on a girl. My nails were really short and looked bad as I chewed them, a bad habit from childhood. Now I had been working here for a few weeks and would walk into the mall for lunch to the food court. That is where I met Sue I actually turned around one day and ran right into her almost knocking her down. She was very pretty long blonde hair, about 5’4” and about 115 LB. Long pretty nails and her makeup was perfect which was no surprise. Turns out she works at the MAC counter at Nordstrom’s. Well we hit it off and started dating.

We moved in together about 3 months later and I was so happy. A few times Sue came to where I worked so we could go out and the girls I worked with liked her and told me how lucky I was which I was. It was about a year ago shortly after we moved in Sue made a comment about my chewed up nails and told me I really should stop chewing them. I was a little upset about this as my mom had always told me that. Well the next day at work I mentioned it to one of the girls I worked with and of course by lunch they all knew about it and all agreed with Sue which didn’t surprise me a woman always stick together. Now one thing that worked out and Sue and I now had the same days off Sunday and Monday so we got to spend a lot of time together.

We had gone out to dinner on Friday night after we both got off and Sue brought up my nails again and she surprised me by saying she was getting her nails done Monday morning which she did every 2 weeks and suggested I go with her and get a manicure and pedicure and start taking care of my nails. I told her I didn’t think that was a good idea. The next day at work I was talking with one of the girls and mentioned the conversation I had with Sue and she also thought I should go and take care of my nails as did all the ladies I work with. Well Saturday night when Sue and I got off work we went out for dinner and I told her I would give the manicure a try so she called the nail salon and got me an appointment at the same time as hers. The rest of the weekend I kept wondering what I was getting myself into.

Well Monday morning sue and I went to the nail salon. First we got a pedicure and it was actually really nice and relaxing. The nail tech put a clear polish on them when she was done and they looked nice and my lower leg felt wonderful I actually enjoyed it. Next came the manicure and it was just as nice. Now my nails were too short to do anything with other than trim the cuticle and polish them. Sue recommended I get a clear gel polish as it would stand up better. Now my nails didn’t really look ant better other than being really shiny. But I did have a fun time with Sue. As we left Sue set up another appointment for us in two more weeks.

Tuesday at work all the girls wanted to see my nails and thought they looked nice. I was a little worried about how shinny they were but within a few days I got use to them and with the gel polish on them I couldn’t chew them as they were thicker. 2 weeks later we went back to the nails salon and got our manicure and pedicure again and my finger nails had grown out to where the nail tech could file them down and they actually looked really nice and I have seen men with nicely manicured nails just like mine so I was okay with it and yes the woman I worked with thought they looked so much nicer.

2 weeks later on our trip to the nail salon I was actually getting use to this and was really looking forward to Sue and my Monday morning routine. Sue and I were talking as we got out pedicure and having a fun time. When we got ready for the polish Sue got a really bright red polish on her toes she smiled at me and handed me the same red she had on her toes and said, no one but me will see them. I thought for a moment and I don’t know why I gave the nail tech the red polish and she painted my toes the same red.

Then it was time for our manicures. Of course Sue had acrylic nails so they did a fill and the painted them the same red I of course got the clear gel again. She filed them back as they had grown out a little longer then I thought they should. I think she left them just a little longer than the last time. Tuesday at work all the girls thought my nails looked fine and so much better than they did when I was chewing them. I didn’t tell them about my red toes though.

2 weeks later Sue and I were back at the salon and getting our nails done and this time Sue didn’t say anything I just went ahead and got the same color on my toes as she did a really hot bright pink. My fingers nails were a little longer but she filed them down leaving them just a little longer. And again a clear gel polish. Now I really didn’t even think about how shiny my nails were any more. They really looked nice with a rounded shape. The ladies at work didn’t see anything wrong with it and thought they looked just fine.

2 weeks later we were back at the salon and it seemed so normal now. This week we got a purple color on our toes. I was really liking the manicures and pedicures. As the nail tech was filing my nails I mentioned something about the length and nice round shape might not be right for me. She told me not to worry she would try something different. She filed them down a little shorter but made them more square on the end instead of rounded. They did look shorter though. The ladies at work really liked the new shape and said they were perfect.

2 weeks later we went to the salon and by this time my nails did look the longest they have looked yet. We got our pedicures and this week we got a deep dark red on our toes and then over for our manicures. My nail tech kept the same square shape and filed them down but left them just a little longer then the last time but they were still short enough I thought. She was getting ready to put the clear gel polish on my nails when she asked if I wanted to try what she called clear pink. I wasn’t sure and said no but she showed me the polish and it really was clear with just the slightest pink tint. Don’t know why but I decided to give it a try. When my nails were done they looked just the same as they did before just clear polish. It wasn’t till we got outside in the daylight that you could see just the slightest pink tint to them. The ladies at work never even noticed the difference in the nails or if they did they didn’t say anything other than they looked great.

2 weeks later we were back at the salon and my nails were looking pretty long but I was getting used to it. We got a pinkish red on our toes and I was really liking the different looks of my toes with the polish. We started our manicures and my nails tech filed them down just a little bit and put the same clear pink gel polish on my fingers and they looked really nice. At work the ladies still thought my nails looked fine and I actually got to work a little out at the counter a few times this week instead of always being in the back room.

2 weeks later we had our normal trip to the salon and this time we got pink color on our toes. After all these trips to the salon my feet never looked or felt better. My feet were so soft and no rough spots. We got our manicures and she filed my nails down. What I found was they were fine when I got them done but 2 weeks later when we go back to the salon they seem a little long but I was use to them now. She was ready to paint my nails and she asked if I wanted to try a polish with just a little more of a pink color called kiss of pink. I looked at it and it really didn’t look that much pinker than what I had on so I said yes. She put the first coat on and it had a slight pink tint to it but when she put the second coat on you could tell they had a pink tint to them and it was really noticeable outside in the sun light. The ladies at work again said nothing other than they looked nice and they were fine with it.

2 weeks later we were back at the salon and Sue and I got that same hot pink polish on our toes. It really was a bright hot pink and looked really nice. We got our manicures and my nail tech left my nails a little longer this time and I just went with it. They were square and about an 1/8 of an inch long which doesn’t seem like that long but it is. This time she had several shades of pink gel polish out and we looked at all of them. Some were just too bright but there was a pale pink color that looked really nice and I don’t know why but I went with this one called pale pink. When they were done with 2 coats it was not a clear polish with a tint they were a really soft pink color and there was no denying I had on nail polish. I also noticed that with this color my nails looked longer. At work all the ladies told me how awesome my nails looked.

Now over the next couple visits I stayed with the soft pink and even once did a pale violate color and my nails were now getting longer and I was use to the soft nail colors on my nails. The problem was as they were longer I broke one of them at work so I had one short nail and it made my nails look funny. One of the ladies at work told me not to worry about it as it happens. Actually by the time Monday came around I had broken 3 of my nails I guess I let them get to long.

Sue and I went to the salon and got our nails done again a red color on our toes and then we got our manicures as she was taking off the old gel polish she was asking me how I broke my nails. I told her at work and I was a little disappointed that I would have to have short nails till they grow out. She said she could repair the nail with some acrylic. I looked at Sue and she said it would keep them from breaking. I thought about it and said sure. I was surprised when she filed all my nails down and then glued tips on and trimmed them down and then put acrylic on all my nails. When she was done they were actually almost as long as when I came in today accept for the broken nails. She put the same pale pink color on my nails and they looked fabulous. Just like Sue’s and the ladies at work accept for not as long. Looking at my nails now there was no question I had acrylic nails and they were pink. The next day at work the ladies thought they were fine and I explained about the broken nails and that this would help me not break them and they all agreed. It did take a little getting used to them as they were a lot thicker.

2 weeks later we went to the salon again and got our pedicures and then our manicures. I also had to get a fill where they had grown out. Basically I got the same thing Sue did accept her nails were longer. She filed them down till they were about ¼ inch long and I got the same pink color. Sue had a really bright hot pink. Now while we were getting our nails done we were talking about our vacation. In 2 weeks we were going to the beach for a week. We had hotel reservations at a hotel casino right on the beach. It would be the last week of August and it would be so much fun. We had booked the hotel Monday night through the following Sunday night and coming home on Monday. It would be so much fun.

2 weeks later we were going to the nail salon then right from the nail salon we would head for the beach. We had everything packed in the car for our trip. We got to the salon and got our pedicures and we got bright red polish on our toes. Then we got our manicures and the fill on our nails. As we were on vacation for the week I asked her to leave them long so she didn’t file them down. Sue got the same bright red polish on her fingers and smiled at me and said as long as I was keeping them long for vacation why not try the bright red. I thought about it and decided to try it. Soon I had really red nails and they were very noticeable.

We left the salon and I drove to the beach. I kept looking at my nails on the steering wheel as I drove. I just could stop thinking about how pretty they were. A couple times Sue had to repeat herself as I was thinking about my nails. As we got close to the beach I also started thinking about how visible my nails would be. Now I have had painted nails and a little long but these were really long and very bright. I mentioned this to Sue and she told me not to worry about it. As we pulled into the hotel parking lot Sue told me to drop her off and she would go check us in and I could get a bell hope to get our baggage out of the car and then go park it and then meet her inside. By the time I got inside Sue had us all checked in and we were on our way to our room. The bell hope brought our stuff up and then after Sue tipped him he said you ladies have a wonderful time. I looked at Sue and she just smiled.

Now I know I am small for a man but I never really thought I looked feminine although my hair is down to the top of my shoulders. I looked in the mirror and I had to admit I really didn’t look male or female as I have soft facial features and I think with the longer hair and of course the nails he just assumed I was female. We unpacked and then went down to get some dinner and again our waitress referred to us as ladies. Every time, even in the bar the bar tender called us ladies.

Now I was wearing my male blue jeans and a grey sweat shirt but I was flat chested also and figured someone would pick up on that. After dinner we went into the casino and played some slots. As a matter of fact not one person referred to me as sir, he or him all night long.

Tuesday morning we got up and got dressed as we were going to spend the day walking the small little town and checking out the shops and of course checking out the beach. Now it was going to be a nice day in the low 80’s perfect for the beach. Sue had on a pair of shorts and a white tee shirt and I also had on shorts and a white tee shirt.

Sue was putting on her makeup when she looked at me and said she had an idea. I asked her what and she told me she wanted to put just a little makeup on me. I wasn’t sure but she said it would be very light and not very noticeable so I let her try it. She put mascara on me which you could see and then just a really light amount of eyeshadow light browns to a medium brown and she was right it wasn’t very noticeable. Then she did a lipstick in a mauve color. It looked kind of dark in the tube but once on my lips it just gave my lips a hint of color. You could kind of tell I had on makeup but not really she did a good job. I was going to go out with makeup on for the first time.

Sue said there was one more thing, I was too flat chested in my tee shirt and I should probably try one of her bras now I wasn’t sure about this but I had gone this far. She tried several of her bras and she finally found one that I could wear although it was really tight. It was a pale pink bra and had some padding in it so it made me look like I had small breast. I looked in the mirror and I really did look like a girl except for the shorts I was wearing. I was a little nervous when we left the room but everyone we met greeted us as 2 woman. We had a nice breakfast and then we were out onto the beach to walk down to the town. Now in the sunlight you could really see the pink of my bra under my white tee-shirt. We had a wonderful day.

That night as we were getting ready for bed I took off the bra and you could see the marks on me from it being so tight. I must admit it was not very comfortable to wear, I don’t know how woman do it. I had gone the whole day though and as far as I know no one suspected I was anything other than a girl. The rest of the week was pretty much the same, I was kind of pawing myself off as a girl as we checked out the shops in the town ore walked along the beach We even walked in the water some it was a fun week and went by way too fast. By the end of the week I had learned how to do the mascara and eye shadow really lightly. You really had to look close to tell I had any on.

Monday came and we checked out of the hotel and then went down to the beach for one last walk. WE stayed till midafternoon as being a Monday we shouldn’t have much traffic going home. It was a little after 3 when we got back to the car and headed for home. On the way we stopped for dinner so it was after 7 when we got home and started to unpack. We went to bed as we were both tired.

We got up Tuesday and started getting ready for work. We left for work and I really didn’t think about it till I parked at work, that is when I noticed how red my nails were and how long. There really wasn’t anything I could do so I went in. none of the other ladies said a word about my nails accept one as it turns out she had pretty much the same color so of course we had to compare nails. Hers were still longer. After this several of the other ladies told me they really did look good and I would have so much more fun now as there were so many wonderful colors to choose from. By the end of the day I was loving my red nails again.

A week later when Sue and I went to the nail salon we got that Hot Pink on or fingers and toes and again I didn’t have them file them down. Within a few weeks my nails were just as long as Sue’s and the other ladies about a half inch long. So now I have long pretty nails all the time and love it.

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A supportive girlfriend   2 comments

A supportive girlfriend

By Elizabeth James

My name is Kelly well actually it is Kelly James Johnson which wouldn’t normally be bad accept for my size. By the time I in the 6 grade I was as tall as I was going to get, 5’5” tall and puberty never really hit me. By the time I started 10 grade I still looked like I was 12 years old, no body hair, and no facial hair it was hard growing up. So when I started 10 grade I started going by my middle name James as with my size I didn’t want a name that could be male or female. High School was hard but I made it through, imagine being a boy that was smaller than half the girls in the school. I did 2 years of community college before transferring to a 4 year college. I led a lonely life as it seemed all the girls wanted the tall, strong, athletic guys.

It was the start of my last year that I met Jill, she was a beautiful girl, long blonde hair, 5’6” tall and looked like a model. I am not even sure why but she sat down across from me in the library one day and soon we were talking. She didn’t seem to even notice my size and we became friend and soon we were dating which was a little hard as I was an inch shorter than her and more than once people mistook me for her little brother. At Christmas we started talking and to save money we decided I should move into her apartment as it was a little bigger than mine and closer to school. I was thrilled. It was New Year’s night and we had had way too much to drink and after midnight we got talking and I don’t know why I asked her why she wanted to be with a guy as small as me one people mistook for her little brother. As soon as I asked it I regretted it I mean why risk it and point it out to her. As I said we had both been drinking. She looked at me and said I hope you don’t take this wrong or think bad of me but she did not find tall strong men attractive and she hated body hair or facial hair on men. She told me that for a while she thought she was strange that way. I felt better as she actually did like me for me.

We talked for a couple hours that night till we both stumbled to bed, I am not sure if I was helping her or she helped me but somehow we made it to the bed. In the morning when we woke up somehow I was wearing her nightie and she had on my pajamas. We both got a good laugh out of that. A couple nights later we were talking at dinner and Jill brought that night up and asked me if I had ever thought about dressing as a girl which caught me off guard. I said no as I really had never thought about it even though in high school I got called a girl a lot. She smiled at me and told me I would make a passible girl which no male really wants to hear but before I could say anything she just told me to forget it as she was just thinking about getting into clubs to go dancing. You see she has a fake ID which is how we got the liquor for new year’s but there was no way I could pass for 21 even with a fake id. Now the funny thing is even though I had never thought of it before now it was stuck in my mind you know how someone mentions a song and then you can’t get it out of your head.

Well the next night I brought it up and told her that since she had mentioned it I couldn’t get the thought out of my mind. I didn’t think I could pass as a girl and I knew I wouldn’t have the courage to go out as a girl but I was curious as to what I would look like. Now I must ad my hair is a little long as I wear it in a ponytail I guess trying to look a little cool. Jill told me we would try it this Saturday and see what I looked like.

Saturday came and I was a little nervous, Jill had me shower and wash my hair with her shampoo and conditioner, when she combed it out my light brown hair was just to my shoulders. She used some curlers and a curling iron and actually gave me a pretty feminine hair style. Then she did my makeup, eye shadow, mascara, blush and finally a red lipstick. I could not believe how feminine I looked. She then gave me a pair of her panties pink and a pink bra which she padded out and then one of her dresses which was just a little tight seems even though she is an inch taller I weigh just a little more and then a pair of her heels which actually fit me well. The end result was I looked completely like a girl. I don’t think even my own mom would recognize me if she was still alive. I spent the weekend as a girl and I actually had fun. Jill tried to get me to go out with her but I just couldn’t leave the apartment like this. I know I would pass but there was just something that wouldn’t let me do it.

It is funny as all weekend Jill called me by my first name Kelly. So this is how it went for a while. On weekends we were staying home I would dress as a girl and I was Kelly and when I was not dressed as a girl I was James. Summer came and we graduated and I got to meet Jill’s mom Helen. I only met her briefly at Graduation as she lived in another state. Turns out Jill had not told her she was living with her boyfriend. She told her she lived with Kelly and was dating me James. Her mom was only there for the weekend and had a hotel room so it was easy to keep up the lie as Jill told her mom Kelly was away visiting her family.

Well after graduation neither one of us found good jobs. I turned 21 still looking like a little kid and Jill was turning 21 on August 2. Jill had put in an application in Las Vegas for a cocktail waitress at a big casino and they had offered her a job starting on August 10th and as I didn’t have a job here we decided to move there and see if things were better.

Now are plan was to fly to Las Vegas on Sunday morning August 8th, We don’t have much to move, a TV some dishes and clothes so what we can’t take on the plain we will just ship down there by FED Ex to the Hotel we are going to stay at till we find an apartment. The only issue was money but Jill’s mom Helen let us use her credit card to pay for the airline tickets. Now with this she knew we intended to live together there she still didn’t know we had been living together for a half year already. Now as it started getting closer we both got a little nervous and wondered if we had made the right choice which I guess is normal but we were going ahead no matter what.

Now I was thinking about my weekends as Kelly, I know that is a strange thought but I realized I would probably have to stop this at least for a while. Now Jill had some things she had to do on Saturday the 7th and I figured I would take the opportunity to spend one last day as Kelly before we move. I didn’t mention this to Jill as I have actually gotten pretty good doing my own hair and makeup. Jill must have been thinking the same thing as she mentioned maybe I should spend Saturday as Kelly and maybe we could go out for dinner that night as we would be moving away the next day. I told her I would be Kelly but wasn’t sure I would be able to go out.

Saturday I got up and got all dressed as Kelly and Jill tried to talk me into going with her for the day. I told her I would think about dinner but there was no way I could spend the whole day out. Jill gave me a kiss and she was off. Now I was cleaning up the apartment to get it ready so when we left we would get our cleaning deposit back. We lived on the 5th floor and the garbage room was just 2 doors down from our apartment and I just wondered if I could walk down there with the garbage. I had 4 big bags, I grabbed one and cracked the door open and there was no one in the hall. I decided to try it, I opened the door stepped out and pulled the door almost shut putting the lock bar out so it wouldn’t shut all the way. I quickly walked 2 doors down and put the bag in the can and back to the room. Wow I couldn’t believe the rush I got from that even though I was really scared. I took a deep breath and worked up the courage to do it again. Same thing open the door, pull it almost closed and put the lock bar out to hold the door open. Walked a little slower this time but still got back to the room quickly.

I grabbed the 3rd bag opened the door, stepped out and pulled it almost shut when I heard a voice say hi, I spun around dropping the bag. It was Jill’s Mom Helen, She said sorry she startled me and helped me pick up the bag. She said she was here to see Jill. I told her Jill was out for the day taking care of business before she moved. Walked the garbage down the hall and this time walking slower as Helen walked with me and I didn’t want her to recognize me which I didn’t think she would as I really did look different.

Helen finally said oh you must be her roommate Kelly, nice to finally meet you. On the way back to the apartment she asked if she could wait there. I didn’t know what to say. I couldn’t let her in as she would see the apartment pretty much empty of course I could tell her I was also moving as I couldn’t afford this apartment on my own. Amazing how fast your mind works when you are scared. I told her Jill said she would be gone all day and she said that was too bad as she wanted to spend the day with her before she moved. We got back to the apartment and the door was shut. I got that scared look as I tried the door and it was locked. I was locked out. Helen must have realized what had happened as she told me she felt like it was her fault for startling me. I didn’t know what to do. Helen told me she would take me to lunch I knew I could just stand there in the hall so reluctantly I agreed.

I was never so scared going down the elevator and walking out to her car. I was relieved once I was in her car. We drove to a little café at the shopping center down the street. It was after lunch so it wasn’t real busy which I was glad for. Now we sat there at lunch and we talked and I was scared again doing my best to make sure she didn’t figure it out. We spent almost 2 hours at the café and by the time we were ready to leave I was feeling like I had fooled her as she had seemed to accept me as Kelly her daughter’s roommate. Helen gave the waitress her credit card for the bill. She pulled out her cell phone and made a call.

Now I got scared again when I heard her say hi honey, I am in town to see you before you leave. There was a pause for a moment and I heard well why don’t I take you and James out to dinner tonight. We can meet at Henry’s at 6 for dinner her treat. There was another pause and I heard her say that’s too bad James can’t make it but I will see you at 6 and she hung up. She looked at me and said oh I forgot to mention you were locked out well you can have dinner with us and then go home with Jill. I guess we will be spending the day together. I didn’t know what to say but I knew I had no choice so I said that sounded like fun.

I figured we would go back to her but instead we walked over to a small shopping center and went to a salon there, Helen told me she had planned on spending the day here with Jill before she left. I wasn’t sure what to do so I went along with it. We went in and started off with a pedicure which was actually really nice. They painted my toes a beautiful red color.

Next came a manicure the lady filed and trimmed my nails pretty short and then glued tips on them. I looked at Hellen and she just smiled you will love long nails but if not you can remove them. Again not knowing what to do I went along with it? Soon I had beautiful long nails painted the same red and they were a half inch long.

Next came the hair a wash, trim and set. My hair now looked shiny and smooth and I think a little more blonde. The last part was a facial and this made me the most nervous as the lady removed all my makeup. Luckily Helen was 2 chairs away so I figured I was safe. Creams were applied and a mask and more creams it really was a fun experience At least up to the point I felt a pain on my eye brows. Turns out she waxed them. Once she was done she started my makeup again. She did a wonderful job and did the same color red on my lips as they did on my nails.

I finally got a look at what they had done and I was right, my hair was a little more blonde and my eye brows although they were not overly masculine before they were high feminine arches now but the makeup was flawless. I looked so beautiful. There was no way anyone would know I was not a female. Helen asked me if I liked it and without thinking about it I told her I looked beautiful and thanked her. We left the salon and drove downtown to Henry’s and waited for Jill. Now I was worried as Jill did not know I would be there or what had happened today. We were a little early so Helen and I went to the bar to wait for Jill. Helen called Jill and told her we she meet her in the bar and at this point also told her about me Kelly getting locked out and I was joining us. There was a pause and Helen handed me the phone. Jill asked me what had happened and I gave her a quick rundown without going into too much detail.

Jill walked in at 6 and Helen got up and gave her a hug I stood up and Jill looked at me and said wow girl you look fabulous and also gave me a hug which helped as I was a little worried about all that had happened today. I never thought I would be able to go out to dinner with Jill as a girl. We were shown to our table and we all looked over the menu as we talked. It was very pleasant and with Jill here Helens attention was turned more to her than me.

Helen finally brought up the question Jill had worried about and the reason she never told her mom we were living together, she asked if Jill and James were thinking of getting married. Now to be honest we have talked about it we even went as far to talk about getting married when we get to Las Vegas. Helen looked at me and asked me what I thought of Jill and James getting married and didn’t I think they made a cute couple. Now I had to agree but it is strange to be involved in a conversation about yourself and your future with someone who doesn’t know you are that person. First I did agree that they made a perfect couple and it would be good if they got married. Helen looked at Jill and told her Kelly agreed with her about them getting married and made the comment I would make a wonderful maid of honor. Wow this was getting interesting. Are dinner came and as we ate Helen was still talking about marriage and I felt bad for Jill as she was taking all of this by herself but as much as I wanted to help I had to stay in the Kelly roll. Jill finally said that she was pretty sure James and she would be married once they got to Las Vegas as they both really did love each other. Helen gave her a hug and said that was all she wanted, for her daughter to be happy and as long as she and James truly loved each other and were planning on getting married she could support their living together. This made Jill really happy and me too although I had to hide it.

After dinner as we had desert Helen told Jill she had a surprise for her. Jill asked what and her mom told her she was on vacation for two weeks and had decided to go to Las Vegas with James and her and help us move and get settled in. she had bought another plane ticket on the same flight. All 3 of us would fly out at 9 am tomorrow. Jill was surprised for sure but tried to act happy I on the other had was really worried. Even removing these long nails there was nothing I could do about my eye brows or my lighter colored hair. Helen would notice for sure.

Helen then finally sad she had one more question for Jill and asked when she was going to tell her the whole truth and then she looked at me and asked me the same question. I know I had a panicked look on my face. She smiled and told us both to relax and then pointed out that we had used her credit card for the plane ticket, she had got the conformation for the tickets also including the one for Kelly James Johnson. She looked at me and said it is fine I just wish you two had not been lying to me all this time. I know you two love each other and that is all that matters.

Becoming Daddy’s Girl   Leave a comment

Becoming Daddy’s Girl

By Cari Christi

After a year of having become a somewhat accomplished crossdresser, visiting the transvestite bar on weekend nights had become almost the norm for me. Only a month past my eighteenth birthday, I was both a “regular” and yet still one of the youngest people there. I was often told by men that I was the cutest, the prettiest, and the sexiest “little girl” in the bar.

I loved the recognition of being seen as being quite feminine, petite and being suggestively sensual. One night as I got comfortable on the bar stool I crossed my exposed smooth stocking covered legs and reflected on how it seemed so hard to believe how much had changed in the year since I first walked into this same scary Star Wars like bar dressed overtly in a teensy scandalous black dress, teased blonde wig and five inch high heels.

That first night (at age 17) was terrifying as more than a couple of the lusty naughty old half drunken men tried to corrupt me. Assuming I was a hooker, they had me fleeing from the bar in but a few minutes of my arrival. After that negative and quite scary experience I knew I had to develop more courage, resolve and confidence if I wanted to be out in public as “Cari.” I had to protect myself from the many sleazy characters at this club that catered to transgender, gay, straight and bisexual folks.

What helped me most was my developing friendship with the bartender. He helped me understand the madness of the club’s environment as my naiveté was quite natural due to my youth and lack of experience. “Johnny” also liked how I tipped and helped by always telling me who it was safe to talk to and with whom it was not.

Johnny was my official protector there and even introduced me to a nice older man with whom I shyly developed a friendship. In time it grew to a bit more and after almost a year it was on my first date as a “gal” with him – that my life unexpectedly changed far more than I ever would have dreamed or wanted.

At the time I felt so guilty for surrendering to a man. I did not realize how powerful it was to be female in the arms of a man. I actually came to enjoy being this man’s “girlfriend” for a few weeks, but my surrender signaled the beginning of how I came to change and evolve into a new view of my femininity in the future.

As an attractively dressed 5’5” 130 pound slim, blonde and femininely made up and perfumed gal – I was fortunate or “unlucky” (depending on one’s point of view) to be constantly ogled and approached by men and even the occasional woman. Now that I was no longer the complete virginal innocent, I was now at least swimming a little more comfortably in this club’s dubious ocean filled with everything from minnows to sharks!

I naturally began fantasizing about scenarios that were more erotic and more feminine in nature. I pushed the feminine envelope in my dress and behavior but I was still a “shy girl”. I was not particularly overt about my sexuality because I was still a little in denial of my first affair. I had a girl friend of mine that I befriended at the club who loved bondage and discipline. At the time it seemed far too extreme but at least fascinating to me. People at a club like this seemed to love all kinds of kinky things and I must admit I was at least quite curious.

In my personal fantasy world I found Lingerie models and French Maids to be just a couple of many ideals I thought were ultra – feline. When a casual conversation with a man at the bar that “Johnny” endorsed went to a discussion of my own personal fantasies – I found myself being bought many a drink by him. Suddenly I was more than willing to share what was perhaps far too much with him.

Roger was a unique man and perhaps the most popular male character at the bar. At almost six and a half feet tall he was very manly, quite comical and very outgoing. He looked like and was built like a professional football player and had a natural way of owning a room.

When Roger arrived at the bar it was always like it was when the party started. His humor and generosity was always on full display. All the girls flocked to him and he bought many a round for the girls and even the entire bar. He was unique in so many ways – especially in a place where there was far more desperation than charity and more frustration than kindness.

I was always flattered when he showed an interest in me but it wasn’t until one of my girl-friends told me that was quite smitten by me that I would never have known otherwise. I loved it when he bought me drinks and joked with me. He was genuinely funny and articulate. He was also a very successful broker in the investment industry. I always seemed drawn to class and elegance and he was unique in the Jacques Ocean!

Roger well was over twice my age and literally more than twice my size. I found myself being drawn to him in ways I had never before had understood. In some ways he was like a Father figure to me and others he was both a protector and friend. He would walk me to my car at the end of many a night. When our discussions eventually led to my fantasies on that crazy night – I spilled more in my inebriated state than I have ever admitted to anyone ever.

Another first for me was handing him my address along with my cell phone number that very night. Though I was at college here in Boston on weekdays, I lived in the city and was all guy during the week. Dressing up was a hobby and a love – but not a way of life for me except on the weekend.

Perhaps thanks to the bartender’s advice I found myself trusting him implicitly. I never had trusted anyone this completely, even the man with whom I had first became a “girlfriend” to. I admitted I would look forward to meeting him at the bar the next week and we planned to do so.

On Wednesday when I got back from class, there was a package waiting at the door of my apartment. I couldn’t figure out where it came from but it was marked “urgent”. It also had my female name on it and I was embarrassed about that! It had come via UPS and was apparently from a woman’s clothing store. Inside I found a small red plaid skirt, a short sexy semi sheer white blouse, white stockings, a black bra, and a garter belt! There was a card in an envelope and I kind of knew who was responsible for my gift even before opening it!

The “schoolgirl” outfit was one of the fantasies we had both talked about. I was shaking in nervousness and a strange excitement as I tried to open the note. It was short and simple. “Hi Cari – I believe in helping people’s fantasies come true. Do you dare?” – Love “Daddy” PS I’ll call you soon.

So many emotions hit me at the same time. I was stunned, happy, scared, excited, aroused and afraid I had been far too honest. I found the sensual items so irresistible – I had to see if these items fit. I grabbed a pair of my five inch white high heels and got immediately dressed.

As I tried on the dress and the blouse they fit perfectly. Suddenly I recalled more of our late night conversation. Plied with a half dozen free drinks I’d spilled everything from my waist size to my dress size to him when he had asked. He had a plan even then. I was embarrassed yet actually quite flattered by it all.

The feel of female clothing was the powerful aphrodisiac that was probably responsible for my first dressing as a girl as a child. I was smitten and in the mirror I looked so hot and naughty. Even without make – up and one of my many wigs I looked incredulously female and decadently hot.­ My smooth, slim, completely shaven body looked great in clothes like this! Just the idea of being this tempting young school girlish creature made me crazy with lust – yet was I that naughty and bold to ever dare to wear this alluring “tease outfit” for a man?

At 6:30 the phone rang and I purposely answered the phone with a quite soft and sexy feminine voice. I had jokingly entered his number into my phone identified as Daddy and seeing the word “Daddy” come up on my phone lit me into the fantasy almost immediately. My voice was super feminine and I swooned when he told me how much he enjoyed meeting me and that he likes me very much. He asked if I still planned on meet him Saturday and I let him know how enthused I was.

I think he wanted me to be the one to mention “the package”. Finally, after a few fun minutes of small talk, I told him to guess what came in the mail for me. He simply asked me if I liked it. In lots of words I told him how much I LOVED the outfit. When he asked “Would you wear it for me?”- I was almost afraid to answer. I was never more torn. I didn’t want to be a “slut” – yet this nice man was reminding me about the kind of “opportunity” that I had fantasized about!

In a combination of lust, emotion and doubt – I blurted out “I would like that.” I didn’t know if I REALLY meant it but at least half of my soul NEEDED to wear that outfit for him. It was the exciting chance I had dreamed of ONLY if I had the true courage to explore my dreams.

He invited me over to his house Friday Night! He told me that my “Daddy” would love to see his little girl knock on his door all dressed up pretty and sexy in the outfit for him. Suddenly this was all so real. My heart raced and yet my cock hardened! I couldn’t believe that at 7:00 PM on Friday night – This guy who was willing to be “My Daddy” was expecting to see “his girl” knocking on his door in a naughty school girl outfit that left little if anything to the imagination of any man. Could I dare do as I was being asked? Daddy said he would be waiting right at the door for me with a big smile!

Friday at college was an emotional disaster. I didn’t hear either of my professors lectures because my mind was torn up in conflict. I knew I would go home and get dressed in that delicious outfit – but would I dare do it for him? I would definitely get all dressed up…..

At home I made myself up to perfection. My longer length two tone blonde wig made my face seem so sexy and yet innocent. The look was as perfect as was the outfit. My short blouse revealed my flat stomach and naturally narrow waist. The skirt revealed my smooth sexy legs in complete and my smooth round ass could be seen with ease. I just had to add a tight stretch set of panties to cover my bulging 7 plus inch male-hood! The garters and white stockings were in full view. This outfit had almost way too much purpose! It was worth much more than a thousand words!

I never felt hotter and more sensual as I thought of myself showing up like I was dressed at his front door. Could I dare do it? I knew “Daddy” was hoping his little girl would! Men like nothing more than a very good and well behaved girl!

I took many deep breaths knowing it would take about twenty minutes to drive to his suburban home. I decided I would dare try to do it! I would leave early to give myself time to think – and if I decided to courageously knock on the door – I’d at least be there on time. I walked to my car in the cool evening breeze covered up by a light knee length trench coat. I slipped off my high white five inch sandal style heels to insure my driving safety.

After a twenty minute drive, I found the huge almost mansion like home while scouting the distance from the circular driveway to the front entrance. It was only a small number of steps but at Seven PM it would still be prior to sunset and darkness was still far away.

I knew Daddy wanted to see “his naughty school girl’ arrive and parade for him looking so naughty all the way to his elegant front door. As my excitement grew so did my trepidation. There were neighbors across the street and I could easily be seen. Suddenly after a look in the mirror I winked at myself! I knew I wanted to do it! The next time I swung by the house I took a deep breath and drove right into the circular driveway and then parked as close to the front as I could.

I looked out the car windows and realized I didn’t have but a dozen or so steps and just 5 stairs before I could do as asked. I removed my coat, adjusted my skirt and checked my reflection in the rear view mirror. My excitement surged and after another deep breath I opened the door. I nearly fell as I exited my car!

I steadied myself in my 5” high heels and walked quickly to and up the stairs. I felt naked and so exposed on the front porch and wasted little time knocking on the door. I heard a voice – “Just a minute” and as I stood I realized just how truly exposed I was. I looked down at my legs and high heels. I could see my panties bulging! I was here dressed in complete naughtiness for him. What a naughty slut I thought! I guess I was more than ready to be Daddy’s little girl!

It seemed like forever before he opened the door. I think he wanted to remind me just how sexy and exposed I was out there. Standing on his doorstep dressed like such a shameless seductress only heightened my excitement but my insecurity as well. When the door finally opened I realized that his smile was what made me feel so comfortable with him.

I got a huge hug and kiss and suddenly everything seemed all right in the world. In his arms I felt tiny and little girl like. I had already surrendered myself dressed like a sexy and wanton school girl in the most revealing outfit that I had ever worn out in public. I felt a little proud, a little embarrassed, very sexy, and suddenly very accepted for the shamefully naughty girl who I had become. I had done this all for him!

Hearing that Daddy was very happy with “his girl” only made my comfort and happiness surge as he took me by the hand and welcomed me into his elegant home. It was huge and perfectly decorated and he took my hand and walked me to a large mirror on the wall of the large cool living room. As my ridiculously high heels clicked on the hardwood floor I felt wondrous to have surrendered myself to the comfortable trust of this friendly and seemingly caring and quite handsome older man.

I came knew that I was quite emotionally prepared to surrender myself sexually to Daddy and we both knew it. In my drunken honesty a week earlier I had already confessed and admitted my want for various feline surrender fantasies and I was already in almost a state of complete comfort in our role play. Now I felt so sexy and coddled because my “Daddy” seemed very pleased with his “little girl.”

In the mirror I saw my reflection as I felt so tiny and vulnerable next to him. We both smiled broadly at my teensy plaid mini skirt and skin revealing “outfit”. He told me how pretty I was and that I looked just like a high school girl – only much hotter! When Daddy told me I needed a spanking for being dressed in so naughty a way I felt a bit confused at first. He by the hand to the couch and had me lay on his lap on the couch. Now it seemed to make all the sense in the world to me. I was a “naughty girl” dressed like a seductive school girl – and I knew I deserved a spanking from my Daddy!

Daddy pulled down my panties. As I got a few coy and gentle spanks to my naked bottom I found myself lighting up in excitement. For the first time in my life I was thrilled with what felt like was complete surrender. As Daddy’s firm spanks got a bit more severe I found my cock straining in my panties. I was more than enjoying the heat my bottom was getting from my Daddy’s huge hand! All the time Daddy checked in with his little girl making sure it did not hurt too much but also getting me to admit to him that I was indeed a naughty girl!

When Daddy asked I told Daddy I promised that I would be a good girl for him. I had accepted completely Daddy’s suggestion that naughty girls deserved a good spanking and the fact that I was getting very aroused only convinced me Daddy knew exactly what his girl needed!

The kisses after he heated my bottom had me swooning and feeling like a little girl who had fallen in love. Daddy told me he had another present for me. I was thrilled and excited and when I learned that it was a sexy black bustier. It was boned, covered and edged in silk lace. When Daddy stripped me naked he slid it onto me and tightened the laces in the back. My waist was so spectacularly narrowed and in the mirror I looked so breathlessly feminine that I never wanted more to be made love to in my young life.

Just one of the many things I loved about Daddy was that he treated me like I was a delicate little flower. He also kindly allowed me to decide on many things at first especially in regard to sexuality. He asked me if I would like to suck his cock. I would reply eagerly with “Yes Daddy” like an innocent girl yet with lots of enthusiasm. I wanted so much to please him and I did my best. Being not the most experienced gal in the world – did not stop me from being pretty good at being a pleasure girl!

Though Daddy was only my second guy, I did seem to end up with guys with huge cocks. Daddy was so well endowed it was incredulous. I went to my knees for him while fearing that his eight inch monster cock was so thick that I had real doubts about my ability to succeed. His cock head was huge and mushroom like and just the act of getting it into my mouth was quite a feat! In spite, I never felt more ready and willing to please and I found a way to take him almost fully and very deeply into my very willing mouth and throat. I was so pleased to hear Daddy’s moans and the many compliments he gave to his good girl! It just made me more and more willing and even enthused to please him!

As I looked up at my Daddy’s face I knew just how right my “role” was. Even though I was half choked and in a bit of duress with his size, seeing his face and hearing his moans of pleasure had my cock swollen and hard as a rock. I never was aware at how much sucking a man’s cock could excite me but I was in heaven in my role and the knowledge that my Daddy was enjoying his girl’s actions and behavior quite clearly. He was as hard as I was greatly enjoying my girlish enthusiasm. He lifted me fearing I would make him go off in my mouth!

Daddy’s bedroom had a full walled mirror next to the bed and for me being able to glance and see me as a stunning and attractive girl in a man’s arms only added to the celebration of my role. Using lubricant and a condom Daddy wanted to start our lovemaking by mercifully having his little girl sit on top of him. It took considerable relaxation techniques on my part to get his huge cockhead inside me. My sphincter strained but once inside me I worked with a great deal of struggle to accept inch after inch until I began to ride my Daddy with genuine and lustful enthusiasm.

Even better was seeing our reflection in the mirror. Having left the lights on was such a great idea. Daddy and his little girl could see the love dance taking place atop his bed. I was so smitten with what I believed to be a beautiful blonde 100% “GIRL” with a teensy wasp like waist riding atop a huge man’s thick cock that I forgot that my dripping, pulsing cock was bouncing frenetically atop his stomach! I could clearly see his huge cock disappearing then re-appearing from my backside.

I was never more turned on by sex or a scene more vividly moving. After perhaps only five minutes of lusty enthusiastic cock riding I was getting crazed in lust and sexual heat. I was finally letting go as a woman. My screams and screeches were becoming so high pitched and so frantic and frenzied. Feeling a big, hard appreciative man so deep inside my girlish body frenzied me beyond belief. It was only natural that my lover responded in complete. Grabbing my tight fitting bustier at the waist he cooperated fully in pulling his girl up and down along his monster shaft so furiously that his little girl was soon a goner!

There are orgasms and there are incredulous mind blowing nuclear anal orgasms. Mine was certainly the latter. Never had I orgasmed simply from anal penetration and never had I felt shivers, quivers and warmth consume my body literally from my toes to my head. I saw stars and felt glorious sensations so pleasurable and powerful that all I could do was fall forward to his face as eruption after eruption overwhelmed me as never before. Breathlessly I cried out with each pulsing eruption until the quivering and full body pleasure waves gradually subsided. I could not believe the splendor and power of what had happened to my entire essence. I covered hi belly with spurt after uncontrollable spurt of my sperm.

Suddenly Daddy began groaning and thrusting wildly and I was so thrilled that I fully and enthusiastically cooperated in meeting each and every powerful up thrust with a synchronistic down thrust. In moments I could feel the heat and warmth inside me in spite of the insulation of the latex that kept my bottom from being filled with his love fluids. Daddy was coming and I was every bit as thrilled as he. To say we were both moved was an understatement of epic proportion.

We kissed and hugged for what seemed like hours completely satiated by our lusty lovemaking. Daddy whispered wondrously naughty compliments in his girl’s ear. Our dialogue was so mutually complimentary that it was truly fun and filled with many an enthusiastic “Oh Yes Daddy!” comment – that was almost comical in nature coming from my bright red lips. There would be many more hours of praise and commendations including quite a bit more Daddy-girl love in his bedroom on this wondrous night!

Daddy and “his little girl” soon became not only “a couple” but also the confluence of what seemed to be the ideal balance of fantasy made reality. He and I so loved to find those things that we both fantasized about and it seemed he always found a way to make happen. Next I was a French Maid. The minimalistic lacy, sizzling, erotically sensual Maid outfits he bought for me were sexy beyond belief.

“His Maid” would later help host a party and serve drinks and food in six inch high heels to Daddy’s guests. At that party I would “serve” “My Daddy” in some very public and sexual ways proving to all that I was Daddy’s good little girl. The people form the club came to know us as in our roles. I was always proud to be “his” in public and I respectfully called him Daddy at the club soon after our first night together. I was no longer ashamed to be a man’s girl!

Two weeks later Daddy helped make another incredulous mutual fantasy came true. In an elegant, rented Vermont Ski Chalet, we celebrated our simulated “honeymoon” together as both ”Husband and Wife!” I was literally carried over the threshold “by my husband” in a sensational sexy white lace mini wedding dress, which I wore for the entire trip to Vermont while in the car. The sexual energy and anticipation during the 3 hour ride had me doing things a couple of truckers may have viewed in the car! I even got kisses from him at a gas station in front of many clapping people who assumed it was our true reality!

All of the splendidly white lace lingerie bought by Daddy for the occasion saw lots of use! That weekend we even celebrated our mock wedding by something very real. I was willingly and completely bred for the first time by my “Husband” and though I didn’t get “pregnant” – being “bred” was just a true highlight of our fantasy and reality life that I will always truly cherish! It was one of the most wondrously intimate, enjoyable, and gratifying experiences in my life! Feeling a man empty every drop of his breeding fluids into me was more than just spiritual. It was a dream come true.

Daddy and I were together as a “couple” for well over a year. The fantasy scenarios grew comfortably and in ways that were always mutually gratifying. We did some wildly daring and exciting things in our “Daddy’s little girl” relationship. His influences forever shaped my view of femininity and the joy of being a transvestite and “girl”. To experience “love” in both a literal and a true fantasy sense as we did was mind blowing and wonderful beyond explanation. As fantasy friends we were both lovers and in reality we were in love in many, many ways.

Because of the success of my passionate and exciting experiences with “Daddy”, I would continue to explore the joys of fantasy and reality. I must admit that in many ways I feel like one of the most fortunate and luckiest people on earth! At times I really both believe that I am and feel that I am female. Being able to live life as both a male and as a female is an awesome and humbling gift that just keeps on giving! “Thanks Daddy – and you do know that I love you very much Daddy!”

Posted November 21, 2015 by missjames64 in A how to post, Author Cari Christi, New Life

Birthday Surprise   1 comment

Birthday surprise

By Tiffany wells

Well I guess we should start with a little background. My name is John Wells, I have a twin sister Jennifer Wells and we live with our Mom Jill. My mom was only 16 years old when she had my sister and I and I found out later we were actually triplets. Now at the time we were born being as my mom was so young my Grandma really raised us and her name was Janet, yes if you haven’t figured it out my family likes names that start with the letter J. Now being triplets we were born 5 weeks early so we all stayed in the hospital for a couple weeks which was very expensive. Now we had always thought our other twin had died but we found out later that Grandma had given her up, seems with all the teen pregnancies they had passed a law where you could take an unwanted baby to any fire or police station and drop them off no questions asked and that is what Grandma did. Her name was Julie and she had lots of health issues and Grandma and my mom knew they would never be able to take care of her especially with my sister and me so they gave her up.

Now my sister and I were both healthy happy kids growing up but as a result of our being born early I am assuming we both never got really big. My sister is 5’1 and I only got to 5’2 and we both weight right around 105 lbs. now for a girl this is not that bad but for a boy growing up it is terrible. Even today at 17 I look like I am a 6th grader which made it hard to fit in so I tried everything including growing my brown hair long and wearing it in a ponytail to try to be cool, well I actually had another reason also that I kept to myself. Growing up in a family with 3 women can be tough and as a result I found myself fascinated by the cute dresses and the makeup they wore.
As I said my grandma raised us till we were 10 when she died in a car wreck and my mom till this point was more like a big sister. Mom finished high school and then went to college seems after she had us and became a mom she really settled down and put effort into her studies and earned a batcher degree in business. Now mom was beautiful with long blonde hair and looked like a model and was also very smart. Mom got a really good job with a cosmetic company in New York and made good money and after Grandma died she stepped up and took over raising us. I think it was when we turned 12 my mom started letting my sister Jennifer use makeup and that is when I realized I was really different. Don’t get me wrong my mom loved me but she would do all the mother daughter things with Jennifer including getting their hair and nails done, Jennifer also now had blonde hair and her and mom looked more like sisters then mother daughter.
I was about 13 the first time I tried on one of my sister’s dresses and played with some of her makeup and found I really liked it. Now as I said being a small boy is hard but for a girl it is a good thing and with my long hair I could take it out of the ponytail and I actually made a fairly pretty girl. Now my school schedule was pretty good as on Tuesdays I would only do a half so I was done by 11 the other half was for study hall but we could leave and go home if we wanted which I did. Jenifer’s half day was Wednesday and what was even better is she was active in drama so on Tuesdays and Thursdays she would stay after school for rehearsal till 4 so it was about 4:30 or so when she got home and mom would get home a little after 5 so I had a few hours to myself so Tuesdays became my day to dress up and be a girl for a while. I did this all through the school year and loved it the only bad part was summer vacation as I would not get the chance to dress.
Now we lived in one of those high rise apartment building and we were on the 18th floor and had a nice big apartment so I had room to move around and have fun but as I dressed more I always wanted to go out although I was to scared even though I was completely passable because of my size. Now twice I did get up the courage to leave the apartment and go down to the coffee shop and get a drink and then right back up to the apartment. In our building as you left the apartment building on the right side going out was a small Starbucks and then a café just past it and on the left was a beauty salon. The door to the coffee shop was just 5 feet down from the apartment door so it was a limited exposer. The elevator came down right by the door so it was only about 15 feet to the outside and another 5 feet and into the coffee shop. I did this a few times always telling myself I was going to spend some time there but always chickened out and got my drink and back up to the apartment. The only real fear was running into one of the neighbors leaving or going back into our apartment, once out in the building I don’t think anyone would recognize me. I don’t know why I didn’t do this more often.

Now I just turned 17 on June 8th and that is when it all started. Mom had told us she needed to go to LA for the summer to help with opening an office there for the summer. We would fly out the morning of June 9th and stay there all summer and Jennifer was really excited about this. School was out and it was Jennifer and my birthday and as always Mom was taking Jennifer out for a girl’s day out at the salon. Jennifer had to run to the school for a couple hours that morning and then she and mom would meet at the salon. They said they would be home around 4:30 to 5 and the 3 of us would go out for dinner. Well I was going to have a little birthday fun also as I had the whole day and I knew that I would not get a chance to dress and be pretty till the fall when school started up again.

So as soon as Jennifer left at 8 am to go to school I started getting ready and today I was determined to go to the coffee shop again and sit there for a little while. I took a nice long bath and shampooed my hair with some of my sister’s shampoo and even used her curling iron to give it just a little curl. I took extra time doing my makeup which I had gotten pretty good at doing and then it was to find an outfit I could wear. I tried on a few of her skirts and tops always careful to put them back just right so she wouldn’t know. I finally settled on a short black skirt with a pink top and a pair of 3″ heels. I looked really good and I knew no one would recognize me or think I was anything other than a girl. I borrowed one of Jennifer’s purses and put the lipstick in it along with some money and of course my key. Now I just needed the courage to go.

I was just getting ready to leave when the phone rang so I walked into the kitchen and picked up the phone and answered it well it turned out to be a wrong number and as I was hanging the phone up I heard the front door open and in walked Jennifer. I panicked and stood flat against the wall hoping she wouldn’t see me. She called out to me as she walked into her bedroom. I was scared, what could I do. She left her door open so I could not get to my room and I couldn’t stay here in the kitchen. I thought quickly and decided I had to make a break for the door and get out of there which really was my plan all along. Boy was I lucky for the wrong number otherwise I would have been walking out of the apartment just as Jennifer came back. It was now or never so I moved across the living room and opened the door as quietly as I could and left.

Now I didn’t know why she was home or how long she would be there so I moved as quickly as I could in the high heels to the elevator and pushed the button just hoping the elevator would get there before Jennifer came out of the apartment. As the elevator door opened I saw Jennifer stepping out of the apartment and walking towards me but luckily the door shut so I was safe for now. I was so scared but also it was such an exciting feeling, my heart was pounding and I was actually enjoying it a little I think it was the fear of almost getting caught.

I got to the lobby and headed for the door, as I got there my heart almost stopped. My mom was out front on her phone standing just a little down from the coffee shop and looking this way. I would have to walk right towards her and get within about 5 feet of her to get in the door. As I turned to go back I saw the other elevator door open and Jennifer walked out and headed towards me. I panicked, what should I do. I walked out the door and turned left to get away from them. Now this is New York and the streets are always crowded and there were all kinds of people coming at me so I went into the first door I came to, to get off the street which was for ten beauty Salon. A young girl came over and asked if she could help me and I again panicked not knowing what to say. She looked at me and smiled and I wondered if she knew I was a boy. She again spoke, you are a new here aren’t you and I just nodded my head. She smiled again and spoke up well you are our 1,000 new customer this year so as a prize you get a complete free makeover. I was shocked and didn’t know what to do and was just about to say no thank you and leave when I heard the door open behind me and the lady again spoke up, Hi Jill and Jennifer it will be just a moment. I could feel my heart beating through my chest walls. My mom and sister were standing right behind me. I couldn’t turn around I could do anything, I worked up all the courage I could and in my best female voice thanked her and said I would love the free makeover, actually at this point anything would be great to get me away from there so she escorted me back to a chair in the back and I sat down and only then could I look back and I was right it was my sister and mom by the door. They were shown to chairs right by the door so I was safe for now but I was also trapped as I couldn’t leave without walking right by them.

The beautician came over and introduced herself as Sarah and told me to relax and enjoy the experience. Relaxing was not an option at this point as I was scared to death. What would mom or Jennifer do if they saw me, Jennifer would be mad at me for wearing her clothes. I would die if I got caught. At this point I swore I would never do this again if I could just get out of this without them finding out. Sarah washed and conditioned my hair several times and then put some curlers in it and wrapped it all up. When she had finished that she led me up towards the front to a manicure table and had me sit down. I was really scared now as I was closer to the front and my mom and Jennifer. Sarah told me Nicole would be right with me to do my nails bit while I waited she would give me my facial so I leaned back and she rubbed creams and oils into my face and messaged it and it was actually relaxing other than the total fear I had about being caught. I saw my mom and Jennifer get up and start to walk towards me and I knew it was just about over when Sarah told me to close my eyes so she could put the mud mask on and started to smear this thick green cream over my face so I now looked like I had a Halloween mask on I had to keep my eyes closed but felt better as I didn’t think mom or Jennifer would recognize me this way. Well I heard someone sit down next to me and I heard mom speaking to Jennifer who must have been right next to her. They both got the same a facial and were told the same to keep their eyes closed for the mask so I kind of relaxed. I heard a girl talking as she took my hand, she said she was Nicole and would be doing my nails. I tried to talk as little as I could being right next to my mom but it was hard as Nicole liked to chat, luckily soon my mom and Jennifer were getting their nails done and of course the ladies doing their nails were talking with them so I felt better.

I must have sat there for an hour while I got my nails done, my heart was still racing but I was feeling a little calmer now. Nicole finally said she was all done and helped me stand and led me over to another table where they leaned me back and started to wash the hardened mask off my face. I was still laid back over the sink hoping they were almost done so I could get out of here before my mom and Jennifer were done so I could get back home and change back. Sarah came back over and again more lotion on my face and a little more cream above my eyes. Then she put something above my eyes and pulled really hard and it really hurt. This was the first time so far that something didn’t feel nice. She then sat me up and started to take the curlers out of my hair and that is when I saw my hands. My nails were bright red and ½ inch long. I was in trouble as these would be hard to get off quick when I got home. I just sat there staring at my hands as Sarah brushed out my hair.

Sarah then said it was time for my makeup and she spun the chair around and for the first time I saw myself. My brown hair was now blonde and cut in a feminine style and worse than that it was the same style my sister had. My eyebrows were also different, they were very thin and had a high arch to them. I was way beyond being able to change what they had done to me when I got home. I was trapped and no place to hide. Sarah did my makeup and it was way better than I had ever done including red lipstick to match my nails. Sarah led me over to the chairs were you get the pedicures and sat me down and started to fill up the tub you soak your feet in.

I was trying to figure a way out of this and the only thing I could come up with was to run away. Suddenly I saw my mom sitting in the chair next to me so I tried not to look her way hoping she would not notice when Sarah spoke up and said, Jill you were right with the new hair style your two daughters almost look like identical twins. I looked at Sarah and for the first time I turned and looked at my mom and I was about to cry when she put her hand on mine and told me to calm down. She told me that she and Jennifer had known for a while about my secret and the only thing they were unhappy about was that I felt I had to hide it from them. She also told me they knew how left out I felt when they had their girl’s day out at the salon and wanted to include me today for our birthday. Jennifer came over and sat on the other side of me and gave me a smile. She said it would be fun to have a twin she could hang out with and do all the girl stuff with which made me feel better.

The ladies came over and did our pedicures and they felt so wonderful and for the first time all day I felt relaxed. They painted our toes the same red color so now all 3 of us had red toes, fingers and lips. In a way we even looked like mom but you could tell she was a little older and her hair just a little different style. Mom paid the bill and then said it was time for us to go out to dinner. I looked in the mirror and knew I would never be mistaken for anything other than a pretty young lady.

We got to the Restaurant and went in. I was a little nervous even though I knew no one could tell. Mom and Jennifer just kept telling me to calm down and it would be okay. Mom asked us what we wanted to eat and Jennifer said a salad and the baked chicken breast. I was going to get the BBQ ribs as that is my favorite food and mom just shook her head. She smiled and told me no I would have to pick something else as that would be too messy and mess up my face and lipstick not to mention getting under my nails. She suggested I have the same thing as Jennifer so I agreed. I guess I never thought about stuff like that before.

We had a great dinner and then it was time to leave and go home. On the way out to the car mom asked me if I had enjoyed my day and my present, I gave her a big hug and told her I did it was the best present ever and I was sad it was almost over.

We got in the car and mom asked me if I had my ID with me which I didn’t as I left that in my wallet at home so she passed back a card and to my surprise it had the name Julie Wells and it had my picture on it well if you looked real close you could see it was my sister but we looked so much alike now no one would know that. Julie was the name of then baby she had given up so her and Jennifer used that birth certificate and went down and got a drivers license in that name for me.

As I looked at it I asked what this was for and Jennifer spoke right up and said well it really doesn’t have to end that quick she said, you could be my sister for the summer in LA. I looked at her as if she had lost her mind but I will admit the thought of it was exciting. Mom looked at me in the mirror with that motherly love look. Sweetie she said I think you should spend the summer as a girl and see what you think about it and if it is something you really want or just a fascination you have with being a girl. I really wanted to but wasn’t sure if I should or if I could tell my mom I wanted to. It was almost like my mom was reading my mind as she knew what I was thinking because the next thing she said was that I had to trust her enough to tell her how I truly felt which I am not sure I really knew.

I was just getting ready to tell her I would try when she pointed out that my hair was now blonde and very feminine and the only way to change that would be to cut it off and there was nothing we could do about my eyebrows till they grew back in a few weeks and the nails were acrylic and would be really hard to get off and would damage my natural nails and people would be able to tell so basically I was trapped at least for a few weeks besides our flight out in the morning was for 7:30 and as it was after 8 pm now there was no place we could even go now to try to change any of the thing that had been done to me besides the tickets for the flight were in Jill, Jennifer & Julie’s name so I would have to travel as Julie.

In a way I was kind of excited about the idea plus I could say I had no choice in the matter. We got home and started packing and all we put were Jennifer’s clothes as we had to take enough for both of us. Mom asked for my male Driver’s License which I gave her and she put it in her dresser drawer and told me for the summer I was her daughter Julie and that I would have to answer to that name and act like a proper young lady. With that I was off to bed and looking forward to my summer as a girl in LA.

My Grandma part 2   3 comments

Continuation of my Grandma read this first

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My Grandma part 2

By Elizabeth James

Well as I sat there waiting for mom my Grandma could tell I was nervous and told me not to worry. Mom loves me no matter what just like she does which did make me feel a little better. Well it was about 5 pm when mom got home and I was so scared I could hardly move as I waited. Grandma met her at the door and they talked for a minute as I stood in the kitchen listening. I was a little shocked to learn my mom had also known for several months I guess my Grandma had told her. Finally my mom called out to me, Jennifer come in here and let me see my daughter. It took every bit of concentration to get my feet to move but I did and I slowly walked into the front room and stopped. My mom walked over to me and looked me over as I waited. Finally she spoke, my what a beautiful daughter I have and she gave me a bug. I hugged her so hard back as I was so relieved but also I was afraid to let go.

Mom walked me over and we sat on the couch and she smiled at me, first let me tell you she said, I love you no matter what, I just want you to be happy that being said I am a little sad you felt you had to hide this from me but that is behind us now. She smiled again I am happy to have a daughter as I always wanted a girl also and if you want to be my daughter instead of my son or if you just want to be my daughter for a little while that is okay, I would even be okay with you being both from time to time as long as you are happy, do you understand. I nodded my head yes. Now for our trip and need an honest answer from you and I will be okay either way, do you want to go as Jennifer or David. I thought for a moment to make it look as though I was having trouble making up my mind which was not the case as the thought of being Jennifer for a full week was just too much for me. I finally spoke up and said Jennifer.

I could see the smile on my mom’s face as she gave me a hug, I am glad dear as I have had a son for 18 years it will be nice to have a daughter for a little while. With that mom told me to go and touch up my makeup and grab my purse as she was taking us out for dinner. While I did this mom changed into a dress and heels and the 3 of us went out the door and walked out to her car on the street, it wasn’t till I had gotten into the car I thought about how I had just walked out like it was nothing, I looked around and saw none of my neighbors though.

We got to the restaurant which was a really nice one and we all walked in. a few of the men did turn and watch us but then my mom is a very pretty woman and even my grandma was looking hot. We all looked at the menu and I found what I wanted to eat but when the waiter came to take our order my mom ordered a chicken Caesar salad for both of us and a glass of water. After the waiter left I was going to say something when mom spoke up, Jennifer dear as my daughter there are things you will need to learn and do and I will help you. First is your diet, it is okay for boys to eat anything but not young ladies, we need to watch our weight and figures so as Jennifer you will be eating less and more vegetables and fruit and cutting out sugar and that includes soft drinks. She smiled at me I am thrilled to have a daughter but as such I am going to treat you as my daughter and I expect you to act like a proper young lady would. I know you have been having fun but there are some things you need to learn. Young ladies walk, sit, stand and move different then young men. I looked at her and said okay but before I finished she stopped me. That is yes mom, young ladies always use proper English. It will be yes or no not okay or yah. I smiled and replied yes mom.

We had a nice dinner and then went home and it was time for me to get ready for bed. Mom handed me a pink teddy to wear and told me to go and wash my face, brush my teeth and put my hair into a pony tail so off I went to the bathroom. I started to wash my face and found my new long nails got in the way, now I had noticed little things today sense I had got them but nothing to bad but now I was really noticing them same when I tried to braid my hair, I had to ask mom for help. She smiled and told me I would get use to the nails and soon I would not have any issues. I was all ready for bed and both Grandma and mom came in and kissed me good night.

Sunday morning mom woke me up at 6 am to start getting ready. After my shower mom showed me how to put curlers in my hair to bring back the style I had and then she helped me with my makeup she did my eyes with browns and some black to give me that smoky eye look not the night time dramatic look but very flattering to my face and finished it off with a matt red lipstick. I looked very pretty and somehow older. I put on the white skirt and pink top and 3″ heels and then we combed out my hair and there was that beautiful girl. She told me to take my suitcases down stairs and be careful not to break a nail while she got ready. Grandma and I waited for mom down stairs for about 20 minutes but finally she came down. Mom came over and gave me a hug and Grandma just looked at us. I was not sure why and mom smiled at her and said I know it is amazing and I figured they were talking about how I looked. Finally mom walked me over buy the mirror and we stood there. I looked in the mirror and I was in shock, I actually looked so much like my mom. Our hair was the same style and color, our makeup was done the same, we both had on a white skirt although she had her flight attendant top on and heels.

Well it was time to leave and we all grabbed our suitcases and walked them out to the car, now I will admit carrying two suitcases with long nails and walking in heels is a lot more difficult but we managed to get everything into the car, Mom drove and Grandma sat up front and I was in the back and off we went to the airport. This was all so exciting. We got to the airport and parked in the long term parking which means we had to catch a shuttle bus to the airport and again here we were 3 females with way to much luggage, we were struggling with our luggage when two young men came up, probably business men as all they had were computer bags and they helped us get our luggage on the bus.

Well we got to the airport and checked our bags and then went to the security check where we had to stand in line. Now standing here in line I got a little scared as I wasn’t sure what all they were going to search but we made it through fine and then we found a little coffee shop to have breakfast as we still had over an hour till we could board the plan. After we ate we went to our gate and sat waiting for the plane. I was talking to mom and didn’t notice another family come over and sit down, it was a husband and wife and their daughter who was probably the same age as me, well before I knew it her and I were talking, and her name was Linda. Well it turns out she was going to Hawaii with her parents for the week also and they were staying in the same hotel as we were. Meanwhile my mom and Grandma were talking with her parents.

It was time to get on the plane and mom pulled some strings as she worked for the airline and got my seat next to Linda so we had the whole flight over to talk and get to know each other. Now we were ready to take off when it finally sunk in what I was doing. There was no turning back as I had no male clothes and when we landed I would be thousands of miles from home. I was quiet for a little bit but soon I was back talking with Linda. She was also 18 and just graduated and like me this was her graduation present. By the time we landed in Hawaii were knew so much about each other and the funny thing is I really didn’t have to lie that munch. We talked about school, what we liked, what we wanted to do now that we had graduated the only hard part was when she asked me if I had a boyfriend and I simply said no I was not dating anyone at the moment which was true. It was funny how similar my life was now and before other than it seemed easier to talk with people and I felt more at ease which really made no sense as I was passing myself off as a girl. Well the flight was a little over 5 hours but finally we made it to Hawaii.

We all walked down to the baggage claim area and we started to pull our luggage off the belt as it came by. A couple times Linda’s dad helped us and then he put all our luggage on a cart and wheeled it out to the curb. He even put it in a cab for us and as we were leaving he asked if we would like to join him and his wife for dinner tonight which my mom accepted and we agreed to meet in the hotel lobby at 6.

We got checked into our room and which was nice, it had a balcony and two bedrooms so Mom and Grandma would share and I would have my own. Now Linda called our room to see what I was wearing for dinner and I wasn’t sure what to say as I had never had that happen before. Mom told me it was just that girls had a little competition when it came to dressing, you never want to be way underdressed or overdressed so mom talked to Linda’s dad about the restaurant we were going to which turned out to be a really nice one so she told Linda that all three of us would be in dresses and heels tonight and she actually sounded excited about it. So there I was at 5:30 in a pretty somewhat short black dress and my 4″ heels and my makeup looking perfect. My Grandma had on a really pretty blue dress and heels and my mom also had on a black dress but hers showed more cleavage then mine. I thought we may have over done it for dinner. Well we all went downstairs to meet up with Linda and her parents. Her dad had on just a dress shirt and a nice pair of slacks nothing special and then I saw Linda and her mom. Her mom had on this beautiful red dress just as tight and low cut as my mom’s and Linda also had a red dress very pretty but like me not as sexy, both had on high heels and makeup perfect. We all looked like we had just come from the beauty salon on our way to a Hollywood party that is except for Linda’s dad. I guess girls just put way more effort into how they look.

We had a great dinner and again mom told me I should order a salad which I did and to my amazement so did mom, Grandma, Linda and her mom only Linda’s father ordered a steak. Mom must have realized what I was thinking and whispered in my ear, sweetie woman are always worried about the figure and weight especially when they are with other woman or someplace really warm as they want to look good. We had a great dinner and really got to know each other and my mom and Linda’s mom decide we would do things together this week as her husband was actually here on a business trip so he would only be with them in the evenings. Well it was almost 9 when we left the restaurant and headed for our rooms as it had been a long day and we were all pretty tired. Linda’s mom said we should spend the day tomorrow on the beach and why don’t we meet at 10 am. My mom said that was fine but Linda whispered something to her mom and she laughed and said let’s make it 11 okay so it was all set.

As we got up to the room it finally hit me we were going to the beach. I didn’t have a swim suit to wear and it would be hard to find a girls suit that I could wear and not be exposed. I told mom this and she just smiled, don’t worry sweetie I have already taken care of that. I cleaned off my makeup and went to bed, I must have been tired as I was asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.

Mom woke me up in the morning and had me take a shower and for the first time she actually put hair remover all over my body even though I hardly had any. Any way after my shower I could not help but notice how soft and wonderful my skin felt. Well she helped me do my makeup yes that is right we did makeup but we used makeup that was water proof so it would still look good when we got wet. I went into my mom’s room and my mom was in this really pretty and well skimpy bikini and she looked awesome. It was a red color and wow I knew she would turn a lot of heads on the beach. My grandma had on a really pretty black swimsuit. It was a one piece but it was still open in the middle and did show of some skin. I looked on the bed and there was a bikini in hot pink, I looked at mom and told her there was no way I could wear that. She just smiled and told me she had taken care of everything, then she told me to take off my robe which caught me off guard as that would mean I was naked which I had not done in front of my mom for years. Any way with a little encouragement from her I was soon naked. She pulled out this little pair of what looked like panties that was the same color as the bikini and held them up, this is a gaff Jennifer, I got 10 pairs in different colors and they are designed for men to hide what women do not have. She had me step into it and worked it up towards my waist and it was already tight. She then told me it would feel uncomfortable for a bit but I would get used to it. Then it happened something I was not ready for. Mom grabbed my private parts, she pushed my testicles up inside my abdomen and pulled my penis down between my legs and then pulled the gaff up around my waits. I actually got light headed from the feeling. It was so tight that nothing showed. Mom had me walk around for a little bit and sit down and get up to see how it fit and stayed in place and it did still nothing showed, I was amazed and she was right after a bit the pain went away although it was still not so much uncomfortable but it just felt different.

She looked at me and smiled this will work not I want you to take it off and out it back on just the way I did. I was a little confused but mom just smiled, Sweetie I can’t be doing this for you. If you go to the bathroom you will have to be able to do this yourself so I did and to my amazement it wasn’t that hard to do, after the 3 time I had it down. Now my bikini was a string bikini so mom pulled up the bottoms and then showed me how to twist the strings around the sides of the gaff to make them look like they were all the same thing and as the gaff was a thong back nothing showed and as hard as we both looked you could not tell I had anything on other than the bikini bottoms.

Now the bikini top had some padding built in but I knew it would not be enough. Mom pulled out what she called a Nu bra it was two small silicon breast enhancers. I wasn’t sure what good this would do but she said I had enough baby fat on my chest to make it work. She then put some form of adhesive on the sides of my chest and also on the enhancers and then pressed them to the outside part of my chest just past my nipples and held them for a few minutes. I looked down and really didn’t think they would help as they were too far out. Mom then told me to push the sides of my chest together which I did and she hooked a little clear piece of plastic together in the middle and then put the bikini top on me and tied it in place. When I let go my breast stayed there. I was shocked as I had not padded it out and they were as big as any girl in my class. Mom smiled at me you look great sweetie and this worked better than I thought, you are probably close to a C-cup now. I wasn’t sure what that meant but she led me over to the mirror for a look, I was speechless. I looked totally like a girl. No sign of my male part and my chest it was huge and I had incredible amount of cleavage I was also almost naked. Grandma came it at that moment and she let out a scream, my god you look like a female swimsuit model.

It was time to go and meat Linda and her mom so my mom put some things in her tote bag and Grandma and I each grabbed a towel and we were off. All three of us looked good but mom and I were hot and I could feel the people we passed starring at us. When we got downstairs we only had to wait a few minutes for them, Linda also had on a hot pink but a different cut and style but still really sexy and her mom had on a black bikini. All of us were hot and would be turning heads all day. Linda smiled at me and held out her hands, she had long acrylic nails in the same hot pink color of her suit, she told me her and her mom had gone and got pedicures and nail this morning, I looked over and her mom also had long acrylic nails in a red color. With that the 5 of us walked out of the hotel and onto the beach, yes our hotel was right on the beach.

Now the beach was crowded but we found a nice place and they even had some beach chairs which our moms and grandma used, Grandma brought a book to read. Linda and I just put out our towels and laid down. The sun felt so warm that I kept falling asleep. After a bit Linda and I went down and played in the surf for a while before coming back and lying down again, we never really went swimming as Linda didn’t want to mess up her hair or makeup and in a way I felt the same. We had lunch about 2 and then Linda and I went down to play in the water again. We were having fun when I turned around and there were two boys standing behind us and they started talking with us and soon the 4 of us were having fun. After about an hour Linda and I went back and laid out in the sun again. It was almost 5 by now and Linda’s father would be getting off work so we were deciding what to do when the two young men came over to us. They pause for a moment and then the one finally spoke up, hey Linda and Jennifer we were wondering if you would like to go to the movies tonight, I mean we could grab dinner first. There is a theater just a couple blocks away from the beach. I wasn’t sure what to do at this point but Linda did. She smiled back, that’s sounds fun but I would have to ask my mom, then she turned to her mom and said. This is Jake and Dan we met them earlier do you think we could go to the movies tonight with then? Her mom looked the two boys up and down and then said I suppose it would be alright but they will have to pick you up at the room so your father can meet them. But we will also need to check with Jennifer’s mom. I looked at her not knowing what to do or say. She also looked at them and said, I think it would be okay for the girls to double date as long as your husband approves. Now up to this point I was just thinking or it as friends hanging out together and catching a movie but my mom’s word gave it a whole new meaning. Linda smiled back at them why don’t you give us an hour in a half, than pick us up at room 2345 at 6:30 and we can catch dinner and a movie and with that they thank our moms and said they would see us soon.

Back in the room I took a quick shower and mom helped me get ready, she did my makeup giving me a more dramatic look. My eyes were done beautifully with browns for that alluring Smokey eye look and my lips were a deep red. I looked awesome and she picked out a really pretty and maybe too sexy red dress I thought but with the way she had my breast done and a pushup bra I looked incredible and of course 4″ heels. For the first time sense I had been dressing I had the feeling this was wrong, I couldn’t go out with a boy after all I was a boy and I was not attracted to boys so I tried to explain it to my mom. She just smiled and listened. Finally she broke in, there is nothing wrong with it or you and it does not matter if you are attracted or not to him. This is part of being a pretty girl, boys will want to date you and be around you. Just think of it as being out with your friends and only let him go as far as you are comfortable. I have gone out with many men and always have a good time. They wine and dine me and treat me great and pretty much the most they get is a kiss. It doesn’t mean anything now you go and have fun. With that mom and I went up to Linda’s room to wait for the boys.

Linda had on this really hot pink dress and it was probably sexier than mine and her makeup was also perfect. I looked at her dad and I could see he was not as thrilled as her mom about the whole date and the way we looked. It wasn’t long and the boys arrived, they had on nice jeans and shirt but nothing really special but when they saw us I could tell it was not friends they were thinking of. They talked with Linda’s dad for a while and promised to have us back by midnight. With that we left and walked to a little restaurant around the corner. Jake went with Linda and Dan with me and yes they held our hands as we walked. We had a nice dinner and again I ordered a salad as did Linda. From there we went over to the movie theater and watched a movie. I actually had a good time as long as I forgot about it being a date which was hard as I kept noticing Dan looking at me plus about half way through he put his arm around my shoulder.

The movie got out about 9:40 so the boys asked he we could take a walk on the beach, before I could answer Linda said that sounded like fun so again hand in hand we went down to the beach. Now this is where being a girl gets hard as I had my little purse to carry and of course you can’t walk in the sand in 4″heels so I had to take them off so I had a purse in one hand and my heels in the other which gave Dan the chance to put his arm around me and so there we were walking down the beach that way. Now the funny thing was as strange and awkward as it was to be with a boy there was a part of me that felt safe, after all a young girl out after dark by herself is not a safe thing. Any way we walked and talked and got to know them better. They were from Seattle Washington and down here vacationing like us. Well it was almost 11:45 and we were almost back to the hotel when we stopped and almost like they had rehearsed it they turned to face us and gave us each a kiss right on the mouth. I had kind of figured they would try but didn’t expect to get caught off guard. It seemed like the kiss went forever as it was in slow motion but in reality it was probably no more than a few seconds. Then we went into the hotel. Linda smiled at me and told me she needed to use the ladies room and grabbed my hand leaving the boys standing there. When we got inside I asked her if she couldn’t wait till we got up to our rooms and she let out a laugh as I turned to her I saw her face about the same time she told me to check my makeup. Both our lipstick was smeared. I couldn’t go upstairs looking like this so we both cleaned off what was left and touched up our makeup and redid our lipstick before going out to meet the boys again who walked us up to our rooms. We both thanked them for a wonderful evening and went inside. I thought about it and it was a nice night. I had a great time and it didn’t cost me anything and I bet the boys between dinner, movie, popcorn and drinks spent at least $60 each.

Mom was waiting up for me when I got home as she wanted to know how it went. We sat and talked for a while and I told her it felt awkward to have a boy looking at me that way and I wasn’t comfortable when he held my hand or put his arm around me, I stopped short and did not mention the kiss. Mom said she understood but that boys were a part of being a girl and I would have to learn to interact with them and how to deal with them. She then gave me a hug and said, I guess the kiss goodnight also made you feel uncomfortable? I looked at her how could she have known? I looked down, he caught me off guard and I didn’t know what to do and yes it bothered me, then I looked at her and asked how she knew. She just smiled, it is the payment girls give boys for the attention they give us, for the nice evening out and for them paying for everything, it really means nothing, plus your lipstick looked as good as it did when you left which means you must have redid your lipstick recently and that was the only reason I could think of you would do that to come home. Now off to bed she told me so I went upstairs and washed off my makeup, then mom helped me remove the breast enhancers which took a little work, it is amazing how well the adhesive held and then I removed the gaff which felt so good, I looked at myself in the mirror and my breast tissue was still pulled a little in so I looked like I had small breast but my tan lines I looked like I had a white bikini on. I laid down and fell right to sleep,

Tuesday morning we all got up and mom wanted to know what I wanted to do for the day, as we were talking about it Linda and her mom came to our room. They had got some information about things you could do and just a little way down the beach they were giving Hula lessons so we all decided that would be fun so we all started getting ready. Now I was able to get the gaff on and set but I was still having a little trouble with the breast enhancers so mom helped me again and soon I was standing there in my bikini looking hot. We all walked down the beach turns out a little way down the beach is about a mile. Well we all had a blast although it took me a little longer to catch on as it seemed my hips did not want to move right but the s that was giving the lessons were great and so patient and by the end I was almost as good as the rest of the girls. We finished about 2 so we stopped and had lunch on the beach and then we just found a place to lay out for a while and relax in the sun. We got back to the hotel about 5 and went up to our rooms. I was wondering what we were doing for dinner and mom shocked me, well sweetie she said you are going to dinner with Linda and her parents as you grandma and I have dates tonight. I didn’t know what to say but mom did. You had your fun last night and your Grandma and I want to go dancing tonight and two gentleman asked us to dinner and dancing. It is just like you last night nothing serious just a nice night out. I gave my mom a kiss and told her to have a great time and for some reason I threw in to watch out for that good night kiss as it can sneak up on you. We both laughed about it. I called Linda to see what she was wearing and she said a nice dress and heels so that is what I did too.

The week went by so fast and for the most part everyday was the same on the beach in our bikinis and then the evening fancy dresses and heels we even went out with Jake and Dan again and had a good time and I was more at ease. I could tell Dan would have liked more than just a good night kiss but that was all I was willing to give and he was okay with that. Linda and I became really good friends and in a way I felt guilty about not telling her the truth about me but I just couldn’t as I was sure it would ruin our friendship plus how does one bring something like that up anyway so I just did my best to tell her the truth with that one small detail left out.

On Friday all us girls went shopping in the morning, we were at the mall and mom saw a jewelry store so we went in and looked around, mom bought me a tennis bracelet, a necklace and then she picked out a nice pair of earrings and said it was time her daughter got her ears pierced. No I was actually excited about this and picked out a couple pairs of dangly earrings and a pair of hoop earrings but mom said no it would take several weeks for my ears to heal and get use to the earrings. I could get those later. I sat down and in no time I had my ears pierced.

Saturday Linda and I spent the whole day on the beach and had a great time. The week had gone by so fast, now we were not leaving ti Monday but Linda and her parents were flying out on Sunday. I was going to be sad to see them leave but Linda and I exchanged phone numbers so we could keep in touch after all she only lives about 20 miles from me.

On Sunday after Linda had left the three of us to a ride around the Island and had a great day. I wore my bikini with a skirt wrap as did my mom. It is amazing how flexible girl’s clothes are. You can change the look so easily. This being our final night here we went out to a really nice restaurant and for the first time in a week mom let me order anything so I did get a salad and then a chicken breast. The three of us sat and talked for a couple hours, and finally mom brought up the subject I didn’t want to hear, the fact we were going home tomorrow. More specifically what would happen when I got home? Now I had figured once I got home I would go back to being David and hopefully get to dress and be Jennifer a couple times a week which mom said was one option but would be the hardest as I would be switching back and forth. She asked if I would like to stay Jennifer at least for a while maybe the summer. Now this idea did appeal to me as I really did love being Jennifer and I so loved my long nails, I had gotten so use to them it would be strange without them plus I just felt more comfortable as a girl, kind of fit in better so I told Mom I wanted to be Jennifer a little longer if I could and she smiled and told me that was fine with her.

I asked her how we could do it as it was one thing to sneak out of the house a couple times but being Jennifer all the time what would the neighbors think she just smiled at me. Sweetie I have known about your dressing for a while and I have already talked with some of the neighbors. I got this scared look on my face but mom calmed me down, don’t worry she said I didn’t tell them about your dressing. I told them one of the reasons for our Hawaii trip as you were thinking of going to College hear and you had a chance for an internship this summer and that is why we were coming. I had also told them that my niece might come stay with me for the summer as she was looking at possible moving out to California if she could find a job. So it is simple as the neighbors don’t expect you to come back with me. So when they do see you they will think you are my niece Jennifer from Oregon. I looked at mom and said you don’t have a niece at which she just laughed and then I figured it out.

That night we got back to our hotel room and as I was getting ready for bed I looked at myself. I had such a deep tan accept where my bikini was I was almost white, as I stood there mom walked in and looked at me, wow dear you really do have a wonderful tan but your tan lines those will be noticeable for a long time, probably good you will be Jennifer for a while. She gave me a kiss and said you really do like being Jennifer don’t you? I looked down and said yes, I mean I just feel right, everything about being Jennifer is right except for well except for boys. I still can’t see myself with a boy I guess I will need to go back to being a boy at some point as I do want a girlfriend.

Mom sat down with me on the bed and gave me a hug, sweetie you do not have to be a boy to have a girlfriend. There are woman that are attracted to other girls and even feminine men. What is important is for you to be happy, find what you want in life and if you want to be Jennifer, if you want to be a boy who dresses as a girl, a boy who lives as a girl or even if you want to become a girl that is what is important. I gave her a big hug and told her I wanted to try to live as a girl to be Jennifer but I didn’t think I wanted to have any surgeries. Well then I guess I have a daughter now, when we get home as far as anyone knows David is living in Hawaii and going to school and my niece Jennifer is staying with me for a while.

With that I got into bed to go to sleep, I could stop thinking about what I had just decided to do, was I crazy, I was going to live as a girl for who knows how long. I finally fell asleep and I had such wonderful dreams all night. Monday morning we all got up and got ready for our trip home and my new adventure. Even Grandma was supportive of my choice and she said she looked forward to spending time with me. The flight home was a relaxing one, mom was working but Grandma and I sat together and talked. Grandma told me her and mom talked last night and when we get back I was going to stay at her place for a few days that way mom would go home by herself and then on Friday I would go over so the neighbors would think was just her niece showing up which sounded good to me as I was still a little scared about this. By the time we got home it was after 7 so we grabbed dinner and then mom took me and Grandma to her apartment so I could start my new life as Jennifer.
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My Grandma   2 comments

My Grandma

By Elisabeth James

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Well I guess I should start with a little about me. My name is David Johnson and I am 18 years old and live with my mom. My mom is beautiful and works as a flight attendant for a major airline. She is 5’4″ tall and looks like a model and yes she is only 35 years old as she had me at a young age and my father I have never met as he didn’t want anything to do with us. We live in Southern California and the only other family we have close is my Grandma who is 55 and lives just a couple miles away. She retired from the city of LA after 31 years, she would have kept working but her eye sight got too bad that she doesn’t even drive any more. She lives in an assisted homes but she really loves it there. Mom and I live in an older house mom bought years ago.

Well as I said I am 18 and for a boy I am shall we say on the small side, I guess I took after my mom as I am also 5’4″ tall but weigh a little more than she does. Oh I guess there is one more thing, I like to cross-dress. I actually started playing with her makeup when I was about 10 or 11 and this confused me, not enough to talk about it as I have never told anyone. When I turned 15 for some reason one day when she was gone I snuck into her closet and tried on one of her dresses as we were the same size and for some reason I liked it, the way it felt and looked. Now being young and having these feelings is confusing as I knew I wasn’t gay as I never looked at the other boys in my class just the girls but it was more than just how pretty they were and that attraction you feel but it was also about how they looked, the clothes and makeup, I loved everything about girls. I tried to stop a few times but couldn’t and so that was my secret life. Now it was popular for boys to grow their hair out which I did and wore in a ponytail and maybe mine was a little longer than most but when I did get the chance to dress up I could make my hair look feminine. It is funny as there is a girl in my class I really like named Jill and so I try to make my hair look like hers.

Now there is good and bad things about this as there are with everything. Having this secret life I kept more to myself but this also allowed me to get really good grades. So by the time I was Senior in High school I had pretty much everything I needed for Graduation so I didn’t have to go to school on Wednesdays and Fridays were a half day for me. Now my mom had a great schedule as a flight attendant. On Monday and Tuesday she would fly from LA to Seattle and back which was about a 7 hour day, Wednesday she would fly from LA to Honolulu which was her long day about 12 hours and Thursday and Friday she would fly to San Francisco whish was only about a 5 hour day plus once or twice a month she would get a Friday flight to Japan which meant she would come back on Saturday and as I was in High school she would let me stay by myself. Wednesday became my day to dress as I was home all alone for the whole day as mom would leave the house about 7 am and not get home till around 8 at night.

Now as I said I am small for a boy and over the years I had gotten really good at makeup and dressing up and I really don’t think anyone would recognize me or for that matter be able to tell I was not actually a girl but I could never work up the courage to leave the house for fear someone would see me. Well it was just before Halloween of my Senior year when one of my mom’s best friends came over it turned out her husband had gotten transferred to Japan for a couple years, he was in the military and she asked mom if she could keep her car at our house while they were gone as she didn’t want to sell it and mom said okay. She told us we could use it if we would take care of it and run it once a week so it just didn’t sit there. I volunteered to drive it once a week for her. Now our house is an older one and both mom and I park our cars on the street in front, yes my mom got me a car for my 16th birthday. Behind our house is a little ally way and there is a drive behind with a little carport. The problem with this is you have to go out the front door and then around to the back so it was just easier and closer to park on the street in front so that is where we put her car. So I would drive her car once a week. Well it was late November on a Wednesday and I was all dressed up and looking great when the idea popped into my head to take her car for a drive.

Now as I said our house was older with a big front porch that really wasn’t visible except from the street right in front and I could go off the side of the porch and only have about 15 feet that people could see me before I went between the houses to the back and with the hedge along the side the chances of someone seeing me was very small. Now I spent a good hour working up the courage. A couple time I went out on the porch and then back inside. I just had to do this and so it was about 2:30 in the afternoon before I finally did it. I looked to see if anyone was out front and saw nothing so down the side steps to the side walk and across the front to the side. Now I was wearing a short skirt and heels so I couldn’t really move fast and once I started I never looked back as I wanted to get to the cars as fast as I could. Now the car had tinted windows so you really couldn’t get a good look inside so I felt safe plus because this was not my car no one should recognize me.

I drove around for about 45 minutes and never did work up the courage to stop any place or get out of the car. Once back home I did just the opposite. Parked the car and walked back to the front of the house and looked to see if I could see anyone and when it was clear across and up the side steps to the safety of the porch. Now I must say I do wear a lot of my mom’s clothes but I have also managed to buy some of my own and also makeup and shoes. One of the cool things with the internet is you can buy online and you can even schedule when you want them delivered so I was getting a nice little wardrobe. I so looked forward to Wednesdays there were times I might go out for a drive two or three times on a Wednesday but still could not get up the courage to get out of the car.

Now for Christmas my mom and Grandma gave me gift cards which I used online to buy several pretty dresses, heels and makeup so I was so excited so I was really looking forward to the first Wednesday in January as my mom had taken the week off work between Christmas and New Year’s which would mean I could not dress up.

Well the Wednesday finally came and mom left and I got all dressed up in this really cute white skirt and pink top and 4″heels. I grabbed my purse and out the door I went. I was getting pretty bold at this by now. Looked and it was clear so around to the car and off I went for about an hour before coming back for my lunch. It was so much fun.

Well after lunch I was ready to go for another drive so I touched up my makeup and out the door I went. I was just to the corner of the house when I realized I had left my cell phone so I turned around and went back and up on the porch. I was fumbling in my purse for my keys when I heard a vice behind me. I was scared to death as I turned around and saw my Grandma standing there. She said hi and asked what I was doing, now I know she has bad eye sight so I mustered my best female voice and squeaked out that I was here to see David, she smiled and said oh you must be one of David’s friends which I replied yes. She smiled again and said she was also here to see her grandson. I didn’t know what to do so I stood there as she knocked on the door and for a moment I was scared the door would open even though I knew no one was home. Well after few minutes she smiled at me and said looks like he is not home. I smiled and said yes looks that way still not knowing what to do. Grandma smiled at me again and said she would ell David I stopped by and asked me what my name was. I was at a loss as I had never thought about a name and before I could stop myself I said Jennifer. She smiled again and said what a pretty name for a pretty girl and with that she said we should go. I smiled and said I had parked out behind so I left my Grandma standing there and walked back around the house to the car as my Grandma walked back to the taxi.

I left and took a short drive maybe 15 minutes as I was still shaking for the encounter so I went back home. I carefully looked around before going to the porch and quickly inside. I put my purse down and there was a call from my Grandma, she still does not have a cell phone so she had to wait till she got home to call me. The message just said she had stopped by to see how I was and had wanted to know if I wanted to go to dinner with her tonight and also that a friend of mine had stopped by to see me Jennifer.

I calmed down and gave her a call as I wanted to see if she had any suspicions and she seemed like everything was okay so I agreed to have dinner with her so I quickly cleaned up and got myself back to my male looking self as I had had enough for the day. I went over and picked her up at 4 and we went to a restaurant just down the street. We had a nice dinner and Grandma never brought up earlier today till the end when she asked me I Jennifer was my girlfriend, I almost choked and said no there was another girl I liked named Jill which was true. Grandma just smiled and said to bad we would make a cute couple beside she said I think Jennifer likes you from the way she was acting. I didn’t know what to say so I just nodded. Well that night I did a lot of thinking and decided that I was all done dressing up as this was to close a call.

The thing was by Saturday I was thinking about dressing again and come the following Wednesday I couldn’t help myself and soon I found myself all dressed up again and out ten door I went for my drive. I actually went out 3 times for a drive this day and had such a good time. I actually stopped at a store and thought about going in but just couldn’t work up the courage part of it was the fact I was wearing 4″ heels and although some girls my age do wear them and go shopping it still would draw attention to myself so after sitting in the car for 30 minutes I drove back home.

It was now the end of January and it had been 4 weeks since that fateful day I had run into my Grandma and I got all dressed up in a nice black dress of my mom’s, did my hair and makeup and put my 4″ heels on and out the door for my drive. I looked really good and had a great time but still too scared to get out of the car. I got back home about 11 am and came around the corner of the house and as I did I saw the cab out front and stopped as I looked up and saw my Grandma on the front porch at the door. I was just about to turn when she saw me and said oh Hi, Jennifer isn’t it. There was nothing I could do so I said yes and walked up to the porch as I didn’t want to be standing in the front yard, I told her I just stopped by to see if David was home as I knew we would knock on the door and no one would be there and then I could leave and not look suspicious. Grandma looked at me and told me how pretty I looked and we chatted for a second while we waited. She asked me if I liked David and I thought quickly and said yes but he likes another girl named Jill. After I said this I realized this might have been a mistake as I should not give too much information.

Well grandma said looks like he is not home and I said yes it looks that way. She smiled at me and said I came over to take him to lunch and now I guess I will have to go by myself. I smiled and told her I was sure he would be sad he missed her and again thought to much keep quiet. Grandma smiled at me I know why don’t we do lunch, I so hate eating alone. I didn’t know what to say, I couldn’t go out to lunch with my Grandma and as I was thinking of an excuse she took my arm and we started towards the street where the cab was waiting for her. I told her I wasn’t sure I should leave my car out back but she just said it would be fine and by now we were out at the street. I was about to say no when I saw one of the neighbors doors open so I got in the cab quickly to hide and now there was nothing I could do. We were off to lunch. The cab driver really paid no attention to me but I was so scared.

We got to the restaurant and Grandma told the cab drive to be back in an hour and a half. Now I had to get up the courage to get out and I knew there was no choice as if I didn’t it would look strange and Grandma might figure it out so there I stood on the street with her and in we walked. Now as scared as I was I also found it exciting and such an incredible feeling. We were shown to our table and sat down. Now I had to think about what to eat as I wanted to do my best to act like a proper young lady so I chose a house salad. Now Grandma started off with small talk mostly she talked about her grandson David which was me if she only knew. This made it easier but after about 30 minutes she got around to asking me questions, how well did I know David did we have many of the same classes. Now as strange as this was it was actually easy to answer the questions as I knew everything about David and the school and his friends. Now I was so focused on Grandma that I had forgot about being out in public and actually had a great time. We finished lunch and Grandma paid and we went out and waited for the cab which showed up right on time. She had the cab drive down the ally way and stopped in front of the car in the car port so I didn’t have to walk around the house which was nice in some ways but it also meant I had to get in the car and drive away. With the hour I was gone before I ran into Grandma, the two hours we were gone over lunch and now this it would be the longest I had been out.

Grandma smiled at me and said, I had a great time Jennifer, it was nice to get to know you. I smiled back as it really had been an incredible day so far and I am sure it showed, I told her I had a great time also and it was great getting to know her also. That is when Grandma caught me off guard, she smiled and said Well Jennifer why don’t we do lunch next week, is Wednesday good for you? I was so caught up in the moment I said yes before I realized what I had said. Grandma gave me her phone number and address and said I should pick her up at 11 am next Wednesday and we would do lunch again. With that I got in the car and drove off and drove around for about 20 minutes before heading back home. This led to another problem, I couldn’t give Grandma my phone number as Jennifer as she already had it for David and I wasn’t sure if she had caller ID on her phone I had to do something. Now mom had a work cell phone so I had my own plan and mom gave me the money to pay for it she thought that if I had to pay the bill even with her money it would teach me responsibility so I cleaned up and ran to the mall to see what I could do. Well it turned out for only $20 a month I could add a second phone to my account so that is what I did.

Well later that night before Mom got home Grandma called me and told me about her day and having lunch with Jennifer and hoped I could join them, I had to think quick and told her I couldn’t as I had to be at school at that time for study hall and that seemed to satisfy her. Now as soon as I hung up I called from my new number, Jennifer’s number and thanked her for lunch and gave her the phone number so she could call me in hopes this would make it harder for her to figure out her grandson and Jennifer were one in the same. We talked for about 10 minutes and I told her I would pick her up next Wednesday for lunch.

Now next Wednesday came and I was really excited and looking forward to it as it was fun last week to be out in public especially as I was not by myself. But as I was getting ready I really got scared. I picked a grey skirt of my mom’s with a cream top and only 3″ heels this week as last week I had felt I was a little over the top going out. My makeup was also not as heavy as last week a little more shall we say day time look. I grabbed my purse and stood at the door wondering if I should really do this, go out to lunch again with my Grandma. I finally decided to go for it as I knew her eye sight was not that great and I could pull it off so I gave her a quick call and told her I was on my way and would be there in about 10 minutes. As I pulled in it hit me I have come here many times as David I could not walk in like this as I was sure someone would recognize me but as I pull to the front there was Grandma standing by the door waiting for me so I was safe.

This time Grandma said she knew a really nice café and told me where to go. We actually drove about 20 miles into LA and ended up at the mall and went to the a café at Nordstrom’s which had really nice food but it also meant walking into Nordstrom’s and to the front of the store by the mall and there were so many people around. Now I knew that no one could tell I was not a girl from my size and look it would be more the way I acted or if I ran into someone I actually new but I was still scared. We had a nice lunch and talked and Grandma told me more about her which of course I already knew but I didn’t let on as I needed her to think of me a Jennifer a girl she didn’t know.

After lunch Grandma said as long as we are here we should do some shopping. Now I got that scared excited feeling again. I couldn’t walk around the mall like this could I? I smiled at Grandma and told her I was sorry but I didn’t have money to shop at which she just smile and told me you can shop without money and off we went into the mall. Now as I said most of my stuff is my mom’s and what I have managed to buy online but shopping in person is a whole other experience. We hit several shoe stores and a few clothing stores and we both tried on some dresses, as I said this is my Grandma but she is only 55 and doesn’t look that old. The last store had some really cute dresses and grandma found a couple she really liked, as she said she needed something pretty to wear when we went to lunch as I always looked so pretty. As she was handing them to the sales girl to ring up she also handed her 3 of the dresses I had tried on and like. I told her she shouldn’t buy them for me and she just smiled at me and said, please let me do this for you. My daughter is all grown up now and I only have a grandson, I really enjoyed spending time with you today it was almost like having a granddaughter for the day. This made me feel so nice I just gave her a hug and said yes.

On the way out we stopped at the MAC counter at Nordstrom’s and we both got a makeover. Now this really scared me as the lady there removed all my makeup and started fresh. I thought she would for sure figure it out but she didn’t. She just redid my makeup and told me what all she was doing and why and how I should do things to enhance my face more as she said I had great eyes and lips and in the end she really did make me look better so again Grandma bought some makeup here for us both. I was a little shocked as Grandma had probably spent $250 on me today which made me feel uneasy but she seemed really happy so I let it go. I drove her back to her place and dropped her off and then went home it was almost 6:15 when I got home so I quickly ran upstairs and showered and hid my new dresses and makeup. And put mom’s skirt and top back. It really was an incredible day for me.

Over the next few weeks I found I talked with Grandma a lot more as she was calling me as David and Jennifer, I really had to work hard to keep the two straight and not mix up conversations. I also started having lunch with her on Friday’s as David and Wednesday Jennifer would have lunch with her and we always did a little shopping and she would always by me some cute outfit but I really worked on not letting her spend too much money on me as I didn’t want to take advantage of her as I was just so happy going out with her as Jennifer. Because of this we became really close. Now there were those awkward moments when she would ask David why he didn’t date Jennifer or ask Jennifer why she didn’t peruse David more or even worse when she would ask me if there were any boys I liked or if I was seeing anyone. These are always hard questions to answer and that ad my little situation into the mix.

Things were going great and I had a great life. I loved my time as Jennifer and I wish I could spend more time this way. Now I don’t want to have surgery and become a girl but I do feel so right as Jennifer. It was amazing how fast the weeks went by and how comfortable I had become as Jennifer. On the weeks that my mom flew to Japan and come back late on Saturday I started going out on Saturday mornings as Jennifer and even went shopping on my own. I even met a couple girls at the mall one day and we hung out shopping for a few hours. I seemed to fit in so well and at the end of the day we exchanged phone numbers and yes I did give them the one for Jennifer.

By the end of March I was still doing my Wednesday lunch and shopping with Grandma and twice a month when mom went to Japan after David had lunch with Grandma I would rush home and get all dressed up and then go out to dinner and the movies with Sue, Melissa and Amy the three girls I met from the mall. We actually became good friends and it became hard to balance all the things. Only being able to get together with them a few times a month made it hard but I told them I had to help take care of my Grandma and they seemed okay with that but we still talked on the phone all the time and it wasn’t long before Jennifer’s phone was used way more than David’s phone. It also was nice to have friends as David had really kept to himself. It is strange that I had to be a girl to make friends

It was the end of May and I was really looking forward to summer vacation as I would be out of school and able to be Jennifer almost every day. I just had one hurdle to get past. With mom’s busy schedule her and Grandma didn’t talk much but after school got out the three of us were going on vacation. Mom had arranged a week in Hawaii, I would graduate on Sunday June 6th then on Monday and Tuesday that week I would have to go into school to finish up some things, turn in books, clean out my locker and of course a few parties in some of the classes and then I would be done for the summer. Now that Friday June 11th mom would fly to Japan and come back Saturday early evening. On Sunday morning she would do the flight to Hawaii and Grandma and I would fly along, working for the airlines we got to fly for free. Mom had booked a hotel room right on the beach for Sunday night through the following Sunday night and we would come back on Monday, mom working the flight home so we would be there for eight night. This would mean not being Jennifer for all those days could I do it. The other two things that bothered me is this. Spending this much time with Grandma would she notice something? And with her and mom spending that much time together would Grandma bring up Jennifer and then mom ask me a bunch of questions I really don’t want to talk about. I was getting nervous but once I got through this week I would be able to be Jennifer every day during the week. Plus I was actually looking forward to Hawaii as I have never been there before. Now my plan for the week was of course was Jennifer would have lunch with grandma on Wednesday, David would skip lunch with her on Friday and end the day with Sue, Melissa and Amy and on Saturday I would spend it getting ready for the trip.

Wednesday came and I wore one of the Dresses Grandma had bought me and of course a pair of 4″ heels for our lunch date, Grandma was also in a dress as she had really started to dress well I won’t say better but she did wear dresses every time her and Jennifer went out, I guess Jennifer really did have an impact on her life she actually looked younger. I picked up Grandma and we went off to lunch and then some shopping, it was a great day but I could tell something was on Grandma’s mind, when I asked Grandma just smiled, you know I am going on vacation with my daughter and grandson next week. I took a deep breath wondering where she was going with this. She just smiled, I thought maybe we could get together Saturday morning and have some fun I have a wonderful day planed but I would need to be home by 4 so I could pack for the trip. Now I know I said I wasn’t going to do anything on Saturday but get ready but the fact I would go 9 days with no Jennifer I thought why not. She wanted to be home by 4 so I would be home and cleaned up by 5 in plenty of time to get packed and ready before mom got home so I agreed.

Friday came and Sue, Melissa, Amy and I spent all day at the mall looking around and having fun and even went to a movie that night. It was a great girl’s night out. Most of the day they were looking for things for my trip including a bikini, I just kept telling them that I had already bought everything I needed. They made me promise to send them some pictures from Hawaii which I wasn’t sure how I would do, I guess I could send them pictures I just wouldn’t be in any of them. Well after the movie I went home and to bed as I was picking Grandma up at 8:30 which would mean being up by 6:30 to get ready. I love being Jennifer but she does take more time getting ready. I reasoned it would be okay if I was a little tired as I would be in bed early Saturday night and on Sunday I could sleep on the plane if I was still tired.

Saturday morning I got up and ready again a cute skirt and top and heels, all of which were my clothes. I hadn’t realized it but over the last several months between what Grandma had bought me and I had bought myself I had quite the girls wardrobe, probably 20 skirts, 25 dresses, 15 Capri’s, 6 pairs of shorts and a whole suitcase full of bras and panties not to mention 2 dozen shoes. I had so much stuff hid under my bed I was so scared mom would find it but when you are buying it you never think of that all you see is how cute it is. Well I went and picked up Grandma and we went out for breakfast.

We were having a wonderful breakfast and Gram was telling me how excited she was to be going to Hawaii as it has been over 10 years since she was there last. I almost slipped a couple times as I was actually excited about it too. Well as we finished breakfast Grandma told me she had scheduled an appointment at the beauty parlor for her and me as she wanted to get ready for the trip and she wanted to share the experience with me as she missed doing things like this with her daughter, Mom was just so busy. Now I know I should have said no but the thought of being in a beauty parlor fascinated me. I remember when we got the makeover at Nordstrom’s and how fun it was so I agreed and off we went. I asked her what we were going to do and she smiled, you will love it, we will get our hair washed and set, a manicure and pedicure and then a facial and makeup. We will look like a million dollars afterwards. Now I figures what is the harm as I have nail polish remover at home.

We got to the beauty parlor at 10 and went in and the ladies were ready for us. They put us in a big chair and leaned us back and then washed and messaged our hair and scalp. It was so relaxing and Grandma and I just sat there and enjoyed it. I can see why girls love this so much. They conditioned our hair and washed again and then wrapped them up in curlers. Now I have done this many times at home when I get ready and as my hair is now down past my shoulders when it is not in a ponytail it looks very feminine anyway. Now with our hair wrapped up we were moved over to a chair and sat down and they gave us our facials again so relaxing and my skin never felt better.

From here we went over to these chair that had little tubs for our feet and we soaked our feet in the water. Grandma had picked out this really pretty bright red nail polish for us to wear, it really was pretty and it was almost a shame I would have to take it off when I got home but I was going to enjoy it for now. Soon our feet were done and I had beautiful red toe nails. We were then led back over to the manicure tables and sat down. The lady came over and told us to lean back for our mud mask, now this was a funny feeling as they put this stuff on our face that felt kind of slimy but soon started to harden and of course we had to keep our eyes closed and they even put cucumbers on our eyes. I have seen this in movies but I thought that was all it was but Grandma said it would keep our eyes moisturized during the mud mask and keep the puffiness down around our eyes so her we sat in darkness talking between ourselves and of course the nail technicians. This was turning into the best day of my life. It took about an hour on our nails and by then my face was so tight from the mud mask. They leaned me back in the chair and gently washed off the mud mask and dried my face. This was followed my more creams and something warm around my eyes. I felt her press down and rub above my eyes and then she pulled and I felt this horrible pain on my eyebrows. I suddenly realized they had just waxed my eyebrows. I was in trouble now. I wanted to scream but I couldn’t as Grandma would know but then she would notice the eyebrows tomorrow what was I going to do. I grabbed hold of the arms on the chair but something felt different. I looked down and I had long red nails, they were a ½ inch long with square tips and very feminine. I had been given acrylic nails. This had gone for bad to worse. I didn’t know much about acrylic nails other than they were hard to get off. I guess I could cut them short and try to pry them off but what about my eyebrows, how bad were they.

They leaned the chair up and I could see the eyebrows they were a very feminine arch and mom and Grandma would notice. As I was staring at them they took the curlers out of my hair which use to be a light brown but was more of a blonde now. I didn’t know what to do I wanted to cry but couldn’t I was too scared. My secret would be found out soon and mom would be so mad and Grandma I have been deceiving her for the last several months. My world was crashing down and there was nothing I could do. I had to find a way out and so I looked at Grandma and told her and the beauty technician that I needed my hair color back the way it was and the nails off as my mom did not think a girl should change herself like this, I knew there was nothing I could do about the eyebrows. The beauty technician told me I looked great and she thought for sure my mom would be okay with it but that if I really wanted to they could remove the nails and recolor my hair back to the way it was this made me feel better as all I had to do is figure out the eyebrows and right now I was thinking of just shaving them off and telling mom I tried to trim them and messed up that would work.

Grandma leaned over and smiled I am sure your mom won’t mind as you look great Jennifer. Besides you, your mom and I are going to have so much fun in Hawaii next week we just really wanted you to look good for the trip. I was in shock and didn’t know what to say, she knew, somehow she knew I was David her grandson. I wanted to ask but I knew that would sound funny in front of everyone here. The beauty technician looked at me and asked what I wanted and I just told her I was fine how I was. Grandma paid the bill and we walked out to the car in silence as I waited for her to let me have it but she never did. I drove in silence till I could take it no more and pulled over to the side of the street. I looked at Grandma and told her I was sorry for misleading her and for dressing this way and she just gentle took my hand and told me it was okay she wasn’t mad. I looked at her again, I have to ask I said, when did you figure it how what was it that gave me away. Grandma almost broke into laughter and then said. Sweetie you are my grandson, my flesh and blood. You don’t think I could tell who you are, I knew the first day I met you on the porch why do you think I waited for you that Wednesday and invited you to lunch. I just looked down, I thought with our eyesight you wouldn’t figure it out. Grandma lifted my chin up and said, my sweet child I had my eyesight fixed over a year ago. I just looked at her but you live in an assisted living apartment and you don’t drive. She smiled, I don’t like to drive and with where I live I can get everything by walking or a taxi and it is cheaper than owning a car and paying upkeep, insurance and gas and I live where I do because it is close to you and your mom, I have good friends there and I don’t have to do anything I can come and go as I like with no responsibilities. Now why don’t we go to my place and get my stuff and then go back to your home and get you packed for the trip.

I looked at her and started to tear up, but what about mom what will she say. Grandma smiled at me, I won’t lie to you your mom is upset with you but not for what you think. She is upset because you didn’t tell her how you felt and kept this a secret, she is also upset that she hasn’t had time to spend with her daughter and do the mother daughter things but that will all be fixed while we are on vacation in Hawaii. She is really looking forward to spending time with you like I have and getting to know this side of you. I looked at Grandma, you mean I am going on the vacation this way as Jennifer. Grandma gave me a hug, yes sweetie if that is what you want, both your mom and I would love to have Jennifer there for the week but it is your decision and you need to make it quick. We can remove the nails tonight and straighten out your hair and we can figure out something for your eyebrows but we both hoped Jennifer would go. I gave Grandma a big hug and a kiss and told her Jenifer would love to go to Hawaii. That is when I noticed the lipstick I left on her cheek and realized what I was about to do.

We got home and Grandma helped me unpack all my boy clothes and pick out the clothes Jennifer would need, the funny thing is I went from one suitcase to two and still had trouble fitting it all in. now it was just a matter of waiting for my mom to get home and as I waited I got more and more scared wondering what she would think of her son and how she would treat me.

My Grandma Part 2

Grandma’s special gift   2 comments

Grandma’s special gift.

By Elisabeth James

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Well my name is Kelly Frost and I have had an interesting life. My parents are both very successful and work at Microsoft and as such we live in a big beautiful house in Seattle, actually it is bigger than we need as it has 5 bedrooms upstairs a master bedroom and then two pairs of bedroom each which share a bathroom with the room next to it like in the TV show the Brady Bunch. Well enough about that so let me tell you a little about me.

I am 16 years old and very small for a boy my age, actually I stopped growing at age 11, and I am only 5’4″ tall and weigh about 115. My story really starts when I was 7, I loved to watch my mom put on her makeup there was just something special about it, she looked so pretty. I guess I was jealous, I knew boys were not supposed to be pretty but I couldn’t help myself. Anyway when I could I would sneak a tube of lipstick or some eye shadow to play with. I thought there was something wrong with me but I couldn’t help myself. I think it was when I was 9 I started putting on some of my mom’s clothes that I could somewhat fit in. this is about the time I started growing my hair out as lots of boys my age had long hair. Now I am not saying I wanted to be a girl I just loved everything about them and the way they looked.

Any way when I was 9 I also got my first computer for the start of the school year and it was the best gift I had ever got as I was able to go online and I found Facebook and all kinds of boys just like me from my age up that like to dress as girls, well it didn’t take long for me to set up a Facebook account so I could chat with them and suddenly I wasn’t alone. Now with a name like Kelly I didn’t think to change my name so this would mean I could set up a Facebook page for my boy self but that was okay. It was great to talk with others and know I was not alone. I even put a couple pictures online when I had on mom’s dress and some makeup but nothing you could clearly see my face. Then other good thing about the computer was I was able to send e-mails and now I could e-mail my Grandma who lived in Portland. My Grandma was really well off, I mean she lived in a bigger house then we did and traveled all the time which meant I really didn’t get to see her very much at best once a year so this was a way I could keep in touch. Now she was really nice but she was also a little eccentric at least that is what my mom and dad called it but I guess when you get older you can do what you want.

Well I was shocked when my Grandma said she was coming to our house for Thanksgiving but I was really looking forward to it as it had been over a year since I had seen her. I was really excited and my parents just told me to be on my best behavior and not do anything to make her made. Any way we picked Grandma up at the airport on Wednesday night and she gave me a big hug and said how happy she was to see her granddaughter which caught me off guard, mom just said it was because of my long hair. Any way when we got home Grandma had little gifts for all of us and when she got to me she handed me a couple small boxes and to my surprise inside were two dresses, she gave me a big hug and told me it was time I stopped being such a tom boy and how cute I would look in them. Mom and dad both told her I was a boy but she just smiled and told them she knew how they had wanted a boy but it was time I started dressing like a girl. Mom gave me a hug and apologized and told me Grandma had a little trouble with reality and they would make it up to me so I thanked Grandma and gave her a big hug. Now deep down inside I was thrilled with the dresses as now I had my own in my size.

When Grandma left both mom and dad told me how sorry they were about the dresses and they would fix it. I told them thanks and I understood about grandma. Mom was going to get rid of the dresses so I had to think quickly. Mom why don’t we put them in the next room just in case Grandma comes back we wouldn’t want her to think I just got rid of them, mom thought that was a great idea and so did I as I could get into that room anytime I wanted through the bathroom.

Now it was getting close to Christmas and we received several boxes from grandma, one for mom, one for dad and 3 for me I was shocked as grandma had always sent gifts but this year she really went overboard. I couldn’t wait for Christmas day. Well it finally got there and I got so many great gifts from my mom and dad and even Santa and then it came to the boxes from grandma. I opened the card and I saw right away it said to her special granddaughter on Christmas so my hopes were high she would send me something pretty I just had to not act to excited. I opened the first box and sure enough it had not one but 5 pretty dresses in it I got to the second box and when I opened it I didn’t have to act shocked as I was. Grandma had sent me an assortment of bras and panties and a few nighties in such pretty colors I looked at mom and dad and they were just as shocked as I was but probably for a different reason. The third box had several pairs of shoes all with heels ranging from 1″ to 4″ which I loved but for someone my age probably a little more grown up then I was and also a makeup set. I looked at mom, she gave me a hug and told me they would make it up to me. I picked up the boxes and mom asked me what I was doing. I just smiles and told her I was going to go put them in the spare bedroom so when Grandma came she could see them. She gave me a hug and told me what a wonderful child I was to care so much about grandma.

That night I could control myself so I went to bed early, mom and dad thought it was because I was disappointed and they promised to make it up to me. I snuck into the other room and got a bra, panty, dress and makeup and soon I was all dressed up and looked better than I had ever. I took a couple pictures and posted them on my Facebook page and this time you could see my face not that anyone would recognize me. I soon got comments from some of my friends which I now had over 200 and all of them told me how cute I looked. I told them all about the presents I got from grandma and they said how lucky I was which I new. Now as I said by this age I had stopped growing so I was now happy about that as I would outgrow these wonderful gifts.

Well as I said I loved this and Grandma started coming around more, Easter, My Birthday in June, Thanksgiving and Christmas and she always bought me cute dresses, shoes and girl things and mom and dad just gave up trying to convince her I was her grandson and thanked me for being so understanding of a grandma. Well it was Easter when I was 14 when Grandma showed up with this really pretty pink Easter dress for me and I thanked her for it and gave her a big hug. Any way it was about an hour before dinner when Grandma said we should all get dressed up for dinner today, she looked at me and told me to go put on my new dress. Now she had bought me many things over the last few years but she had never asked me to wear them. When she came I would stay in the spare room with all her stuff and that had always been enough. I looked at mom and I could see the look on her and dad’s face and I could tell they were about to say something when I realized I had to say something or risk an end to it all. I walked over to mom and said well we normally don’t dress up but if mom dad thought it was a good idea I would agree. Mom gave me a big hug and said she would help me. On the way upstairs she thanked me for being so understanding, I just smiled and said for one day I could do it. We got into the room and I was getting the dress when mom sat me down, sweetie it is so nice of you to do this but I am afraid you will also have to wear the underwear as she held up a pink bra and panty. My heart almost stopped as this was too wonderful. I did my best to hide my excitement and told her for grandma I would. Soon I was standing there wearing a bra, panty, and a beautiful pink dress and of course some low heels. I was in heaven. We went outside, dad gave me a hug and told me he knew how hard this was on me but thanked me for putting grandma first. Grandma’s eyes lit up when she saw me and she gave me a hug and told me what a beautiful girl I was and it was a shame I didn’t dress this way more. Grandma also had on a beautiful dress that almost match mine in color. Mom and dad went upstairs to change and grandma too me back into the room. She sat me down and told me I was old enough to wear a little makeup. With that she put on some eye shadow, mascara and a pretty pink lipstick. I was in shock, what would mom and dad say. When they came out they saw us in the bedroom and saw me, I just smiled and told them Grandma thought I was old enough. We all went down stairs and on the way down mom gave me a hug and promised to make this up to me and how proud she was I was thinking of grandma first.

We had a wonderful Thanksgiving and it was the most wonderful day of my life but I couldn’t tell mom that. I did not want the day to end and I did everything I could to keep from changing but soon it was 10 pm and time for me to go to bed. Mom and grandma came upstairs to help me and grandma picked out one of the nighties she had given me to sleep in. from then on whenever Grandma would come I would wear a dress and pretend I was her granddaughter and my parents would always reward me afterwards for being so thoughtful. It was the perfect life and I so looked forward to Grandma’s visits which seemed to increase. Seems as she got older she cut down on her traveling an d as such would come visit us about every 6 weeks which gave me a lot of time to be a girl. Grandma even took pictures which she would send me copies through e-mail and I would post to my Facebook page. She even taught me how to put on makeup. Even a few times mom would come in while she was showing me and give me tips. It was really so much fun. I even got pretty good at it.

By the time I was 15 I was pretty good at dressing up so much so that when we knew Grandma was coming over I would get dressed up before she arrived, mom would even help me maybe with my hair or makeup and we would pick out the outfit I was to wear which was getting harder as my wardrobe had really grown as Grandma always had something new for me when she came. I think we all got used to it as mom and dad no longer shall we say made it up to me which was okay as I totally enjoyed my girl time, it became the new normal when grandma was here although we never went out which is something I really wanted to do now but that was okay as I got time to dress and I had my friends online I could video chat with while I was dressed up and I had posted so many pictures to my Facebook account. I would chat with some of my friends online that were older about what it was like to go out and I had several friends that were real girls and we would chat about what it was like to go to the beauty salon and get your hair done or a nail salon and get your nails done and it always sounded so much fun. I new someday I would get the chance to go out. Or what it would be like to live for a week or more as a girl to do this every day.

Well it was my 16 birthday on June 21st which fell on a Saturday and Grandma was coming to town for it. My Parents told me we would go out and celebrate after grandma left so I was happy as I would get to spend my birthday as a girl this year. Grandma arrived on Thursday night so while dad was at the airport picking her up mom and I were at home getting her granddaughter ready. By the time they arrived home I looked so beautiful and so much like a girl no one would ever be able to tell and I could see in my mom’s eyes she was proud of the way I looked.

Grandma’s eyes lit up when she saw me and she gave me a big hug and told me how pretty I was and how lucky she was to have such a beautiful granddaughter. Even dad told me I looked pretty and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Grandma had a few presents for me but she told me I had to wait till Saturday, my birthday to open them but maybe if I was good I could have one present tomorrow which was Friday. Mom and dad both had to work so it would be Grandma and me at home all day alone and I hoped she had something special to give me.

Grandma smiled Kelly my dear lets go out and have some fun today maybe some shopping or something. Now I knew I should have said no as I have never gone outside like this but I so wanted to. How much fun would that be? I gave her a hug and told her that sounded like so much fun. She smiled and told me to go put my ID, some money and makeup in my purse as the cab would be here shortly. I was shocked she had already arranged for a cab.

By the time I got back downstairs the cab was there and so I took my first steps outside. Now we did have a big house which also meant a big yard and long drive so I really didn’t have to worry about the neighbors seeing me which made it a lot easier. Soon we were on our way. We got to the mall and the cab left us off at one end and grandma and I walked to the door and inside and I past several people and none of them pointed at me or laughed, a couple boys did take a good look the way I do when a pretty girl goes by. Just inside the door was a beauty parlor and grandma headed inside. I paused for a moment and grandma smiled at me and said, honey you are 16 now you need to take better care of your hair and nails now so I went in. we were greeted at the door and I found out Grandma had made an appointment for us both.

We started off with our hair, first a wash and then cut just a little off the ends then some conditioning and then another rinse and then my hair was set up in curlers. Now I had played with my mom’s curling iron at home but this was a first. Once our hair was set we were led over to these chairs where they soak your feet and give you a pedicure. Oh this was so relaxing and I was enjoying every minute. It was everything I had hoped it would be. When they were done she asked me what color I wanted. Now I have played with makeup but never nail polish I looked at grandma and she smiled and told me any color I liked so I picked out this bright red color which grandma liked too so we both got our toes painted that color. They looked so beautiful and no one would see them unless I was barefoot so I thought I might even be able to keep them painted once grandma left.

From here we were led over to these little table for our manicure. Again they soaked our hands and fingers and pushed the cuticle back at least that is what the lady said which made my nails look longer. She then glued some extensions on the end and cut them down till they were about a half inch long. She then started to spread a paste over them and shape them. It was so relaxing and such a great feeling. It took her almost an hour to do this and then she took the same bright red color and painted our finger nails, now this I knew I couldn’t keep which I was sad about but I had them now.

We then went over to another chair where we put our hands under these lights for the polish to dry and while we did this they gave us a facial. They put a cream on our face that kind of hardened and then washed it off. They then spread another paste above my eyes and pushed down and rubbed then I felt them pull away and I jumped. Up to now everything had been so relaxing and fun but this hurt. I suddenly realized I had just had my eyebrows waxed. I got a little scared now as things might be getting out of control. The lady put a moisturizer on my face and massaged it in which relaxed me and then she started to apply makeup. I couldn’t wait to see what I looked like.

When this was all done we went back over to the chairs we started at and they took the curlers out of my hair and brushed it out. I was could not wait to see what I looked like. Finally she was satisfied and turned my chair so I could look in the mirror. I was in shock, I was both scared and thrilled at the same time. I did look totally beautiful and completely like a 16 year old girl but I also had a very feminine haircut and style with bangs and my light brown hair was now a blonde color and really curly. It would be impossible to make this look at all like a boy’s hair style. My eyebrows were also well shaped with a high arch and there was nothing at all boyish about them, actually most girls in my class would love to have eyebrows like this. I looked at grandma and told her I was worried what mom and dad would think. She smiled and gave me a hug and said, my beautiful granddaughter you are a young lady now and they will see you for that, they will be so proud of you. I knew what she meant and had I been a girl that would have been true but I was their son and they had been going along with this while grandma was here this was a little more permanent. There really wasn’t anything I could do so I made the best of it after all it is something I dreamed about doing. I couldn’t wait to post pictures on my Facebook page and chat with some of my friends especially a few of the girls I had been chatting with.

It is funny the friends you can make online they are from all over the world, and although you never really meat them they are in some ways really good friends. Most of them other crossdressers, some real girls I had met and even a few older woman that in some ways were like online moms that I could talk to and it was amazing the support I got from all of them. The girls all told me I needed to do what made me happy the older woman told me the same thing and that they would love their child no matter who he was or how he wanted to live his life, one even encouraged me to tell my mom and dad how I felt. Tonight when I got online I would have so much fun but right now I had to focus on the here and now and enjoy this time out.

We walked into the mall and I had a whole new kind of self-confidence as I knew I looked as good as any other 16 year old girl at the mall, actually probably better. We stopped at a little jewelry store and grandma bought me a ring, bracelet a necklace and some earrings. The earrings were little gold hoop earrings and they were for pierced ears. I looked at grandma and she smiled you are 16 you should have your ears pierced, I looked at the lady and figured why not as at this point pierced ears would be the least of my problems so I sat down and in a few minutes I had gold hoop earrings in my ears.

From here we went to the food court and had a late lunch and then we hit the mall shopping. We went to every store that sold anything that a girl might want. Shoe stores, dress shops, Victoria’s secret which is one shop I had always wanted to go into but was too afraid. We even went to a bridal store and I tried on a wedding dress. I tried on so many beautiful dresses today it was like being in heaven and the funny thing is somewhere during the day I stopped thinking about being a boy dressed as a girl and started thinking of myself as a girl and enjoying it. It was the most wonderful day of my life.

Well by now it was after 5 and grandma called a cab to take us home. We were on the way home when mom called me on my cell phone. She said her and dad were worried when they got home and we were gone. I told her grandma had wanted to take me shopping today and I heard the pause in her voice, did she take you as a girl? I said yes and I heard my mom tell me how sorry she was and she hopes I was okay. I really didn’t want to go into it on the phone with grandma right next to me so I just told her it was fine and we had a great day and there was nothing to worry about and then I did tell her grandma did go a little over board today to give her a heads up. She asked what I meant and I just quietly said two words, beauty parlor. Mom let out a small gasp, sweetie I am so sorry for you, I will make this up to you somehow. I just said its okay I am fine and I knew I would soon be home and they would see me and what had happened.

The cab pulled up in front of the house and for the first time I was scared. I got out of the cab and grandma and I walked to the front door, I did my best to stay behind her. We got inside and my mom came to great me, she stopped and her mouth dropped open and she couldn’t speak. Grandma looked at her and said, see what a beautiful young lady your daughter has turned into. Mom gained he senses back and said yes she is beautiful. She gave me a hug and whispered in my ear that everything would be alright. She then called dad by saying, honey come see how beautiful your daughter is grandma took her to the beauty salon today for a complete makeover and you will not believe how beautiful she is now.

Dad came around the corner and looked at me and I could see in his eyes he was confused, not upset but more of a wow he is a beautiful daughter. He paused for a moment and looked at me, then grandma and then me again. Then he walked over and said I guess my little girl has turned into a beautiful young lady and he gave me a kiss on my cheek.

We all went in and had a nice dinner and talked and I could see mom and dad looking at me from time to time trying not to stair, and as time went by we got back to a more natural sense in the house and it was almost like they overlooked what had happened to me so I felt more relaxed. That night when I went to bed dad actually called me over to kiss him good night and mom and grandma took me up and helped me clean off my makeup and get ready for bed.

The next day my birthday I got up and mom, dad and grandma were all waiting for me downstairs. I opened my presents from mom and dad and they were the normal type presents. I opened grandma’s presents and I found several pairs of skirts, several pairs of Capri’s and about 20 tops all very colorful and so pretty. Mom and dad said we would have a nice dinner tonight at home as mom would prepare anything I wanted. As I thought Grandma spoke up, nonsense it is her 16 birthday we have to do something special, I have planned a special day we are going downtown to the city center and go up in the Space Needle and walk around and see the city center. Mom and dad looked at me and without thinking I said that sounded like fun. I no more than said it and realized how it must have sounded. Mom smiled and looked at dad and said well if that is what my daughter wants lets go. Dad looked at me and said okay it sounded like a fun day.

I went and got my purse and mom followed me, are you sure you are okay with this sweetie, we will be outside all day. I looked at mom and said it would be fine it was only one day as long as it was okay with her and dad. Mom gave me a little kiss on my cheek and said it was fine she would love to have a daughter for the day and with that we were off.

It was funny as the day went by we all became more relaxed, I acted like a 16 year old girl and mom and dad treated me that way. Mom even pointed out a couple things I did that a girl shouldn’t and then we both broke up laughing when we realized what she said. The day was awesome to say the least. No one questioned if I were a girl, people held doors open and even several boys looked at me and when one came over to talk to me dad was right there like an over protective father should be. We had a wonderful day and then went out for dinner and it was after 9 when we got home and I was so tired I was ready for bed. Without thinking I went over and gave my dad a kiss and he gave me a kiss back and then I kissed mom and grandma and up I went to bed.

Sunday Morning g I got up and mom and dad were downstairs for breakfast but Grandma hadn’t come down yet. Mom said morning sweetie and dad asked how I was doing. I told them I was fine. We sat and talked for a bit and then mom gave me a hug. Sweetie we have a problem, I just looked at her. You know we love you and we are so proud of the way you have acted and all you have done for your grandma and she didn’t mean any harm to you, she loves you very much as we do. I looked at them both and said I know. Well dear the things she has done, the hair color it will be weeks before we can color it back unless you want to cut it all off. The nails again will be a week or better before they can be removed, we can cut them short but still you will have acrylic on them and the eye brows there is nothing we can do about them till they grow back. I looked at them again and said what are you saying? Mom looked at dad and then said well dear, we know Grandma is leaving today but it will be very hard for you to look like a boy for a while, it may be easier and only if it is okay with you to be a, well a girl, our daughter. I thought for a moment this was my fantasy coming true to live as a girl for a few weeks.

I paused for a moment to make sure I didn’t sound too excited and to get just the right words. I guess if you think it is okay I mean if you don’t mind it might be easier. Mom was getting ready to say something when dad spoke up, we love you Kelly and nothing will change that, not how you dress or what you do, you are still our son, well I guess daughter. All that matters are that you are happy and healthy. Plus I will admit I had always hoped we would have another child maybe a daughter and well I actually enjoyed yesterday. Mom and I both looked at dad for a moment as we took in what he said. He was the one I figured would be the least understanding. Mom looked at me and said your father is right, boy, girl, son, or daughter I will love you no matter what. You are such a good person for doing what you did for Grandma and like your father I would love to have a daughter to do all those mother daughter things with. I was actually a little jealous about grandma going to the beauty salon and getting her nails done with you as I thought it should have been me. Does that sound weird?

I looked at them and could no longer hold back, I love you both so much and I feel so bad as you think I am such a wonderful son for what I did for Grandma. The truth is I really liked this, when she started giving me girl clothes I loved it as I really like dressing this way. I was too scared to tell you the truth, I am your son but I feel more comfortable this way. I would like to stay your daughter for a while if that is okay with you. Dad got up from the table and came down by me and looked me right in the eye, I was afraid that what I said may have changed everything. Dad leaned down and gave me a kiss on the cheek looked at mom and said I guess we have a daughter for a while. Then he looked at me, now young lady I expect you to be a proper young lady and that is how mom and I will treat you, do you understand? I said yes. That is good and remember we both love you no matter what. He looked at mom and said I guess we will have to fix up that room proper for a 16 year old girl. Mom looked at me and smiled we will have so much fun dear but you must promise me one thing, you will always be honest with us. If you want to go back to being our son you must tell us or if you want to stay our daughter that is okay, even if you want to permanently change. Now that is something had never thought about as I had always planned on meeting a girl and getting married someday, I had never even thought about boys. I looked at mom and told her I would be honest with them and that I didn’t ever see me wanting to change permanently as I had no interest in boys.

On the bright side I would no longer have to pretend just when grandma came over. Just about this time Grandma walked in had gave us all a hug. She smiled at me and then my mom and dad. She said she would be sad to go but would be back in 5 weeks again for a visit as she loved all of us so much. I gave her a hug and said I would be looking forward to it and maybe we could go shopping and to get our nails done at which mom spoke up and said only if she could go also. Grandma hugged me and said that sounded wonderful and she could think of nothing better than going to the nail salon and getting a pedicure and our nails done with her daughter and grandson. I gave her a kiss and then stepped back and looked at her. Mom was the first to speak, what did you say mom? She smiled again I said there is nothing I would enjoy more than getting my nails done with my daughter and grandson. I looked at her but you thought I was your granddaughter?

Grandma let out a little laugh, sweetie I may be old but I could never forget you were my grandson. I just knew you liked to dress as a girl and wanted to but were too afraid to tell anyone. So I figured if I treated you as my granddaughter and bought you the things you needed you would say something, the beauty salon was my last hope, I hope you don’t mind but I love you too much to not help you be who you feel you are.

I looked at her, how could you possible know, sweetie you are so young. When you put my e-mail address into your e-mail account it linked it with your Facebook page and I got a friends request. I was a little surprised to see you dressed up and posting pictures and even though I couldn’t see your face clearly I recognized your bedroom. We have been Facebook friends for several years now, I am Miss James. She was one of the older ladies I had been talking too online for a couple years, the one who told me that my parents would understand and I should tell them as all parents want their children to be happy no matter what. She looked at me and gave me a big kiss, those chats we had changed my life and made me realize how important family is and what I was missing when I realized I didn’t even know my own grandson. I didn’t know what to say so I just gave Grandma a big kiss and told her I loved her. She looked at me and asked if I would be seeing her off at the airport today and I told her I would as she had helped me accept who I was and I loved her for it. And so that is how my life changed. It is now the end of summer and I have lived the last two and half months as a girl. I talked with mom and dad last night and told them I want to stay this way for a while longer so I have transferred to another school and will be going to school this year as a girl.

Mom and dad both love me and they love having a daughter although sometimes I think they miss their son especially dad when we are late going someplace and dad hast to wait for not only mom but me to finish our hair or makeup. Mom loves going to the beauty salon with me every other week to get our nails and hair done. I think mom has more of a glow about her now and I think she looks better now than she ever has as we do all the girly things together and she now also has long acrylic nails and wears makeup all the time and has even tried a few new hair styles. Being a girl is so much fun I can’t wait to see what the future holds.

PS Grandma is planning on moving here soon as she just bought the big house across the street, yes it is a 6 bedroom 4,000 sq. ft. house, she is downsizing.